香蕉蓝莓及一抹肉桂的味道 Banana blueberry with a hint of cinnamon.
我认为这是我目前最好的作品 I think it's my best yet.
嗯 我喜欢朱古力片... Hm. I like chocolate chip...
-嗯. -...配糖浆 - Mmm. - ...with syrup.
我喜欢在床上吃热香饼 I like eating pancakes in bed.
-你想再次做爱吗 -是 - Do you want to have sex again? - Yes.
你想先吃完热香饼吗 Do you want to finish the pancakes first?
是 Yes.
我也是 Me too.
我们非常善于假装结婚 We are very good at pretending to be married,
但我们在结婚方面非常糟糕 but we are very bad at getting married.
我不再这样想了 I don't want to do it anymore.
不是婚姻 我指婚礼 Not the marriage, the wedding.
我不希望再有任何试衣或客人名单 I don't want any more dress fittings or guest lists.
我只是想结婚 I just want to be married.
尚恩... Shaun...
...我们的假蜜月 还有 45 分钟 ...we have 45 more minutes of our fake honeymoon.
不准工作 No work.
明天 4:30 有一个法院开庭 There is an opening at the courthouse tomorrow at 4:30.
芝士 不要；辣椒 要 Cheese, no. Peppers, yes?
完美 Perfect.
这是他吗 Is that him?
根据过去的三条语音留言 Based on the last three voicemails,
他打电话来谈我申请的限制令 he's calling about the restraining order I filed.
你感觉如何 How are you feeling?
就像我的未以是一个黑暗的 无形式的空洞 Like my future is a dark, formless void,
这使其充满了可能性 which makes it full of possibility.
像一床一厕的出租房 Like a one-bed, one-bath rental.
你只在这里呆了几日 You've only been here a few days.
这比任何人应该待在 Which is a few days longer than anyone should crash
在他们老板的沙发上 都长了几日 on their boss's couch.
感谢你 奥黛丽 Thank you, Audrey.
感谢你 Thank you.
为甚么我在看你做冰沙 Why am I watching you make a smoothie?
你在看我跳舞 而我在做冰沙 You're watching me dance while I make a smoothie.
如果里面有龙舌兰 那就不是冰沙 It's not a smoothie if it has tequila in it.
这是一种菠菜及亚麻籽玛格丽特酒 It's a spinach and flax seed margarita.
嘿 其还能让你跳舞 Hey! And it makes you dance.
嗯 Mm.
-好吧 听着... -不 - Okay, listen... - No.
不过 屁股太多 Too much butt, though.
考虑一下屁股 Think about the butt.
阿什尔 Asher?
你在这里做甚么 What are you doing here?
这是我父母 Meet my parents.
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第五季第十八集
良医
史提芬．刘易斯 35 岁 Steph Lewis, 35.
她在九年前得了脑干中风 She had a brainstem stroke nine years ago
导致她面部以下瘫痪 that left her paralyzed from her face down.
我的三个手指仍有 10% 的活动能力 I still have 10% movement in three fingers
所以不要把我卖了 so don't sell me short.
你怎么打得这么快 W... How'd you type that so quickly?
我有八个不同的预设短语 I have eight different pre-programmed phrases
方便他人 to put people at ease.
她已经有过四次严重的肺炎发作 She's had four serious bouts of pneumonia
就在过去的几个月间 in the last few months.
嗯 她服用了左氧氟沙星用于治疗感染 Um, she's taken levofloxacin for the infection
及甘草酸钠 用于治疗气管分泌物 and glycopyrrolate for the trach secretions,
但她仍然发高烧 精力下降 夜间出汗 but she still has high fever, decreased energy, night sweats.
他谈起医疗时是那么的性感 He's so sexy when he talks medical.
肺炎造成了疤痕组织 The pneumonia caused scar tissue,
这正在压迫她的肺部 which is compressing her lung.
她需要进行手术去皮 She needs surgical decortication.
这是一个相当积极的方法 That's a pretty aggressive approach.
手术伴随着严重的风险 Surgery comes with serious risk,
复发性漏气 呼吸衰竭 脓毒症 recurrent air leaks, respiratory failure, sepsis.
而给予一轮又一轮的抗生素治疗 And giving round after round of antibiotics
只会使感染者更难... is only going to make the infections harder to...
哈啰 Hello.
我想做手术 I want the surgery.
我知道这些风险 我已经厌倦了糟糕的感觉 I know the risks. I'm sick of feeling crappy.
我有晚期肺癌 I have terminal lung cancer.
医生说我只有不到一年的时间 Doctors say I have less than a year
而且没有好的手术选择 and no good surgical options.
