从眼镜蛇式 Move from Bhujangasana
转到下犬式 into Adho Mukha Svanasana.
保持住 And hold that.
你喜欢这个吗 Do you like this?
我不知道 I'm not sure.
我喜欢你喜欢它 I like that you like it.
工作时间到 Time for work!
等我下次来的时候 Guess we'll finish Vinyasa flow...
再做流瑜伽 next time I come over.
你不应该再过来了 You shouldn't come over anymore.
你应该搬进来 You should move in.
现在情况不同了 Things are different now.
你以前在这儿住过 有什么不同 You lived here before. What's different?
一切都不同了 Everything is different.
那时候我们是室友 好朋友 好兄弟 Then, we were roomies, pals, buddies,
现在我们 在谈恋爱 and now we're... a real thing.
是比以前更好了 但也更复杂了 A better thing, for sure, but also more complicated.
我们还是一样的人 在一样的地方 We're the same people in the same place
做一样的事情 doing the same things.
这是个更大的问题 肖恩 It's bigger than that, Shaun.
但愿是 我 I hope it is. I...
同居意味着更多承诺 更多信任 Living together means more commitment, more trust.
我觉得我们还没到那一步 And I don't think we're quite there yet.
你不信任我吗 You don't trust me?
我信任你 只是 No, I do. It's just...
我需要更多一点 I need a bit more.
Copernicus1543 Copernicus1543.
这是我的银行卡密码 It's my banking password.
我赢了 Yes! I got you!
-不 -向你的女王臣服吧 - No! - Bow to your queen.
-不可能 贱人 -快 - No, bitch! No! - Yes!
你哪里来的一万个小时时间花在这上面 Where did you find the 10,000 hours that you put into that?
我喜欢用无聊和麻木 I like filling my evenings
填充满我的夜晚 with numbing mindlessness.
摩根需要我尽快赶过去 Morgan needs me to go in ASAP.
你觉得她不应该呼叫你 You figure she shouldn't page you?
因为她以前是外科住院医生 She can handle it on her own
她就可以自己解决问题吗 because she used to be a surgical resident?
大度一些吧 Be the bigger person.
只是毛发内生而已 It's an ingrown hair.
肯定是毛发内生 Definitely an ingrown hair.
不幸的是 内生的毛发 Unfortunately, the ingrown hair
造成了脓肿 需要切除 caused an abscess that needs to be lanced.
得由外科医生来操作 By a surgeon.
请给这位先生VIP治疗 Please give this man the VIP treatment.
我还有个病人需要医治 但是别担心 I have another case to attend to, but don't worry.
我会回来看看的 I'll be checking in.
她真是个好人 Such a nice lady.
我们应该怎么做 So, how shall we proceed?
我觉得应该「排出脓肿 包扎伤口」 I'm going with "drain the abscess and dress the wound."
准备动手吧 Set it up.
也许我们应该先做个活检 Maybe we should do a biopsy?
可能是皮肤毛发移行疹 Well, it could be a cutaneous pili migrans
或者是深窦道 or have a deep sinus tract
或者是由寄生虫病引起的匐行疹 or a creeping eruption caused by a parasitic disease.
给他VIP治疗 Give him the VIP treatment.
怀孕的时候 腹部疼痛确实挺可怕的 Abdominal pain can be scary when you're pregnant.
但是不用担心 你有两个调皮捣蛋的男孩 But I wouldn't worry. You have two rambunctious boys.
我知道 里面就像铁笼赛一样激烈 I know. It's like a cage match in here.
肖恩 你手下的第一年住院医师在哪 Shaun, where's your first-year resident?
我有两个第一年住院医师 I have two first-year residents,
但我不想教他们 but I don't want to teach them.
他们让我分心 They're very distracting.
你却有个双受精卵 双绒毛膜 You have a dizygotic, dichorionic,
双羊膜腔的孕妇 diamniotic pregnancy.
是说你的双胞胎是异卵双胞胎 It just means your twins are fraternal
还在两个羊膜腔里 and in separate amniotic sacs.
第一年住院医师不是分心 而是天赐之物 First-years aren't distractions. They're godsends.
她有水肿 She has edema.
一个怀孕26周的孕妇水肿也不意外 Not surprising for someone who's 26 weeks pregnant.
他们任君差遣 They'll do anything you want.
