我喜欢… I love…
我们已婚人的盘子太多了 不是吗？ Our married people plates so much. Don't you?
它们重量适中 没有粗糙的表面 They have a pleasant heft and no rough surfaces.
是呀 No.
你吃完了吗？ You finished?
我们应该办个晚宴 We should have a dinner party.
我们有六个光滑漂亮的已婚人餐盘 We have six smooth, beautiful married people plates.
我们可以邀请弗兰克和摩根 We can invite Frank and Morgan.
这听起来一点都不好玩 好像到最后我们的盘子可能会更少 That sounds not fun and like we might have fewer plates by the end.
乔丹和亚瑟呢？那可能会很有趣 What about Jordan and Asher? That could be fun.
但如果我们邀请亚瑟而不请杰罗姆 那会不会有点冒犯？ But if we invite Asher and not Jerome, is that offensive?
好吧 最好的主意 Okay, best idea yet,
跳过晚宴 跳过尴尬 去见我们工作上的朋友 skip the dinner party, skip the awkwardness, see our friends at work.
我马上就准备好 I'll be ready in a minute.
我大概四五分钟就好 It will be closer to four minutes, possibly five.
都是可行的 Both are acceptable.
我需要我手术的发病率和死亡率报告 I need the M&M report on my surgery.
你的手术是指？ And by your surgery, you mean?
肖恩对我做的那件事 The one Shaun performed on me.
委员会没有发现任何证据 表明肖恩做错了什么 The committee found no evidence that Shaun did anything wrong.
没有定论 Inconclusive.
他们认为证据不确凿 They decided the evidence was inconclusive.
我想自己定夺 I would like to do my own review.
你真的认为你能做到公正吗？ Do you really think you can be impartial,
还是你只是在寻找惩罚肖恩的理由？ or will you just be searching for a reason to punish Shaun?
我也不知道我为什么会这么做 I don't know why I would,
除非报告显示墨菲医生犯了错误 unless something in the report suggests Dr. Murphy made a mistake.
我会把文件发邮件给你 I'll email you the file.
你好吗？ How are you?
我很好 I'm fine.
好勇敢啊 在你的暗恋对象 So brave, pretending not to be hurt
把你击倒后 还假装不受伤！ after your crush shot you down!
我请佩雷斯喝酒是为表示友好 因为我一整天都对他很刻薄 I asked Perez to drinks to be nice because I was mean to him all day.
-我没暗恋他 -好吧 随便你了 -I do not have a crush. -Yeah, whatever.
对不起 忘拿这些东西了 Sorry. Forgot these.
这太不寻常了 That was extraordinary.
我没任何感觉 I feel nothing.
救救我！ Help me!
凯迪斯丁森 24岁 有躁郁症和抑郁症病史 Cady Stinson, 24, history of bipolar and depressive disorder.
入院时有割伤、擦伤 可能还有右桡骨远端骨折 Came in with cuts, abrasions, and likely right distal radial fracture.
车开着的时候她从车上跳了下来 She jumped out of our car while it was moving.
他们在绑架我！ They're kidnapping me!
准备好五毫克氟哌啶醇 以防万一 Have five milligrams of haloperidol ready, in case.
凯迪 你很安全 我是朴医生 Cady, you're safe. I'm Dr. Park.
我是来帮你的 我需要检查一下你的手腕 好吗？ I'm here to help. I need to examine your wrist, okay?
我们在去精神病院的路上 We were on our way to an inpatient psych facility.
她很激动 因为她不想去 She's so worked up because she doesn't want to go.
至少两个月了 她都没认出我们来 She hasn't even recognized us in at least two months.
不 不要和他们说话！ No, no, no. Don't talk to them!
-他们是骗子！-凯迪 请别动！ -They're liars! -Cady, Cady, Cady, please hold still.
你不能相信他们 拜托 朴医生 You can't trust them. Please, please, Dr. Park.
-不！把它拿走！-凯迪 -No! No! Get that away from me! -Cady, Cady, Cady.
-小心胳膊 -不！ -Careful with the arm. -No! No, no!
别碰我！ Don't touch me! Don't touch me!
桡动脉撕裂 Radial artery's lacerated.
我们得送她去手术室 We need to get her to an OR.
这位是肖恩墨菲医生 我们的外科主治医生 This is Dr. Shaun Murphy, one of our surgical attendings.
这位是朱丽安 This is Julianne.
她从路边摔下来 摔断了脚踝 She fractured her ankle falling off a curb.
胫骨关节可能有问题 The tibiotalar joint may be an issue.
我因为低血糖而头晕 I got dizzy from hypoglycemia.
一定是弄错了注射胰岛素的时间 Must've mistimed my insulin.
不知道怎么回事 No idea how that happened.
该检查我的血糖了吗？ Is it time to check my blood sugar?
还没有 No, not yet.
那是一枚非常闪亮的结婚戒指 That is a very shiny wedding ring.
结婚多久了 墨菲医生？ How long has it been, Dr. Murphy?
我和莉亚已经结婚三个月 Lea and I have been married for three months
零七天零十三个小时了 and seven days and 13 hours.
湿水泥年 Wet cement year.
我希望我能在那个阶段 遇到更多的客户 I wish I met more of my clients at that stage.
我是一名婚姻治疗师 I'm a marital therapist.
和畅销书作家 And best-selling author,
我最喜欢一个播客主持人 host of one of my favorite podcasts,
可能也是杰伊-Z和碧昂丝 还在一起的原因 and probably the reason why Jay-Z and Beyonce are still together.