我...非常抱歉 I'm... So sorry.
我们不是以寻求同情 We're not here for sympathy.
上帝以他的智慧 给了我们一个儿子 God, in his wisdom, gave us a son
在这样的时候 长大成为一名医生 who would grow up to be a doctor for times like this.
他将通过你创造奇迹 He will work a miracle through you.
我今天不能吃晏 我有一个工作面试 I can't do lunch today. I have a job interview
与纽约医疗中心 with New York Medical Center.
我不知道你在考虑 I didn't know you were considering positions
在国家另一边的职位 on the other side of the country.
我没有 我只是想获得多个要约 I'm not. I just want to get multiple offers
所以我可以利用圣邦取得一个更好的 so I can leverage a better one from St. Bon's.
让你看起来抢手 Makes you look in demand.
呃 我宁愿看起来像我想要现在的工作 Uh, I'd rather look like I want the job I have now.
哦 你好 Oh, hello.
-嗨 -是 - Hi. - Yes.
嗯 非常感谢你的礼物 不管它是甚么 Um, thank you so much for your gift, whatever it is.
我们要退回 We are returning it.
我们明天要在法院举行婚礼 We're getting married at the courthouse tomorrow.
既然你们两个都没有被邀请 And since neither of you are invited,
Weddiquette.org 说我们应该退还礼物 Weddiquette.org said we're supposed to return the gift.
很好 我可以换成商店信用额 Excellent. I can exchange it for store credit.
这很令人兴奋 That's exciting.
他们要在人们支付停车罚单的地方结婚 They're getting married where people pay parking tickets.
目的地婚礼怎么样 What about a destination wedding?
嗯 我们很好 Hmm. We're good.
我得走了 我们将在 I have to go. We are going to be
在 30 小时 27 分钟内成为夫妇 husband and wife in 30 hours and 27 minutes.
第四期肺癌 Stage four lung cancer
侵入了胸壁 which has invaded the chest wall.
六轮化疗 该治疗引起了 Six rounds of chemo. The treatment has caused
严重贫血及结肠炎 severe anemia and colitis.
你的头发更平整了 Your hair is flatter.
我们需要做胸部 腹部及骨盆的 CT We need a CT of the chest, abdomen, and pelvis,
CBC 血培养及心电图 CBC, blood cultures, and an EKG.
我将与安德鲁医生一起检视你的结果 I will review your results with Dr. Andrews,
我们将尝试找到一种治疗方法以协助你 and we will try to find a treatment to help you.
上帝保佑你 墨菲医生 God bless you, Dr. Murphy.
好 感谢你 Okay, thank you.
你们能不能冷静一下 Can you guys cool it
以上帝的名义与祝福的人在一起 with the blessing people in the name of God?
这是一间世俗的医院 This is a secular hospital.
其叫圣博纳文 It's called Saint Bonaventure.
沃尔克先生及夫人 我是杰罗姆 Mr. and Mrs. Wolke, I'm Jerome.
我们今天上午进行了简短见过了 We met briefly this morning.
我要抽点血 I'm gonna draw some blood.
杰罗姆是... Jerome is...
一个护士 A nurse.
杰罗姆是你的护士 Jerome is your nurse.
手术很顺利 The surgery went well.
我们切除了所有的疤痕组织 We removed all of the scar tissue,
并且肺部充分膨胀 and the lung expanded completely.
-感谢你 -嗯 - Thank you. - Mm.
为甚么她的手不能动 Why can't she move her hand?
史提芬 你能在感觉到甚么时 眨眼吗 Steph, can you blink when you feel something?
发生了甚么事 What's going on?
回来了吗 Will it come back?
我不知道 I don't know.
我读了你的信 I read your letter
几个月前 a few months ago.
我在六年前就寄出了 I sent it six years ago.
我不确定我是否想听你说甚么 I wasn't sure I wanted to hear what you had to say.
但这很好 But it was nice.
我只是想告诉你这个家庭的情况 I just wanted to tell you about the family.
我不再是这个家庭的一员了 I'm not a part of the family anymore.
我离开时 你说得很清楚 You made that very clear when I left.
你选择了离开 You chose to leave.
我们想让你留下 想协助你 We wanted you to stay, wanted to help you.
你不是唯一在挣扎 You're not the only one who struggles
找到正确的道路的人 with finding the right path.
我们有时都必须选择否认自己的肉体 We all must sometimes choose to deny our flesh.
你是对的 You're right.
我确实做了一个选择 I did make a choice.
我可以遵守你的规则 I could follow your rules,
或者我可以爱自己 并接受我是谁 or I could love and accept who I am.