打杂 跟进 买咖啡 Scut work, follow-ups, coffee runs...
-我不喜欢咖啡 -洗衣服 买苹果 - I don't like coffee. - ...laundry, apple runs.
我已经测过了 I already did that.
-她的血压是多少 -正常 - What was her BP? - Normal.
现在不正常了 她高血压了 BP's no longer normal. She's hypertensive.
那是什么意思 莫里医生 What does that mean, Dr. Murray?
你看东西模糊吗 Is your vision blurred?
有点 我很累 A bit. I'm tired.
听着像子痫前期 Sounds like preeclampsia.
如果不赶紧把你的血压降下来 If we don't get your BP down ASAP,
你就要流产了 you could lose your pregnancy.
良 医
第四季 第四集
我们得给你用降压药 We need to start you on anti-hypertensive meds,
但你水肿得厉害 没法开静脉线 but your edema makes it difficult to place an IV,
所以我们要开中心静脉 so we need to run a central line.
杰克森医生 Dr. Jackson?
我能搭把手吗 莫菲医生 Mind if I give a hand, Dr. Murphy?
有什么需要我们联系的人吗 Is there anyone you want us to call?
我男朋友觉得他的职责 My boyfriend decided his obligations ended
就到付钱打胎为止了 at offering to pay for an abortion.
难得「好男人」 Soft man in a hard world.
胎儿心跳下降了 Fetal heart rate's dropping.
但只有一个 But only one of them.
你之前生过孩子吗 Did you have another birth?
-没有 -怀孕呢 - No. - Any pregnancy?
流产 堕胎 死胎 Miscarriage, abortion, stillbirth?
我十五岁时堕过胎 I had an abortion when I was 15.
这不是子痫前期 It's not preeclampsia.
有个胎儿是Rh阳性血 One fetus is Rh-positive,
母亲是Rh阴性血 and the mother is Rh-negative,
她的身体把胎儿视为异物 and her body is perceiving him as a threat
并用抗体在攻击他 and attacking him with antibodies.
她会拥有这些抗体 Antibodies she could only have
只可能是因为以前怀过孕 if she had an earlier pregnancy.
我的身体想杀死我的其中一个孩子吗 My body is trying to kill one of my babies?
对 Yes.
等比利的活检结果吗 Waiting on Billy's biopsy results?
确认毛发内生吗 To confirm an ingrown hair?
你生长在哈西德教派家庭 对吧 You grew up in a Hasidic family, right?
他们怎么看你当医生这件事 How are they handling you being a doctor?
我已经很久没跟他们说话了 I haven't spoken to them in
大概四年了 除了一个姐姐 four years, except one sister.
我选择不生活在他们的规矩下 我... I chose not to live by their rules. I...
我知道后果 I knew the consequences.
我爸是个地产商 My dad was a real estate agent,
沉迷于完全无关的两件事情 obsessed with two completely unrelated things,
牙齿和税收 teeth and taxes.
我本以为得卖一辈子的公寓 Thought I'd spend the rest of my life selling condos.
现在我是爱冲浪的外科医生 Now I'm a surfin' surgeon,
但还是会一天用三次牙线 but I still floss three times a day
一年还四次分期付款 and pay my installments four times a year.
那我的牙线是什么呢 So, what's my dental floss?
硫磺烈火 地狱里的磨难 Fire and brimstone.
那其实是《新约》里的 Actually, that is from the New Testament.
我连硫磺是什么都不知道 I don't even know what brimstone is.
我是说你害怕磨难 I meant you fear disaster.
你们的民族历史里满是磨难 Your people's history is kind of filled with it.
比利得了癌症 Billy has cancer.
你的第一年住院医师们表现怎么样 How are your first-years doing?
乔丹话太多 Jordan talks too much,
而奥利维亚话又太少 and Olivia talks too little.
奥利维亚不知道颈动脉在哪里 And Olivia does not know where the jugular vein is.
你看了她的简历吧 You see her resume?
她的成绩和执医考试分数接近满分 Her grades and USMLE scores were nearly perfect.
那如果不是知识不足 So, if it's not a lack of knowledge,
你觉得是什么原因呢 what do you think it is?
我觉得如果你多鼓励奥利维亚 多关注她 I think Olivia has the potential to be an exemplary doctor
她有成为模范医生的潜力 if you push her, give her a little extra attention.