完整的足底和背屈活动范围 Full plantar and dorsiflexion range of motion.
结婚的第一年是培养 The first year of marriage is crucial
好的模式和清除坏的模式的关键 for cultivating good patterns and weeding out bad ones
在它们形成影响 before they can harden into habits
你们整个关系的习惯之前 that will define your entire relationship.
什么习惯决定了你的婚姻？ What habits define your marriage?
恐怕我们所有的习惯都已成为过去 I'm afraid all our habits are in the past.
我先生最近去世了 My husband died recently.
请节哀顺变 I'm so sorry for your loss.
他离世多久了？ How long has he been gone?
五个月多一点 A little over five months.
该检查我的血糖了吗？ Is it time to check my blood sugar?
大约一分钟前您问过她了 You asked her about a minute ago.
-比那还长 -不 没有 -It was longer than that. -No, it wasn't.
我从您的播客上知道 And I know, from your podcast,
您先生几年前就去世了 your husband died several years ago.
您的脚踝需要手术 You need surgery on your ankle,
但我们要给您的大脑做核磁共振 but we should MRI your brain.
我们已经修复了她桡动脉的裂伤 We've repaired the laceration to her radial artery,
但手腕骨折的治疗方案还有待决定 but there's still a decision to be made on treating her wrist fracture.
可以选择外固定或内固定 There's a choice between external or internal fixation.
外固定架包括在她的前臂和手部 The external fixator involves attaching a metal frame
安装一个金属框架 in her forearm and hand.
它需要更长的住院时间 It requires a longer stay
且需要八到十二周的频繁调整 and frequent adjustments for eight to twelve weeks.
内固定架可以让凯迪更快出院 Internal gets Cady out of the hospital sooner,
但有很高的并发症风险 比如神经损伤或感染 but has a high risk of complications, like nerve damage or infection.
我不喜欢那些并发症的名称 I don't like the sound of those complications.
精神治疗中心 只会给她留一个星期的床位 The treatment center will only hold her spot for a week.
如果他们无法应对这些调整怎么办？ What happens if they can't handle those adjustments?
我可以联系他们 I can reach out to them.
我现在还不确定要不要送凯迪去治疗 I'm not certain about sending Cady away for treatment at this point.
她宁愿自杀也不愿去那个地方 She nearly killed herself rather than go to that place.
她对自己是个威胁 对别人也是个威胁 She's a danger to herself. She's a danger to others.
她需要更多帮助 而我们无法给她 She needs more help than we can give her.
你们俩单独谈谈吧 We'll leave you two alone to talk.
作为凯迪的母亲 这是我的决定 As Cady's mother, it's my decision.
莫伊拉！ Moira!
我像爱女儿一样爱凯迪 I love Cady like a daughter.
但如果她回家… But if she comes home…
我不确定我能做到 I'm not sure I can.
请做外固定架 Please do the external fixator.
谢谢各位医生 Thank you, doctors.
我今天给了利姆 一份发病率和死亡率的报告 I gave Lim a copy of the M&M report today.
她很坚决 She was very insistent.
她来看你了吗？ She come see you?
还没有 Not yet.
-我会出去的 -请留下来 -I'll clear out. -Please stay.
我也对你的意见感兴趣 I am interested in your opinion, as well.
这个病例一定很棘手 Must be a real doozy of a case
如果你叫来了 包括主任在内的我们所有人 if you called all of us, the chief included.
我正在治疗一位51岁的女患者 I am treating a 51-year-old woman
她脚踝骨折并伴有扭曲的时间观 with a fractured ankle and a distorted sense of time.
现在判断它是否棘手还为时尚早 It is too soon to tell if it is a doozy.
现在我们可以开始了 Now, we can begin.
请描述在你们各自失败婚姻的第一年 Please describe all of the bad habits that developed
养成的所有坏习惯 during the first year of your respective failed marriages.
或者好习惯 如果你们有的话 Or good habits, if you had any.
所以 我们聚在这里是因为… So, we're all here because…
作为主治医师 我没时间单独跟你们谈了 As an attending, I no longer have time to talk
所以我召集了 to you all individually, so, I called a meeting
一个离婚人士的会议 of the divorced.
格拉斯曼医生 您有最失败的婚姻 Dr. Glassman, you have the most failed marriages.
朴医生的分手时间要晚得多 你先说 Park's split-up was much more recent. You go first.
嗯 那是分手 不是离婚 Well, that was a break-up, not a divorce.
你和格拉斯曼医生看起来很严肃 You and Dr. Reznick seemed pretty serious.
不要和一个有病态野心的 自恋者纠缠在一起… Don't get involved with a pathologically ambitious narcissist and…
要尽可能地在情感上开放 Be as emotionally open as possible,
你已经很擅长这点了 which you're already great at.
这适用于任何事情 And that goes for everything.
万事皆可说 Nothing is too small to discuss.
除了无数的意见分歧 Except for the infinite number of differences of opinion.
您怎么知道哪些无关紧要？ And how do you know which ones don't matter?
墨菲医生 如果你担心你的婚姻状况 Dr. Murphy, if you have concerns about your marriage,
那就跟你太太谈谈 talk to your wife.
休会 Meeting adjourned.
朱丽安的脑部核磁共振 Julianne's brain MRI.
看看顶叶 Check out the parietal lobe.
安德鲁斯医生！ Dr. Andrews!
这个病例可能终究会很棘手 This case may be a doozy after all.