我选择了哪个更重要...... I chose which one mattered more...
你也一样 And so did you.
你还好吗 Are you okay?
深吸一口气 Take a deep breath.
我需要一些协助 I need some help!
CT 显示胸壁上的肿瘤已经增大 CT shows the chest wall tumor has grown.
他的血流到了胸腔 使他的肺部塌陷了 He's bleeding into the thoracic cavity, and it is collapsing his lung.
他现在需要手术以止血 He needs surgery to stop the bleed now.
他的血细胞计数太低了 His blood cell counts are too low.
也许我们应该做一个回声检查 看看他的心脏是否正常 Maybe we should do an echo to see if his heart
-是否足够稳定的 -不 没有时间了 - is stable enough for... - No. There isn't time.
征得你母亲的同意 我将开始 Get consent from your mother, and I will start
为你父亲做栓塞手术做准备 prepping your father for the embolization.
麻醉一定造成了 The anesthesia must have caused
史提芬的血压下降 a drop in Steph's blood pressure
和她之前的伤害 and completed her previous injury.
那么她最有希望的 就是眼球追踪技术 Then her best bet's eye-tracking technology.
这很好 That'll be great,
如果她每分钟只想说一个字 as long as she only wants to speak one word a minute.
好吧 她会开窍 Well, she'll get the hang of it.
经过几个月的训练 After months of training.
嗯 这比她现在的情况要好 Well, it's better than what she has now.
采访进行得如何 How'd the interview go?
嗯 很好 Mm. Great.
内科主任 The head of internal medicine
基本上就是 10 年后的我 is basically me 10 years from now.
我们彼此相爱 We loved each other.
而且她的部门刚刚获得了 SPORE 资助 And her department just got a SPORE grant.
听起来你很感兴趣 Sounds like you're interested.
听起来我好像在回答你的问题 It sounds like I'm answering your question.
哦 充满热情 Oh, with enthusiasm.
甚么...我要用第二台搅拌机做甚么 Wha... What am I gonna do with a second blender?
是 我给你买了一个搅拌器 Yeah, I got you a blender.
打开它 Open it.
Weddiquette 网站说我不能 Weddiquette says I can't.
这很蠢 只管打开吧 That's dumb. Just open it.
哦 我不能 Oh, I can't.
只要打开它 Just open it.
嗯 Mm.
我真的很喜欢 I really love it.
嗯 嗯 这张相片只是一个占位符 Mm-hmm. The photo's just a placeholder
-直到你得到真正的婚礼相片 -嗯 - until you get the real wedding pics. - Mm.
但那件衣服穿在你身上看起来很不错 But that dress looked amazing on you.
-感谢你 -嗯 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm.
-这很有趣 -嗯 嗯 - This was fun. - Mm-hmm.
你的血压看起来不错 Your blood pressure looks good.
没有发烧或感染的迹象 No fever or sign of infection.
我们明天应该可以开始对你进行眼球追踪 We should be able to start you on eye-tracking tomorrow.
我...我们以前也试过 W... We tried that before.
这可能需要一段时间以适应 It can take a while to get used to.
不 不 这次相机的方向是对的 No, no, the camera's facing the right way this time.
我保证 I promise.
这里是客厅 This is the living room.
还有饭厅 厨房 客房及办公室 Also the dining room, kitchen, guest room, and office.
所有这些都位于这 400 平方英尺的地方 很方便 All conveniently located in these 400 square feet.
而且这都是我们的 And it's all ours!
有人电话响 Someone's phone's ringing.
我知道 I know.
朴 Park.
我们可以让史提芬重新获得她的声音 We can give Steph her voice back.
将导管推进到右侧第四肋间动脉 Advance the catheter to the right fourth intercostal artery.
他教我如何骑单车时 得到了这个伤疤 He got this scar teaching me how to ride a bike.
我当时走得太快了 我还不知道如何剎车 I was going too fast. I didn't know how to brake yet.
他抓住了我 He caught me.
我们俩最后都缝了针 We both ended up with stitches.
输送栓塞剂 Delivering the embolic agent.
我爸爸教我如何打领带 My dad taught me how to tie a tie.
他是一位牧师 在星期天穿上了他最好的衣服 He was a minister who wore his Sunday best
每周一天 every day of the week.
他死的时候 When he died,
一年以来 我每天都穿着他的西装外套 I wore his suit jackets every day for a year.
我父亲是我的第一个化学老师 My dad was my first chemistry teacher.
我们每个周末都在一起烘烤 寻求找到 We baked together every weekend on a quest to find
完美的燕麦朱古力片饼干配方 the perfect oatmeal chocolate chip cookie recipe.