对乔丹来说 那不是不公平吗 Isn't that unfair to Jordan?
格拉斯曼医生认为你需要额外的关注 Was it unfair to the applicant who didn't get your position
对因此落选的另一位求职者 because Dr. Glassman
那样是不是不公平 thought that you needed some extra attention?
奥利维亚不喜欢成为焦点 就这么简单 Olivia just doesn't like being in the spotlight. That's all.
奥利维亚的简历里 Olivia's resume
完全没有提到不想成为焦点 didn't say anything about not liking the spotlight.
没错 Exactly.
别相信简历 Don't trust resumes.
找到颈动脉 Locate jugular vein.
插针 Insert needle.
等静脉充盈 Get a venous blush.
拿走注射器 针头留下 Remove syringe, leaving needle in,
-然后穿针 -给针穿线 - then thread... - Thread wire into needle.
出针 Remove needle.
解剖刀划开皮肤 Scalpel to skin,
同时留意一直在左侧的 while being aware of a persistent left-sided
上腔静脉滤器植入 superior vena cava placement,
4%的先天性心脏病患者都有这个植入 present in 4% of those with congenital heart disease.
抽线 Remove wire.
贴着皮肤连续缝合 Suture in line to skin.
完成 And done.
我猜之前你是太紧张了 I guess you were nervous before.
难道你第一次手术不紧张吗 Didn't you have first-case jitters?
不紧张 No.
双胞胎里病了的那个情况危急 The sick twin has gone into severe distress.
你有无黑素性黑素瘤 You have amelanotic melanoma.
是一种皮肤癌 Skin cancer.
不过有个好消息 But there's good news.
我们应该能够把它全部清除 We should be able to remove all of it.
我们今天就可以做 We can do it today.
抱歉 车子出了故障 Sorry. Car trouble.
朴医生 我们正在跟比利说他皮肤癌的事 Hi, Dr. Park. Just telling Billy about his cancer.
我可以介绍你一位很厉害的汽修工 I got a great mechanic for you.
你告诉她是比利介绍你去的 If you tell her Billy sent you,
她就会只收你友情价 she'll give you a friends-and-family.
好的 谢谢 Okay. Thanks for that.
你心态很好啊 You have an amazing attitude.
我妻子以前常拿这个笑话我 You know, my wife used to tease me about that.
她三年前过世了 She died three years ago.
我很遗憾 I'm sorry.
我们第二次约会时 我的车胎瘪了 You know, on our second date, I got a flat.
我想她觉得我会破口大骂 Now, I think she thought I was gonna curse,
但我只是说 but all I could say was,
正好 开市客的轮胎正在促销 "Good timing. Costco's got a sale on tires."
叫艾迪汽车维修 在洛思加图斯和盖特威 It's Addy's Auto, Los Gatos and Gateway.
我们穿过子宫壁 We are through the uterine wall.
杰克逊医生 下一步怎么办 Dr. Jackson, what's our next step?
插入套针 Advance through the trocar
伸出末端15毫米 15 millimeters beyond the tip
直到末端网篮碎栓器打开 until the opening of the distal basket
并可通过超声波确认 can be confirmed by ultrasound.
正确 Exactly.
你想让我怎样插入 杰克逊医生 What would you like me to advance, Dr. Jackson?
好的 Oh. Yes. Right.
显然 你应该插入 Obviously, you would be advancing
双网篮碎栓器导管 而不是这个 the double basket rocket catheter, not this.
抱歉 Sorry.
不怪你 Not your fault.
如果一个初级住院医师准备不足 If a junior resident is ill-prepared,
就是高级住院医师的问题 that's on the senior resident.
把第一年住院医师的错怪我身上怎么就公平了 How is it fair that I get blamed for a first-year's mistake,
我要如何帮助那个人 and how can I help that person
同时确保对其他人公平呢 without being unfair to the other one?
你给我的优待又有多公平 And how fair was the preferential treatment that you gave me?
对为了帮我而没被你录取的 And how fair was it to the other first-year resident,
第一年住院医师们公平吗 who didn't get placed because you helped me?
对那些 And how fair was...
把本放下 Put the list down.
一次只能问四个问题 这是我的极限 Only four questions at a time. That's my limit.
你犯了什么错 What kind of mistake?