您患有以顶叶为中心的 You have a grade 2 oligodendroglioma
二级少突神经胶质瘤 centered in your parietal lobe.
它干扰了您的楔前叶区 It's disturbing your precuneus region.
我能看吗？ May I?
在我的博士心理学课程中 看了很多人的大脑 Looked at a lot of brains during my doctoral psych program.
它靠近运动皮层和初级感觉皮层 It's close to the motor and primary sensory cortex.
我们需要绘制出您大脑的关键结构 We will need to map out the critical structures of your brain
来决定手术方案 to determine a surgical approach.
是有风险的 但如果我们能付诸实践 There are risks, but if we can get all of it,
预后是很好的 the prognosis is excellent.
或者我们可以尝试用化疗 和放疗缩小肿瘤 Or we could try to shrink the tumor with chemo and radiation,
但肿瘤发展为 but there's an increased chance
四级胶质瘤的几率会增加 the tumor will progress to a grade 4 glioma.
我要手术 I want the surgery.
我毕生的工作就是帮助人们找到 My life's work has been to help people find
我和我先生所拥有的东西 what my husband and I had.
我还没有完成 I'm not done yet.
很高兴听您这么说 That is… very good to hear.
这种经颅磁刺激 This transcranial magnetic stimulation
能精确定位您运动皮层的通路 will pinpoint the pathways of your motor cortex
从而帮助我们切除您的脑瘤 and help us resect your brain tumor.
这是我太太 莉亚 And this is my wife, Lea.
-嘿 -莉亚 见过朱丽安 -Hey. -Lea, met Julianne.
她是位婚姻治疗师 She is a marriage therapist
并告诉我要小心我们养成的习惯 and told me to be careful of the habits we set.
很高兴见到您 但在这种情况下 Great to meet you, but under the circumstances--
和你们俩聊天比思考那些要好得多 Chatting with you two is much better than contemplating those circumstances.
留下来 Stay.
我列出了一个可能成为 I made a list of small habits
大问题的小习惯清单 that could become larger problems.
改编自朴宰范的韩国电视连续剧
打鼾 有点迟到 "Snoring, minor tardiness."
-这应该发生吗？-是的 -Is that supposed to happen? -Yes.
对灰尘的耐受度 A disconcerting tolerance for dust.
-这些都是我的习惯 -是的 -These are all my habits. -Yes.
我有你想让我改变的习惯吗？ Do I have habits you would like me to change?
在这一点上 你最好直接说出来 好吗？ At this point, you better just say it, hmm?
盘子 The dishes.
你把盘子从洗碗机里拿出来 You take them out of the dishwasher
在我已经洗完之后再重新冲洗 and rerinse them after I've already done it.
因为你做得不对 Because you are doing it wrong.
试着保持不动 Try to hold still.
我们只是要确保您的伤口清洁 以便明天做手术 We just need to make sure that your wound's clean for surgery tomorrow.
我头疼 我需要坐起来 My head hurts. I need to sit up.
嘿 Hey.
求你了 让我见见我妈妈 Please, just let me see my mom.
她不会喜欢你对我做的事 She wouldn't like what you're doing to me.
我们都在努力让你感觉好点 We're all trying to help you feel better.
你饿了？ You hungry?
保罗去给你弄吃的了 Paul went to get you some food.
我想回家 I want to go home.
好吧 伤口看起来不错 Okay, wound looks good.
现在 用纱布包起来 Now, let's pack it with gauze.
我们可以给她点东西帮助她放松 We can give her something to try to help her relax.
不 别再给我药了 No. No more poison.
她不需要吃药 她不舒服 She doesn't need to be drugged. She's uncomfortable.
拜托 让她出去吧 Please, just let her out.
对不起 我不能那么做 I can't. I'm sorry.
在水温、装备的选择 On all three fundamentals,
和力量的应用这三个基本方面 water temperature, choice of equipment, and application of force,
你的技术都是欠缺的 your technique is lacking.
肖恩 我们有洗碗机 Shaun, we have a dishwasher.
这只是初步冲洗 This is just a preliminary rinse.
肖恩 与其提出批评 Shaun, instead of offering a critique,
不如试着陈述一个积极的需求 try stating a positive need.
你知道的 比如 我希望情况更像这样… You know, something like, "I wish the situation was more like this…"
我希望情况更像 I wish the situation was more like
莉亚知道如何洗碗 Lea knew how to wash the dishes.
我们完成了标测 We're done with the mapping.
莉亚 你喜欢洗碗吗？ Lea, do you enjoy doing the dishes?
有人喜欢吗？ Does anyone?
我喜欢 I do.
那就别再找共同点了 好吗？ Then forget finding common ground on this, huh?
分而治之 Divide and conquer.
他四投三中 两个二垒打 三分打点 边路三振出局！ He went three for four, two doubles, three RBIs, and struck out the side!
等他十六岁能投弧线球再说吧 Well, wait until he's 16 and can throw a curve.
我想我可以从这里回去了 I think I can get back from here.
请便吧 我喜欢有人陪伴 Please. I'm enjoying the company.
你真好 You're so sweet.
-我没任何感觉 让我一个人呆着吧 -好吧 -I feel nothing. Leave me alone. -Fine.
你们两个吵什么？ What have you two been fighting about?
-一切 -只是一些小事 -Everything. -Just little stuff.
是的 因为你太暴躁了 Yeah, because you're so crabby.
因为你太心不在焉了 Because you're so distracted.
我上夜班的时候总是这样 It's always like this when I'm on night shifts.