我很冷 I'm cold.
液体浑浊 Fluid is cloudy.
他有一个恶性胸腔积液 He has a malignant pleural effusion.
我们能把它排走吗 Can we drain it?
这将继续回来 It will keep coming back
并使癌症在他的胸腔内 四处扩散 and spread the cancer everywhere in his chest cavity.
你父亲的预言错误 Your father's prognosis was wrong.
他只有几周的生命了 He only has a few weeks to live.
你有几周时间 也许是几天 You have weeks. Maybe days.
但很可能是几周 But likely weeks.
我们将继续排出液体 We'll continue to drain the fluid
并尝试找到一个手术 希望能给你更多时间 and try to find a surgery that will give you more time.
上帝以伟大的神迹赐予我们特权 God has privileged us with great miracles.
而且他还会再来 And He will again.
安息日 Shabbos.
犹太人神圣的休息日今晚开始 The Jewish holy day of rest begins tonight.
上帝及我计划就这样做...... God and I plan to do just that...
休息 Rest.
好吧 让我们... Okay, let's...
我们将在她的感觉运动皮层上植入电极 We'll implant electrodes on her sensorimotor cortex,
这将对她的脑电波进行译码 which will decode her brainwaves.
史提芬所要做的就是试着说话 All Steph has to do is try to speak,
及接收器转发的信号 and the receiver relays the signals,
这些都被翻译成了语音 which are translated into speech.
这是一项全新的技术 It's brand-new technology
这只是成功过几次 that's only been done successfully a couple times.
这是新的技术 将使史提芬不仅仅是有声音 It's new technology that would give Steph not just a voice,
她的声音也能重获 but her voice back.
通过上传中风前拍摄的声音文件 我们可以... By uploading audio files taken before the stroke, we can...
但史提芬无法承受另一个危及生命的手术 Steph can't handle another life-threatening surgery.
这个眼球追踪装置 将使她能够与人交流 The eye-tracking device will allow her to communicate...
现在 他们一无所获 Right now, they've got nothing.
他们彼此相爱 They love each other.
你在推崇虚假的希望 因为你看到史提芬 You're pushing false hope because you see Steph
视为一个负担而已 as nothing but a burden.
我正在努力给他们一些生活质量 I'm trying to give them some quality of life.
你在拿她的生命冒险 因为你无法想象 You're risking her life because you can't imagine
为另一个人做出那样的牺牲 making that kind of sacrifice for another person.
朴是对的 Park's right.
这是有风险 但这并不是虚假的希望 It's risky. But it's not false hope.
让我们把这个拿给他们 Let's take it to them,
但没有任何关于你们之间发生的事情的暗示 without any hint of whatever's going on between you.
没有人进入 No one is coming into
一个病人的房间 打开电视 a patient's room to turn on the TV.
而这样一来 我就可以确保 And this way, I can ensure it.
好吧 如果你想让他通过安息日呼吸 Okay, if you want him to breathe through Shabbos,
我建议你让这些东西插上电源 I suggest you leave those plugged in.
嗨 家人 Hi, family.
你好 你的疼痛怎么样了 - Hello. - How's your pain?
这没有甚么是我不能处理 It's nothing I can't handle.
你会加入我们的安息日吗 艾伦医生 Will you join us for Shabbos, Dr. Allen?
呃 我很愿意 Uh, I'd love to,
但我应该研究如何拯救你的生命 but I should be researching how to save your life.
我明天会死吗 Am I dying tomorrow?
那么安息日就更重要了 Then Shabbos is more important.
从太阳落山到太阳落山 From sundown to sundown,
我们把一天的时间献给快乐及上帝 we devote a day to joy and God.
我怎么能对上帝说不呢 How can I say no to God?
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
我是投射了 反应过度了 I was projecting and overreacted.
面试只是一次面试 An interview is just an interview.
他们向我提供了这份工作 They offered me the job.
阿什 你能为阿爸说「Mischa beruch」吗 Asher, will you say the mischa beruch for Abba?
为病人祈祷 为他的父亲祈祷 Prayer for the sick, for his father.
你想让我向一个我不相信的上帝祈祷 You want me to pray to a God I don't believe in?
在我在地球上的最后日子里 为甚么你不能尊重我 Why can't you honor me in my last days on Earth?
这不是你最后的日子 These aren't your last days.
你告诉我... You told me...
我们正在寻找一种外科手术的解决方案 We're finding a surgical solution.
我快要死了 I am dying.
我已经接受了这一点 I have accepted that.
尤瑟尔 Yosel.
我很抱歉 米莉亚 I'm sorry, Miriam.