尽管我和奥利维亚过了一遍手术程序 Even though I went over the procedure with Olivia,
她仍在该用火箭导管的时候 she still gave Dr. Andrews the pusher rod
给安德鲁斯医生递了推进杆 when he needed the rocket catheter,
然后他就说这是我的错 and he said it was my fault.
是你的错 It was your fault.
你得多帮着她点 You got to help her a little more.
这对乔丹不公平 That is not fair to Jordan.
这和公不公平有什么关系 What does fairness have to do with it?
和平等无关 It's not about equality.
你要弄清楚每个人需要什么 It's about figuring out what each person needs
然后教他们如何获得 and then teaching them how to get it.
我怎么知道他们需要什么 How do I know what they need?
你已经教给他们医学知识了 对吧 Well, you've taught them medicine, right?
或许还能教点其他点 So, uh, maybe it's something else.
再教点情感方面的 Maybe it's an emotional issue.
那我肯定给不了他们想要的 Well, then I definitely can't give them what they need.
你可以问问他们 You can ask them.
关于情感方面的 About their emotions?
是的 问问他们感觉如何 Yeah, ask them how they feel.
我不关心他们感觉如何 I don't care how they feel.
妙就妙在 你不必在意 That's the beauty of it. You don't have to care.
你就问问他们的真实感觉 You just have to ask them how they really feel.
然后他们就开始滔滔不绝 Then they start talking.
有的人喜欢交谈 And some people love to talk.
你是有锻炼过吗 Have you been working out?
刚能找到个锻炼器械而已 I could only find mediums.
你们知道我得备着多少套大号手术服吗 You know how many sets of large scrubs I had to hide?
31套 Thirty-one.
注射染料 Injecting dye.
血压下降 肌肤出现潮红 BP's dropping. Diffuse skin flushing.
他过敏性休克了 He's in anaphylactic shock.
他对染料过敏 推入10毫升肾上腺素 He's allergic to the dye. Ten cc epinephrine.
血压几乎量不出 我们要给他插管 BP barely measurable. We should intubate.
开始心肺复苏 Initiate CPR.
你要在股动脉插管 You should cannulate his femoral vein
给他输升压药和血 to give pressers and volume.
气管插管和股动脉插管都上 Let's intubate and cannulate.
颈静脉出现怒张 His jugular's distended.
可能他有心包积液引起的填塞 Maybe he has cardiac tamponade from a pericardial effusion.
他可能需要开心手术 He might need open-heart surgery.
你第一次躲过了最糟糕的情况 Worst-case scenario worked out for you the first time.
倒霉的事真的会再次上演吗 Really think lightning's gonna strike twice?
也许不 Maybe not, but I'm still
但我不会冒险 not gonna stand on a hill in a thunderstorm.
去叫利姆 Let's call Lim.
做心包切开术的术前准备 Prep the patient for a pericardiotomy.
你俩的第二次了 Two for two.
你不能在医院做瑜伽 Okay, you can't do yoga at work.
我在家也做瑜伽 有什么区别 I do it at home. What's the difference?
工作时不能什么都和在家时一样 Work behavior is not the same as home behavior.
你是说要分清情况 So you're saying context matters.
当然 Of course.
就像两个室友住在一起 Same way that two roommates living together
和一对情侣同居不一样 is different from a couple living together.
都是两个人 都是一间房 但是情况不同 Same people, same place, different context.
一旦我们之间感觉变了 一切都变了 Once our feelings change, everything changes.
和你在一起时 我的感觉还是一样 I still feel the same way when I'm with you.
幸福 Happy.
肯齐的血压稳定了 水肿在消退 Kenzie's BP and edema have improved.
B超显示胚胎的心功能有好转 The fetus's echo shows improved heart function.
导管起作用了 Catheter's working.
你感觉怎么样 How do you feel?
还好 Okay.
说真的 你感觉怎么样 How do you really feel?
真的还好 Really okay?
你想知道我为什么总是很紧张 You want to know why I'm so nervous all the time?
我也不知道 I don't know.
我一直很怕各种第一次 I've always been very terrified of firsts.
第一次去学校 去露营 去教堂 First day of school, camp, church,
所有的陌生人都盯着我 all the new faces watching me,
等着我搞砸 just waiting for me to screw up.
五年级第一天 First day of fifth grade,
德罗得老师问我「六乘以九等于几」 when Mrs. Deloitte asked me what 6 times 9 was,
我当着全班的面说「等于45」 I told the whole class it was 45.