你为什么认为夜班是个问题？ Why do you think night shifts are a problem?
我们一起出去玩的时间少了 We have less time together to hang out and--
性爱！没有性爱 Sex! There's no sex.
因为他回家时太累了 Because he's too tired when he gets home.
你为什么要等到他回家？ Why do you have to wait until he gets home?
这边还有五个 然后切换 Five more on this side, then switch.
我去拿个加热垫 I'm going to get a heat pad.
你想做半肝切除术 但肖恩改变了你的手术方案 You wanted to do a hemihepatectomy, but Shaun changed your surgical plan.
是那样吗？ Is that right?
您想让我把手放在 《圣经》上吗 咨询师？ Would you like me to put my hand on a Bible, counselor?
我以为切除耳叶是最安全的选择 I thought removing a lobe was the safest choice.
我离开后 参数变了 肖恩做了调整 After I left, the parameters changed. Shaun adjusted.
一个住院医生无视你的判断 A resident overruled your judgment,
甚至都没跟你商量 without bothering to consult you,
你就没意见吗？ and you were fine with that?
那个住院医生几天后 就要成为主治医师了 That resident was days away from becoming an attending,
他完全按照你的要求做了 and he did exactly what you trained him to do:
他用有限的数据做出了艰难的决定 He made a tough decision, a hard call,
艰难的抉择 with limited data.
你会做那个决定吗？ Would you have made that call?
当我回来时 我评估了进展 When I got back, I evaluated the progress,
然后我决定继续下去是安全的 and I decided that it was safe to continue.
安全吗？ It was safe?
还是你别无选择？ Or you had no choice?
显然 你读了报告 你说呢 Clearly, you read the report. You tell me.
你问为什么没有人去联系你 You asked why no one had come to get you.
如果你对肖恩的决定没意见 那你为何在意呢？ If you were fine with Shaun's call, why would you care?
我在担心你 I was worried about you.
谢谢 Thank you.
如果你对这个决定没意见 那你为什么会在意呢？ But if you were fine with the call, why would you care?
-我很生气 -你没在报告里说你很生气 -I got angry. -You didn't say angry in the M&M.
你说的是：担心 You said, "Concerned."
你是在捅破窗户纸 You're slicing the salami pretty thin right now.
为什么不直接说你生气了？ Why not just say you were angry?
我确切的情绪状态与医学无关 My precise emotional state is not medically relevant.
除非你因为肖恩错误的决定而生气 Unless you were angry because Shaun made a bad call.
肖恩救了你的命 Shaun saved your life.
怎么了？ What?
将衬衫对折三折 Folding the shirt in thirds
可以垂直存放 allows them to be stored vertically.
当然可以 但我宁愿 Sure, but I'd rather--
垂直存放可以节省空间 Storing them vertically saves space
而且也更容易找到 and makes them easier to find.
那你来叠衬衫吧 Well, why don't you fold the shirts?
那是个好主意 That is an excellent idea.
晚安 Good night.
这是个不错的晚餐休息方式 Not a bad way to spend a dinner break.
在我的电话会议开始之前 我要去睡一会儿 I'm going to go crash for a while before my call starts.
好的 Okay.
嘿 我们需要朴医生或者保安 Hey, we need Dr. Park or security.
-怎么了？-我回家换衣服 -What's wrong? -I went home to get a change of clothes--
我一定是睡着了 I must've fallen asleep.
她走了 She's gone.
凯迪被绑着睡不着 Cady couldn't sleep with the restraints.
她心烦意乱而且很不自在 She was upset and uncomfortable.
我把它们取下来了 I took them off.
我也问她了 是我的错 I asked her to. It's my fault.
执行医院协议不是你的工作 It's not your job to enforce hospital protocol.
已经通知了保安 他们正在自上而下地寻找 Security's been alerted. They're working top-down.
你们负责东翼 我们负责西翼 You guys cover the east wing. We'll take the west.
从那个大厅开始 我会检查病房 Start down that hall. I'll check the patient rooms.
切除肿瘤的最后一面 Resecting the final aspect of the tumor.
莉亚和我采纳了朱丽安的建议 昨晚分而治之了 Lea and I took Julianne's advice and divided and conquered last night.
我先洗碗 然后去叠衣服 I started with the dishes and then moved on to folding laundry.
多灌水 More irrigation.
莉亚 她分担了什么？ And Lea, what did she conquer?
我很坦率地指出了她叠衬衫的错误 I was very open and pointed out her shirt-folding errors,
然后她就去睡觉了 and then she went to bed.
这是相当成功的 It was quite successful.
你确定？ You sure about that?
-她吻你并道晚安了吗 -有啊 -Did she… kiss you good night? -Yes.
-吻了脸颊还是嘴唇？-脸颊 -Cheek or lips? -Cheek.
我找到了所有的肿瘤 I got all of the tumor.
取出肉瘤并用纤维填充切除处 Remove the patties and line the resection bed with Fibrillar.
你认为跟莉亚的尝试可能不成功？ You think maybe it was not a success with Lea?
-听起来有可能 -你搞砸了 -Sounds like maybe-- -You bombed.
她出现室颤了 She's in V-tach.
没有颈动脉搏动 在扫描图上没有检测到血压 No carotid pulse. No detectable BP on the art line.
检查大脑是否有疝气或血肿 Check the brain for herniation or hematoma.
没有出血或水肿迹象… No bleeding or signs of edema…
未见ICP增高 也许她扔了个PE？ No increased ICP. Maybe she threw a PE?