我想要的是平静地去见上帝 What I want is to go to God at peace.
我希望你能回家 I want you to come home.
与我及你的母亲在一起 Be with me and your mother
及你的兄弟姐妹们 and your brothers and sisters.
这很可悲 It's sad.
我想成为你的儿子... I want to be your son...
几乎比我自己更想做自己 Almost more than I want to be myself.
但我不能 But I can't.
这就是我的身份 This is who I am.
而这是我的男朋友 And this is my boyfriend.
你一直有表现得不同 You have been acting differently.
是不是因为你认为 Is it because you think
这将使你的家长更喜欢你 it will make your parents like you more
如果你的行为更...更加... if you act more... More...
-直吗 -嗯 - Straight? - Mm.
我想如果我真的是直男 他们会更喜欢我 I think they'd like me more if I actually was straight.
如果我没有自闭症 我的 My parents would have liked me better
家长会更喜欢我 if I didn't have autism.
但你的父亲及我的父亲不一样 But your dad is not like my dad.
你爸爸来看你了 Your dad came to see you.
嗯 Mm.
渗出液正在重新积聚 The effusion fluid is reaccumulating
快于我们的排出速度 faster than we can drain it.
肿瘤就像一个我们无法关闭的水龙头 The tumor's like a faucet we can't turn off.
其在到处喷洒癌症水 It's spraying cancer-water everywhere.
这是个有趣的比喻 That is an interesting simile.
我们不能把其关掉 We can't turn it off,
但我们可以让其无处可去 but we can give it nowhere to go.
嗯 Hm.
通过向胸膜腔注射滑石粉浆 By injecting the pleural cavity with a slurry of talc,
炎症及疤痕会填满空间 inflammation and scarring will fill up the space,
堵塞了肿瘤 使其没有地方可以漏出液体 clogging up the tumor and giving it nowhere to leak fluid into.
而在你从手术中痊愈后 And after you heal from the surgery,
我们将尝试一种实验性的靶向免疫疗法 we'll try an experimental targeted immunotherapy.
理应给你一年的时间 也许更多 It should give you a year, maybe more.
祈祷吧 哈希姆 （Yah-chalifu Koach） Ko vay hashem Yah-chalifu Koach.
恢复期有多长 How long is the recovery?
你将不得不呆在医院里 You will have to stay in the hospital
至少一个星期 for at least one week.
我活下来的机会有多大 What are the chances I'll survive it,
手术 治疗 the surgery, the treatment?
两者都有风险 但我们有信心... There are risks of both, but we're confident...
我不想在远离家乡及家人的地方死去 I don't want to die away from home and my family.
我们给你更多的时间 We're giving you more time.
请把握机会 Please take it.
好 Okay.
巴鲁克．哈希姆 Baruch hashem.
请原谅我 我有花给... Excuse me. I have flowers for...
别人可以带走他们 Someone else can take them.
暴露出左半球的感觉运动皮层 Exposing the sensorimotor cortex of the left hemisphere.
电极数组为植入做准备 Electrode array is prepped for implantation.
我听说摩根在纽约得到了一份工作机会 I heard Morgan got a job offer in New York.
-是 -对她而言是个艰难的决定 - Yeah. - Tough call for her.
只要她在圣邦的时候 她就会被视为 As long as she's at St. Bon's, she'll be seen as
曾经是外科医生 但现在不能再做手术的医生 the doctor who used to be a surgeon but can't be anymore.
用 5-0 prolene 缝合硬膜 5-0 prolene on a castro to suture the dura.
人工智能将从各种皮层区域采集样本 The AI will take samples from a variety of cortical regions
用于语音处理 that are used in speech processing,
及预测性分析应... and the predictive analytics should...
如果你不解释每一个步骤 你的做得更快吗 Would you work faster if you didn't explain every step?
嗯 Mm.
拥有及持有 To have and to hold,
尊敬 珍惜 to honor, to treasure,
在悲伤及喜悦中陪伴在他身边 to be at his side in sorrow and in joy,
在好的时候及坏的时候... in the good times and in the bad...
...并永远爱护及珍惜 ...and to love and cherish always.
我爱你 I love you.
你是个混蛋 You're being a jerk.
你认为我对那些希望我成为 You think I'm being a jerk to the people that want me to be
我从来不是的那个虔诚直男的人而言 是个混蛋吗 the godly, straight person I never was?
在我认识你的这两年间 For the two years I've known you,
你一直很可爱 很有趣 很聪明 you have been cute and funny and clever
及关心及敏感 and caring and sensitive.