我现在还能想起他们的嘲笑 Yeah, I can still hear them laughing at me.
两晚前 我梦到 And two nights ago, I dreamt I was standing
自己又一次站在德罗得老师的班里 in front of Mrs. Deloitte's class again.
我迫不及待地想醒来 Couldn't wait to wake up.
但当我真的醒来 But when I did,
我意识到 如果今天我做错了什么 I realized that if I got the answer wrong today,
没人会笑我 但有人可能因此丧命 no one will laugh, but someone may die.
小时候 别人也嘲笑我 The kids laughed at me, too.
即使我知道六九五十四 Even though I knew 6 times 9 was 54.
双胞胎中那个强壮点的 One of the amniotic sacs ruptured.
羊水破了 The strong twin's.
癌症转移到肝脏了 It's metastasized to his liver.
那我们怎么办 So, what do we do?
腹腔镜射频消融术 Laparoscopic radiofrequency ablation.
恢复时间短 但癌症复发的几率很大 Short recovery time, but a significant chance his cancer returns.
有人反驳吗 Care to rebut?
我觉得我们应该考虑肝叶切除术和 I think we should consider a hepatic lobectomy
淋巴结清除术 and lymph node dissection.
切除肝脏受感染的区域 Remove the affected area of the liver,
周围的组织和我们找到的所有肿胀的淋巴结 all the surrounding tissue, and every swollen node we find.
这是一种很激进的做法 And that's the aggressive approach.
恢复时间更长 出现并发症的风险很高 Longer recovery time, high risk of complications,
而且 and, uh,
不可否认 是战胜癌症最好的方法 admittedly, the best shot at beating the cancer.
你说的并发症是指几乎没有肝脏功能 By "complications," you mean a barely functioning liver,
持续的致命出血和慢性疼痛的威胁 a persistent threat of fatal bleeds, and chronic pain.
外科医生可以说切除他的内脏 As surgeons, you can gut him,
但作为他的主要负责医生 我必须在 but as his primary doctor, I have to find the balance
寿命和生活质量之间找到平衡 between longevity and quality of life.
上周 你还想在观摩室里做手术 Last week, you were trying to perform surgery from the gallery,
现在你就讨厌外科医生了 and now you hate surgeons.
站好队吧 Pick a side.
逐步解决的方式对比利没有用 A piecemeal approach is not going to work with Billy.
每当我们想解决一个问题时 Every time we try to solve a problem,
都会发现其他的问题 we discover another one.
你可能把宗教信仰丢在了布鲁克林 You may have left your religion in Brooklyn,
但你总是在随机事件中寻找意义 but you keep looking for meaning in random events.
骰子没有记忆 The dice have no memory.
我没有寻找意义 我在寻找模式 I'm not looking for meaning. I'm looking for patterns.
也许他有什么潜在疾病 Maybe he's got some underlying condition.
我同意亚舍 I agree with Asher.
骰子没有记忆但可以给它们加载记忆 The dice have no memory, but they can be loaded.
那是选择安全但让身体严重受损的方法 So... safe and seriously compromised
还是激进但有可能会死的方法 or aggressive and possibly dead?
布朗医生 你的病例 Your case, Dr. Browne.
你决定 Your call.
你感觉如何 How you feeling?
你牺牲了很多 You sacrificed a lot.
你的手 你的职业生涯 Your hands, your career.
而且你在拿我和克莱尔 And you're taking it out on me and Claire
还有整个外科职业出气 and the whole surgical profession.
我明白 这很痛苦 I get it. It hurts.
你真可悲 You're pathetic.
你担心我是因为我做不了外科医生了吗 You're worried about me because I'll never be a surgeon?
呜呜 Boo-hoo.
你担心我是因为我喜欢跟 You're worried about me because I took pleasure
你和克莱尔捣乱吗 in screwing with you and Claire?
我就是这样的人 That's who I am.
问题是 你是什么样的人 The question is, who are you?
你不会为迟到找些愚蠢的借口 You don't show up late with lame-ass excuses,
如果有人看不起你 你会也看不起他 所以 and when you get dissed, you diss back, so...
你感觉如何 How are you feeling?
当我没问 Forget I asked.
他失去了大部分羊水 He's lost most of his amniotic fluid.
在子宫里活不久了 Won't last very long in utero.