她的心电图正常 注射一毫克 肾上腺素 准备更多的备用 Her EKG was normal. Give one milligram of epi and stand by with more.
完毕！ Clear!
她的大脑看起来不错 她的生命体征稳定 Her brain looked good. Her vitals were stable.
无心脏病史 No history of heart disease.
可能是对麻醉的不良反应？ Could be an adverse reaction to the anesthesia?
做个超声 派人去 给她做遥测以排除心脏问题 Do an echo, send trops, and put her on telemetry to rule out cardiac issues.
但我看到了你的本色 But I see your true colors
闪闪发光 Shining through
我看到了你的本色 I see your true colors
这就是我爱你的原因 And that's why I love you
所以不要害怕 So don't be afraid
让他们展示 To let them show
你的本色 Your true colors
很漂亮 Are beautiful
像一道彩虹 Like a rainbow
凯迪 Cady.
嘿 Hey.
还好吗？ Okay?
好像你感觉好多了 Seems like you're feeling a bit better.
我在练习我的独唱 I'm working on my solo.
我知道 我听见了 I know. I heard.
很好听 It's lovely.
我们回你房间的时候 你能唱给我听吗？ Would you sing it to me while we walk back to your room?
我必须躺下吗？ Do I have to lie down?
这让我头疼 It makes my head hurt.
你可以坐在床上 You can sit up in your bed.
好的 来吧 Okay. Come on.
真棒 Attagirl.
凯迪 你的脚疼吗？ Cady, do your feet hurt?
不疼 只是很粘 No. They're just sticky.
他们在上面涂了胶水 防止我逃跑 They put glue on them to keep me from running.
但我看到你的本色闪耀着… But I see your true colors Shining through…
-我们需要做一个头部CT -是的 -We need to get a head CT. -Yeah.
我看到了你的本 I see your true
脑室增大 The ventricular enlargement,
那是她大脑里的积液 that's fluid built up inside her brain.
凯迪有脑积水 Cady has hydrocephalus.
这解释了她的很多症状 脚拖着走 It explains a lot of her symptoms, shuffling her feet,
躺下时头痛 而且… the headaches when she lies down, and…
可能还有她的精神问题 Possibly, her psychiatric issues.
凯迪可能没有躁郁症？ Cady might not be bipolar?
等我们插入分流器把她大脑里的液体 We'll know more once we insert a shunt
排出去就能了解更多的情况了 and drain the fluid from her brain.
一年前我就注意到她拖着脚走路了 I noticed the shuffling a year ago.
我甚至没跟医生提过 I didn't even mention it to the doctor.
我只是认为这是另一种…错觉 I just thought it was another… delusion.
我们带她去看的所有医生 他们都没发现 All the doctors we brought her to, they all missed it.
我们差点把她关起来 We almost locked her up.
她可能会死在那里 She could've died in there.
我们切除了所有的肿瘤 We removed all of the tumor.
手术很成功 虽然 The surgery was successful, although--
我死过 I died.
我看到你 I saw you.
就像我离开了我的身体 It was like I was out of my body.
我看到你在做按压 I saw you doing compressions
并且有警报响起 and there were alarms going off.
然后我在闪过的瞬间看到了我先生 And then I saw my husband in these quick flashes.
他在某个地方等我 He was waiting for me, somewhere.
告诉我您所看到的 Tell me what you saw.
到处都是鲜艳的色彩 There were vivid colors everywhere.
它不同于我所见过的任何东西 It was unlike anything I had ever seen.
但感觉就像家一样 But it felt like home.
什么样的颜色？ What kind of colors?
我…无法形容那些颜色 I… can't describe them.
我先生向我伸出了双手… My husband was reaching out to me…
我几乎碰到了他 And I almost touched him.
然后你把我拉了回来 Then you pulled me back.
您有了濒死体验 You had a near-death experience.
不 她有症状 No. She had a symptom.
您的大脑还有其他问题 There is something else wrong with your brain.
我们得弄清楚那是什么 We need to find out what it is.
她没有灵魂出窍的体验！ She didn't have an out-of-body experience!
她准确地描述了我们试图拯救她 She accurately described us trying to save her.
不 她描述了一个代码 这只能证明 No, she described a code, which only proves
她在电视上观看医疗节目 that she watches medical shows on television.
而她告诉我们的天堂 都是陈词滥调 And the heaven that she told us about, it's all recycled cliches--
和平 漂亮的颜色 你的亲人在等你 The peace, nice colors, your loved ones waiting.
也许那些陈词滥调的存在 是因为来世就是这样 And maybe those cliches exist because that's what the afterlife is like.
-你是个信徒 -请安静！ -You're a believer. -Please be quiet!
朱丽安一定有一个多灶性肿瘤 Julianne must have a multifocal tumor,
最有可能在她的枕叶 most likely in her occipital lobe.
那里的肿瘤可能导致 亚临床非惊厥性癫痫发作 A tumor there could've caused a subclinical, nonconvulsive seizure,
这可以解释她的幻觉和心脏骤停 which would explain her hallucination and cardiac arrest.
那里有肿瘤就说得通了 A tumor there would make sense.
那么肿瘤在哪里呢？ Then where is it?
一定是被之前肿瘤的水肿掩盖了 It must be hidden by the edema from the previous tumor.
我们需要更多分辨率更高的图像 We need more images at a higher resolution.
好吧 我去预约核磁共振 再叫朱丽安来 All right, I'll book the MRI and get Julianne.
你是全能神型 Are you a one almighty God type
还是更有灵性 但不信宗教？ or more spiritual, but not religious?