突然间 你的家长出现 你就很生气 Suddenly, your parents show up and you're just angry.
我认为我完全有权利这样做 I think I have every right to be.
你认为他为甚么过来这里 Why do you think he came here?
以让我可以救他的命 So I could save his life
并把他送回他真正的家庭 and send him back to his real family.
阿希尔 他会找到一个理由 Asher, he would have found a reason
如果你是一个汽车修理工 他也会找到上机的原因 to get on that plane if you were a car mechanic.
他来到这里是为了和平 He came here for peace.
不是一个奇迹的治疗方法 Not a miracle cure.
我们总共有两分钟的时间 We have two minutes in total
在法院说我们的誓词 at the courthouse to say our vows.
如果我说得慢的话 我的誓言是 26 秒 My vows are 26 seconds if I'm talking slowly,
我可能会这样做 因为这是个重要的时刻 which I might because it is an important moment.
对你而言 1 分 34 秒的时间够吗 Is one minute and 34 seconds enough time for you?
-莉亚 -对不起 - Lea? - Sorry.
是 是的 Yeah, it is.
你听起来并不高兴 You don't sound happy.
你不喜欢佐敦的结婚礼物吗 Do you not like Jordan's wedding gift?
不 它很美 No, it's beautiful.
这只是一个提醒 我永远不会 It's just a reminder that I'll never
在我的梦想婚礼上穿上真正的婚纱礼服 wear a real wedding gown at my dream wedding.
这有点让人无奈 That's kind of a bummer.
你改变了对法院的看法吗 Have you changed your mind about the courthouse?
不 在那些梦里 No. In those dreams,
你是唯一不变 尚恩 you are the only constant, Shaun.
只有我们两个人 这对我而言就足够了 Just the two of us, that's enough for me.
-尚恩 -我很困惑 - Shaun? - I'm confused.
好 Okay.
我想我得到了混合信号 I think I'm getting mixed signals.
嗯 这是一件好事 不是吗 Well, that's a good thing, isn't it?
是这样吗 感觉不是这样 Is it? It doesn't feel like it is.
好吧 你通常不会捕捉到非语言的线索 对吗 Well, you don't normally pick up on non-verbal cues, right?
这是个相当大跃进 That's quite a leap.
莉亚说她很失望 Lea says she's disappointed
我们将在法院举行我们的婚礼 that we are having our wedding at the courthouse,
但她也说她想 but she also says she wants to
在法院举行我们的婚礼 have our wedding at the courthouse.
没有我想象的那么大的飞跃 但是...... Not quite as big a leap as I thought, but...
我想尊重她的想法 I want to respect what she wants,
但我也想尊重她的失望 but I also want to respect her disappointment.
如何 如何 我如何做到这两点 How, How, How do I do both?
哦 小孩 Oh, boy.
人们并不总是知道他们想要甚么 People don't always know what they want.
但他们应该要知 But they should.
特别是如果是婚礼 Especially if it's a wedding.
是 他们应该 Yeah, they should.
让我想一想 Let me think about it.
真好 Excellent.
他想死 He wants to die.
他很害怕 He's scared.
我想他已经平静下来了 I think he's at peace.
他想回家 与神在一起 He wants to go home, be with God.
你应该让他 You should let him.
你想让我接受你的道德建议 You want me to take moral advice from you?
你放弃了 当... You gave that up when...
当我失去宗教信仰时 我就失去了道德感 I lost my morality when I lost my religion?
没有上帝 就不可能有客观的... Without God, there can be no objective...
我的同情心 我的正直 My compassion? My decency?
你并不真的相信 You don't really believe that.
塞缪尔记上 31:4 Samuel 1 31:4.
「当扫罗看到自己输给非利士人的时候 "When Saul saw himself losing to the Philistines,
「他扑向自己的剑以避免被抓」 "he threw himself on his own sword to avoid being captured."
你父亲没有面临酷刑 Your father's not facing torture.
他及他的家人在一起 他是... He's with his family. He's...
他才是受苦的人 He is the one suffering.
他可以决定 He gets to decide.
这就是「pikuach nefesh」! It's pikuach nefesh!
你不会在你的朋友流血时袖手旁观 You do not stand by while your friend bleeds.
这不是你的朋友 This is not your friend.
他是你的父亲 This is your father.
这就是自杀 This is suicide.
你知道主动夺取生命 No, there's a difference between actively taking a life
及被动地让他走 是有区别的 and passively letting it go!
而你知道这并不能让我们简单放弃 And you know that doesn't let us simply give up.
原则... The principle...
如果你关心的是原则 If you cared about principle,
你不会给安息日的灯装上定时器 you wouldn't put a timer on the lights for Shabbos.