我只是问一个朋友 I'm just asking for a friend.
亚瑟 他信仰上帝 和天堂
你的梦中情人！
你快死了吗？
那很好 我有台手术
你跑题了 You're off-target.
将导管对准鼻窦和耳屏头骨标记 Position the catheter toward the nasion and tragus skull landmarks.
要不是凯迪走丢了 If Cady hadn't wandered off,
我们可能从未注意到脚步拖沓的问题 we may have never noticed the foot dragging.
一个好的结果 并不能抵消一个坏的决定 A good outcome doesn't cancel out a bad decision.
指挥链的存在是有原因的 The chain of command exists for a reason.
算我一个 I'm in.
连接压力计以检查她的脑压 Attach the manometer to check her brain pressure.
不 我猜大约40厘米 No. I'd guess about 40 centimeters.
肯定积攒了很多年了 Must've been building up for years.
脑损伤可能是不可逆转的 The brain damage could be irreversible.
我要放置瓣膜 开始将液体排入腹部 I'm gonna place the valve, start draining fluid into the abdomen.
我收到了你的短信 一切都好吗？ I got your text. Is everything okay?
昨晚我接手叠衬衫时你生气了吗？ Were you mad last night when I took over folding the shirts?
肖恩 在某些时候我们需要定义 Shaun, at some point we need to define
什么是需要尽快讨论的 what qualifies as an important matter
重要问题 that needs to be discussed as soon as possible.
是的 好的 你生气了吗？ Yes. Okay. Were you mad?
我很沮丧 但我已经好了 I was frustrated. But I'm over it.
你为什么沮丧？ Why were you frustrated?
你不想知道正确的方法吗？ Didn't you want to know the right way to do it?
没有正确的方法 肖恩 There's no right way to do it, Shaun.
我有我的方法 你有你的 There's my way, there's your way,
还有上千种方法 and a thousand other ways.
我不需要你认为我的方法是对的 And I don't need you to think that my way is right.
尤其是你的方法 得到了充分的研究支持 Especially since your way is fully research supported.
但我知道你认为 我在很多事情上都是错的 But knowing you think I'm wrong about so many things,
有时感觉就像你在看着我 sometimes it feels like you're watching me
并举着一个大牌子 上面写着 and holding a big sign that says,
你做的一切都是错的 "You're doing everything wrong."
这就是为什么我很沮丧 That's why I was frustrated.
我知道你不是那个意思 And I know you didn't mean it that way,
我知道以某种方式 处理事情对你来说很重要 and I know it's important for you to have things a certain way.
因为我有自闭症 Because of my ASD.
我喜欢你的聪明才智 肖恩 I love your brain, Shaun.
我真的不在乎洗衣服和洗碗 And I really don't care about laundry and dishes.
我会找点别的事做 比如买菜 I'll find something else to be in charge of, like grocery shopping.
也许你可以检查一下苹果有没有擦伤 Maybe you could check the apples better for bruises.
商店是不会退货的 The store will not take them back.
是啊 Right.
朱丽安的大脑出了点问题 There's something wrong with Julianne's brain.
我什么都没看到 I don't see anything.
我也是 Me neither.
等她醒来 我们会对她的预后有更多了解 We'll know a lot more about her prognosis when she wakes up.
目前 我们让她处于镇静状态 For now, we're keeping her under sedation
并用甘露醇降低她的颅内压 and giving mannitol to keep her brain pressure down.
好吧 无论发生什么 我们都会渡过难关 Well, whatever happens, we'll get through it.
你要打持久战了吗？ You're in for the long haul now?
你威胁要离开我们 You threatened to walk out on us.
我很难过 I was upset.
我只是…我试图做对她和你都好的事 I just-- I was trying to do what was best for her and for you.
通过离开我们吗？ By leaving us?
您的症状表明枕叶有另一个肿瘤 Your symptoms point to another tumor in your occipital lobe.
这次不用吃药吗？ No tablet this time?
肿瘤没有出现在图像上 但我知道它在那里 The tumor doesn't show up on imaging, but I know it is there.
我们可以在那个区域 We can see an irregular
看到不规则而明显的水肿 and distinct pattern of edema in that region.
如果肿瘤在那里 它很可能会再次让您的心脏停止跳动 If the tumor's there, it will very likely stop your heart again.
我以前死过了 I've been dead before.
非常棒 It was pretty great.
我不想做手术 I don't want the surgery.
不 您无法形容的鲜艳色彩 No, the bright colors you couldn't describe,
那是颜色失认症 that's color agnosia.
您先生遥不可及 那是视神经失调 Your husband being just out of reach, that's optic ataxia.
您没有看到天堂 You did not see Heaven.
您的肿瘤引起了癫痫发作 You had a seizure caused by your tumor.
墨菲医生 Dr. Murphy,
你我都被诅咒 you and I are both cursed
非常擅长修理东西 with being very good at fixing things.
斯科特在世时 When Scott was alive,
我本可以列出一百种方法 来改善我的婚姻 我的先生 I could have made a list of 100 ways to improve my marriage, my husband.
但当我再次见到他… But when I saw him again…
我想不出我会改变的任何一件事 I couldn't think of a single thing I'd change.
我只想再次和我先生在一起 I just want to be with my husband again.
您会的 You will be.
我认为您所经历的是真实的 I think what you experienced was real.
您所看到的 不会消失的 What you saw, it's not going anywhere.
而且这里还有很多人需要您的见解 And there are still a lot of people here who need your insight.
我知道这对您很重要 因为即使有肿瘤… I know that matters to you because even with a tumor--
两个脑瘤 Two brain tumors.
两个脑瘤和一个脚踝骨折 Two brain tumors and a broken ankle,
您还特意帮助了一半的医疗团队 you still made a point of helping half your medical team.
永恒是漫长的 Eternity is a long time.
无论您什么时候到那里 您先生都会等您 Your husband will be waiting for you whenever you get there.
他更会说 He better.
让我们看看你们是否正确 Let's see if you're right.
她的GCS指数为八 She's a GCS of eight,
大部分脑干反射基本正常 has most of her brain stem reflexes.
但没有迹象表明 她准备好撤离呼吸机了 But no signs that she's ready to come off the vent.
她总是过了很久才醒过来 She always took forever to wake up.
我刚才在自助餐厅看到了保罗 I saw Paul in the cafeteria just now
周围全是空咖啡杯 surrounded by empty coffee cups.
如果您想要有人陪… If you'd like some company--
不 我没事 谢谢医生 No, I'm fine. Thank you, Doctor.
我曾经是航空母舰上的中尉 I used to be a lieutenant on an aircraft carrier.
我第一次看到飞机降落时 The first time I saw a plane land,
我就确定这玩意儿 I thought for sure this sucker
会从另一端滑到海里去 is going to skid right off the other end into the ocean.
我保证这是有道理的 I promise there's a point to this.
但他们从不这样做 But they never do.
因为这些飞机 Because the planes,
有这些尾钩 可以抓住 这些巨大的有三厘米厚的钢丝 they have these tail hooks that catch on these giant, inch-thick steel wires.
这些电线 能让一架23吨重 These wires, they can stop a 50,000-pound aircraft
时速241公里的飞机在两秒内停下 traveling 150 miles per hour in two seconds.
而且它们几乎从不断裂… And they almost never break…
直到它们真的断裂 Until they do.
一个在甲板上荡来荡去 撞到我的腿 把我撞飞了起来 One swung across the deck and hit my leg, sent me flying.
我昏迷了好几个星期 I was in a coma for weeks.
我的父母 他们必须做出决定 My parents, they had to decide
是否要我截肢 whether or not to amputate my leg,
他们没有同意 and they disagreed.
会变丑 It got ugly.
但我妈妈赢了 But my mom won.
我单腿上了医学院 And I went to med school on one leg.
还有我的父母 他们上个月庆祝了结婚45周年纪念 And my parents, they celebrated 45 years last month.
当家人生病时 When a family member is sick,
每个人都可以过关 everybody gets a pass.
你好呀 Hi, there.
在肖恩进行血管栓塞手术后 After Shaun committed to the angioembolization,
我的侧支血管流血 my collateral vessels bled,
导致我的血压见底 causing my blood pressure to bottom out.
奥黛丽 时间不早了… Audrey, it's late--
血压下降导致了我的脊髓缺血 这导致了我的瘫痪 That loss of BP led to my cord ischemia, which led to my paralysis.
-你同意吗？-是的 正如我在报告中所说 是的 -Do you agree? -Yes, as I said in the report, yes.
报告是事实 这只是事实 The report is facts. It's just facts.
奥黛丽 你到底 想从我这里得到什么？ Audrey, what exactly do you want from me?
因为那次手术 我现在坐在这个轮椅上 I am sitting in this chair because of that surgery.
这里的每个人似乎都没有意见 And everybody here seems completely fine with it.
接受肖恩的决定 接受他的流氓行为 Fine with Shaun's decision, fine with him going rogue.
我不能接受 I'm not fine with it.
这不是你在报告中所说的 Well, that is not what you said in the M&M.
肖恩的做法很固执 很冒险 What Shaun did was headstrong, it was risky,
我是不会这么做的 好吗？ and it's not what I would have done, okay?
但我们要明确一点 But let's just be clear.
他没有犯错 他做了他认为最好的事 He didn't make a mistake, he did what he thought was best,
这不应该成为他外科医生生涯的污点 and it shouldn't be a mark on his career as a surgeon.
-这不是你的决定 -我很生气 好吗？ -That is not your decision. -And I'm angry, okay?
我很生气 所以呢？这无关紧要 I'm angry. So what? It's irrelevant.
我气得都要尖叫了 它让我每晚都睡不着 I'm so angry I could scream. It keeps me up every night.
如果安德鲁斯没有叫我走呢？ What if Andrews didn't call me away?
如果我早五分钟回来呢？ What if I had come back just five minutes sooner?
如果？ What if? What if? What if?
那你会怎么做？ Well, what would you have done?
拜托 亚伦 Come on, Aaron.
你会怎么做？ What would you have done?
你会告诉肖恩回到原来的方案吗？ Would you have told Shaun to go back to the original plan?
是的 Yes.
谢谢 Thank you.
因为现在一切都解决了？ Because everything's fixed now?
因为你很快就能走路了？ Because you're gonna walk again soon?
因为你和我在一起 Because you're with me.
终于有人站在我这边 而不是肖恩那边了 Finally, somebody sees my side instead of Shaun's.
这不是非此即彼 It's not either-or.
我不确定 I'm not so sure.
衣柜里有一些性感的东西 There's just something sexy about the closet.
也许这是象征意义 你知道 就像出柜一样 Maybe it's the symbolism. You know, like coming out of the closet.
-我明白了 我只是不赞成 -为什么？ -I get it. I just don't approve of it. -Why?