如果你能找到一种方法以证明这一点 你就能证明这一点 If you can find a way to justify this, you can justify this!
但你并不想这样做 But you don't want to.
你不关心《圣经》说甚么 You don't care about what the Torah says.
人们对我的生活 我以前的生活很好奇 People are curious about my life, my old life.
他们问我是否在学校学过西史 They ask if I learned Western history in school,
我有无试过看到电视 及女孩交谈 if I ever saw a TV, talked to girls,
我的家长是否包办婚姻 if my parents had an arranged marriage.
他们很好奇 有点... They're curious and kind of...
...对这一切感到震惊 ...appalled by it all.
而事实是... And the truth is...
......很多东西都让我感到震惊 ...a lot of it appalls me.
很多事情都让我感到尴尬 A lot of it is embarrassing for me.
但是......有一件事我坚持反驳 But... The one thing I push back against,
我将永远捍卫的一件事... the one thing I will always defend...
......是你的婚姻 ...is your marriage.
哦 你的爱 Your love.
我梦想着找到一个爱我的人 I dream of finding someone to love me
像你们两个彼此相爱的方式 the way you two love each other.
妈妈 你不希望他死 因为你爱他 Mom, you don't want him to die because you love him.
这就是唯一的原因 That's the only reason.
这是一个非常好的理由 It's a very good reason.
你不希望有失去他的痛苦 You don't want the pain of losing him,
但你是否爱他 爱到足以消除他的痛苦 but do you love him enough to take away his pain?
并把这种痛苦变成你的 To make that pain yours?
我想请你帮个忙难 I'd like to ask you a favor.
这将使你付出代价 It's gonna cost you.
我不认为会这样 I don't think it will.
AI 需要一些时间 It'll take some time for the AI
以完全了解你的脑电波 to completely learn your brain waves,
但你可以试一试... but you can give it a try...
当你准备好了 When you're ready.
我爱你 I love you.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
那些来自他的 Those from him?
我正在给他们找一个好的家 I'm finding them a good home.
我还找到了一套公寓 And I found an apartment.
哇 你才刚刚开始叫我奥黛丽 Wow. You only just started calling me Audrey.
是 林医生 你将在一个星期内 Yes, Dr. Lim, you will have your place to yourself
拥有自己的位置 within a week.
这很好 That's great.
我记得 我在大学二年级的时候 I remember, my sophomore year of college,
我的男朋友甩了我 my boyfriend dumped me,
说这是件光荣的事 said it was the honorable thing to do
因为他及我的室友上床 because he was sleeping with my roommate.
毁了我 Wrecked me.
三个星期后 我想 「哇 我对那个混蛋太了解了」 Three weeks later, I thought, "Wow, I am so over that jerk."
在那之后的三个月 我想 Three months after that, I thought,
「哇 我真不敢相信 我以为三个星期后我就没事了」 "Wow, I can't believe I thought I was okay after three weeks.
「但现在我做得很好」 "But now I'm doing okay.
「我会好起来 重新振作」 "I'm gonna be fine, back up on my feet."
花了一年时间 Took a year.
你的情况显然不同 Your situation is obviously different.
而且你更成熟 更有智慧 And you're more mature, wiser.
所以也许你已经准备好了 So maybe you are ready.
但在另一方面... But on the other hand...
我已经习惯了一些事情 而现在 I get used to things, and right now,
我已经习惯了你的世界级早餐 I've gotten used to your world-class breakfasts.
也许你可以再给我几周时间 Maybe you could give me a few more weeks?
我很荣幸能帮你这个忙 I'd be honored to do you that favor.
我需要这些 I need those.
好吧 那是不行 Well, that won't do.
-这能行吗 -不 完全不行 - Will that do? - No. Not at all.
我们要为你举办一场婚礼 We are going to throw you a wedding.
一个正当的婚礼 A proper wedding.
不 我们决定不再等待... No. We decided not to wait...
现在 在这里 Now. Here.
惊喜 Surprise.
你需要理发 You need a haircut..
我爱你 儿子 I love you, son.
再见 爸爸 Goodbye, Dad.
我有东西给你 I got you something.
我想是 I would assume so.
你获邀请参加一个婚礼 You are invited to a wedding.
无礼物将是不礼貌 It would be rude not to.
是 Yes.
这些都是我的曾曾祖家长传下来 These were passed down from my great-great-grandparents.
这本该是为麦迪准备 This was supposed to be for Maddie.
我很高兴你们两个将同时穿上它们 I'm glad you two will be wearing them both.
你父亲是个好父亲吗 Was your father a good father?