从我去的那家咖啡店买的 From the coffee shop that's on my way in.
这是你列出的 在距离医院步行距离内的 Number two on your list of top-ten food and beverage items
十大食品和饮料清单上的第二项 within walking distance of the hospital.
杏仁羊角面包 The almond croissant.
谢谢 我会还你钱的 Thanks. I'll pay you back.
你敢 手术时见 Don't you dare. I'll see you in surgery.
好吧 我感觉到了什么？ Okay, I feel something.
迷恋 A crush.
一种巨大的、全身心投入的 一见到他我就反胃的迷恋 A massive, all-consuming, "my stomach rolls over when I see him" crush
因为他英俊 because he is gorgeous
体贴、聪明 而且显然 吃碳水化合物 而我只是普通人 and thoughtful and smart and apparently eats carbs, and I'm only human.
-现在开心了？-是呀 -Happy now? -Yeah.
你要吃那个吗？ Are you gonna eat that?
我完蛋了 I'm so screwed.
请稍等 墨菲医生 Just a minute. Dr. Murphy.
不要太担心湿水泥 Don't worry too much about the wet cement.
很明显 你太太和你们的婚姻 对你来说非常重要 It's clear how important your wife and your marriage is to you.
只是要让莉亚知道这一点 Just keep letting Lea know that,
你就会一直是个好丈夫 and you'll keep being a great husband.
从十倒数 Count backwards from ten.
十 Ten.
九 Nine.
八 Eight.
BIS是50 二氧化碳是正常的 准备就绪 医生 BIS is at 50. CO2 is normal. Ready, Doctor.
做第一个切口 Making the first incision.
准备好骨膜进行颅骨剥离 Stand by with the periosteal for skull dissection.
心率为125 血压为195超过132 Heart rate's 125. BP is 195 over 132.
-又一次癫痫发作？-是肿瘤 -Another seizure? -It's the tumor.
再注射五百单位 克普拉和大剂量异丙酚 Give another 500 of Keppra and high-dose propofol.
她出现室颤了 没有脉搏 She's in V-tach. No pulse.
一毫克肾上腺素 One milligram of epi.
完毕！ Clear!
已经12分钟了 It's been 12 minutes.
死亡时间 下午12：43 Time of death, 12:43 p.m.
他们在某个地方团聚了 They're together again, somewhere.
可能不会 Probably not.
但那也不错 But that would be nice.
嘿 Hey.
嘿 亲爱的 Hey, sweetie.
我在这儿 I'm here.
妈妈？怎么回事？我为什么在这里？ Mom? What's going on? Why am I here?
你在医院 You're in the hospital,
但你现在没事了 but you're okay now.
保罗在哪里？ Where's Paul?
嘿 凯迪猫 Hey, Cady-Cat.
嘿 保罗爸爸 Hey, Papa Paul.
进来吧 Get in here.
是呀 进来吧 Yeah, get in here.
我们太想你了 We missed you so much.
我觉得你应该在我走之前洗碗 I think you should do the dishes before I have to go.
真的吗？ Really?
-你要教我你的方法吗？-不 -Are you gonna teach me your technique? -No.
我要去准备值夜班了 I am going to get ready for my night call.
去吧 Go ahead.
你做的一切都是对的！我爱你！
我也爱你 肖恩 I love you, too, Shaun.
你看不下去也没关系 你可以走开 It's okay if you can't watch. You can leave.
嘿 凯迪最近的神经检查 没有显示任何缺陷 Hey, Cady's latest neuro exam showed no deficits.
从她之前的修复看起来非常吻合 And the alignment from her ex fix looks great.
对不起 I'm sorry.
指挥链从来都不是我的强项 我正在努力 Chain of command was never my strong suit. I'm working on it.
谢谢… Thank you…
为您效劳 中尉 For your service, Lieutenant.
有人会问我瘸腿的事吗？ Was anybody ever gonna ask about my limp?
肖恩想问 但我们告诉他不可以 Shaun wanted to, but we told him he wasn't allowed.
你今天失去了一个病人 墨菲医生？ You lost a patient today, Dr. Murphy?
在第一个切口之前 她抓住了桌子 She seized on the table before the first incision.
尸检证实她患有恶性枕叶肿瘤 Autopsy confirmed she had a high-grade occipital lobe tumor
三到六个月后就会死亡 which would have killed her in three to six months.
您的建议很好 Your advice was good.
我和莉亚聊了聊习惯 I talked to Lea about habits
得知她不喜欢我在她洗完碗后 and learned she doesn't appreciate when I wash the dishes
再洗碗 after she washes the dishes,
即使她做得不对 even though she is doing it wrong.
肖恩 我听不见 Shaun, I can't hear this.
您的建议很好 我和莉亚聊过… Your advice was good. I talked to Lea about--
我的意思是 我不想听 I mean, I don't want to hear it.
我对我的手术有复杂的感觉 I'm having complicated feelings about my surgery.
-对你的做法有保留 -我救了您 -What you did. -I saved your life.
这个… This…
这是一场斗争 This is a struggle.
你让我在这里 我真的很生气 You put me here, and I'm really angry about that.
作为你的老板 As your boss,
我得抛开感情 I need to set my feelings aside,
表现得专业一点 而且我会的 be professional, and I will.
但仅此而已 But that's all.
我不想让你问我关于我的私生活 I don't want you to ask me about my personal life,
而且我不想听你的私生活 and I don't want to hear about yours.
从现在开始 我们的关系 只是和医疗有关 From now on, our relationship is medicine only.