他尽了最大努力 He did his best.
-他好吗 -我不知道 尚恩 - Was he good? - I don't know, Shaun.
我...我爱他 我想 I... I loved him, I guess.
好吧 但他好吗 Okay, but was he good?
尚恩 我显然是想回避这个问题 Shaun, I'm clearly trying to avoid this question.
我父亲不在身边 无法为自己辩护 My father's not around to defend himself.
-你知道吗 -我知道 - You know? - I know.
我们能不能找个时间再去钓鱼 Can we go fishing again sometime?
我以为你讨厌钓鱼 I thought you hated fishing.
我很冷 I'm cold.
而且湿了 And wet.
而且非常无聊 And very bored.
这将是一个美好的回忆 It'll be a good memory.
我父亲是一个非常好的父亲 My father is a very good father.
是吗 Is?
我爱你 格拉斯曼医生 I love you, Dr. Glassman.
我也爱你 墨菲医生 I love you, too, Dr. Murphy.
也许我们应该使用夹的 Maybe we should go with the clip-on.
嗯 Hmm.
哦 Oh.
我很幸运地得到了培训 I've been lucky enough to be given the training
以拯救生命 to save lives.
但我不认为我曾感到比现在更幸运 But I don't think I've ever felt luckier than I do right now.
尚恩．罗伯特．墨菲 Shaun Robert Murphy,
你是否愿意娶莉亚．阿比盖尔．迪拉罗 do you take Lea Abigail Dilallo...
我愿意 I do.
哦 Oh.
拥有及持有 To have and to hold,
尊敬 珍惜 to honor, to treasure,
在悲伤及喜悦中陪伴在她身边 to be by her side in sorrow and in joy,
经历顺境及逆境 through good times and the bad,
并永远爱护及珍惜她 and to love and cherish her always?
我愿意 I do.
莉亚．阿比盖尔．迪拉罗 Lea Abigail Dilallo,
你是否嫁给尚恩．罗伯特．墨菲 do you take Shaun Robert Murphy,
拥有及持有 to have and to hold,
尊敬 珍惜 to honor, to treasure,
在悲伤及喜悦中站在他身边 to stand by his side in sorrow and in joy,
经历顺境及逆境 through the good times and the bad,
并永远爱护及珍惜他 and love and cherish him always?
哦 是 我愿意 Oh, yeah, I do.
呃 戒指 Uh, the rings.
好 Okay.
然后根据加利福尼亚州赋予我的权力 Then by the power vested in me by the State of California,
我现在宣布你们成为丈夫及妻子 I now pronounce you husband and wife.
你可以亲吻新娘 你也可以亲吻新郎 You may kiss the bride. And you may kiss the groom.
-哦 -哦 - Whoo! - Whoo!
大约 20 年前 About 20 years ago,
一个年轻人带着他的兄弟走进我的诊所 a young man walked into my clinic with his brother,
搂着一只死兔子 cradling a dead rabbit.
他非常年轻 非常可爱 He was very young and very sweet
及...我以为完全迷失了 and... I thought totally lost.
而我们在这里 大约许多年后 And here we are, some many years later,
而我意识到...我错了 and I realize... I was wrong.
他从未迷失过 He was never lost.
他总是知道自己是谁 He always knew who he was.
他总是知道自己想要甚么 He always knew what he wanted.
他总是清楚地知道甚么是重要 He always knew exactly what mattered.
而且他找到了 And he found it.
还有一个人 我可能稍微低估了 Someone else I may have underestimated just a tad.
你们两个人 值得拥有对方 You two deserve each other.
你值得有爱... You deserve love...
而你应该得到世界上所有的幸福 And you deserve all the happiness in the world.
然后还有一些 And then some.
致尚恩及莉亚 To Shaun and Lea.
致尚恩及莉亚 To Shaun and Lea!
我想要这份工作 I want the job.
我明白 I understand.
他们看起来很开心 不是吗 They look so happy, don't they?
是 他们是的 Yes, they do.
让我有点恨他们 Make me kinda hate 'em a little.
好 Okay.
人们在喝酒 很多 People are drinking. A lot.
我们需要更多的酒杯 We need more glasses.
我们的休息室里有一堆 We have a bunch in the break room.
我去拿 I'll go get them.
达利赛 Dalisay?
你能听到我吗 Can you hear me?
我在这里 I've got you.
蓝色代码 我需要一辆推车 Code Blue! I need a cart!
-他在这里 -请不要说话 - He's here. - Please don't talk.
他在这里 He's here.
甚么 谁在这里 What? Who's here?
我的前任 My ex.
啊 Aah!
哦 Oh!