我们为帮助弱小的胎儿而伤害强壮的胎儿 In helping the weak, we hurt the strong.
剖腹产呢 C-section?
如果我们做剖腹产来挽救强壮的胎儿 If we do a C-section to save the strong baby,
弱小的胎儿有90%的可能性会死 there's a 90% chance the weak baby will die.
但如果我们做羊膜腔灌注术来挽救弱小的胎儿 But if we do an amnioinfusion to save the weak baby,
强壮的胎儿有85%的可能性会死 there's an 85% chance that strong baby will die.
这是更好的选择 It's the better option.
5%的几率来决定哪个婴儿能活吗 5% to decide which baby lives?
肯齐的身体已经做出选择了 Kenzie's body has already made that choice.
如果两个婴儿一强一弱 If there's a strong baby and a weak baby,
那么咱们该救哪一个就显而易见了 it's pretty clear which one we save.
这就是优胜劣汰吧 Survival of the fittest.
不好意思 只是 Sorry. It's just...
那并不是我们作为文明人的意义 That's not really what we're about, is it,
不是吗 as a civilization?
道德上来讲 强者没有义务帮助弱者吗 Aren't the strong morally obligated to help the weak?
如果没有 那不是所有人都会每况愈下吗 And if they don't, isn't everybody ultimately worse off?
两个婴儿都不用死 Neither baby has to die.
延迟性间隔分娩 Delayed interval delivery.
我们进行引产 先接生更强壮的婴儿 We induce labor, deliver the strong twin,
然后停止分娩 让较弱的婴儿继续留在子宫里 then stop the labor to keep the weak twin in utero
让他的肺部发育成熟 until his lungs mature.
停止分娩的几率太低了 The chances of stopping labor are very slim.
没错 有70%的可能 That's true. There's about a 70% chance
两个婴儿都会死亡 that both babies would die.
所以这个是最差的一个选择 Which makes it the worst possible choice.
我们得问问肯齐 We need to ask Kenzie.
不 不行 No, we don't.
一旦她知道了还有一点点机会 Once she hears there's the slightest chance
能够把两个婴儿都救活 of saving both babies,
她就不会再听任何备选方案了 she won't listen to any alternatives.
数据上看 这个选择很糟糕 Statistically, it's a terrible option.
但也是个选择 But it is an option.
不 不 你不是真的在问我这个吧 No. No, you can't seriously be asking me this.
我知道没有母亲该做这样的决定 I know that this is something no mother should ever have to decide.
现在没有好的选择 There are no good options here,
但还是有个选择 有很大的可能性让你成为 but there is one that'll most likely make you the mother
一个健康男婴的母亲 of a healthy baby boy.
好吧 Okay.
准备进行羊膜腔灌注术 Prep for an amnioinfusion...
你给他们起名字了吗 Have you named them?
艾伦医生 Dr. Allen.
布雷登和 Braydon and...
兰德勒 Landon.
不 不行 我做不到 No. No, I can't do this.
你必须把两个宝宝都救下来 You have to save both of them.
就这是肿瘤了 We're at the tumor.
单极消融探针 Unipolar ablation probe?
想想真的挺酷的 比利周二被诊断出 Pretty cool to think that we diagnosed Billy
患有转移性黑素瘤 with metastatic melanoma on Tuesday
周四我们就能让他出院回家 and send him home on a Thursday.
我们等到周五再恭喜自己成功吧 Well, let's wait till Friday to congratulate ourselves.
把电流调到480赫兹 Current at 480 hertz, please.
稍等 Wait.
胆管处有渗漏 We got a leak. Bile duct.
抽吸 缝合 线性缝合器 稳定器 Suction, suture, linear stapler, stat.
我相信她做了正确的决定 I believe she made the right choice.
她做的选择是每个母亲都会做的 She made a choice any mother would make
因为放弃一个实在难以想象 because the alternative is unthinkable.
难道不是正因为此 这才是正确的决定吗 Isn't that exactly what made it the right choice?
她不得不承担这个选择 She has to live with it.
保守的选择并不全是最佳选择 The safe choice is not always the best choice.
如果真是 我现在就该在德国的军事基地 If it were, I'd be on an army base in Germany,
嫁给了第一中尉德韦恩·巴克曼 married to 1st Lieutenant Dwayne Buckman.
安德鲁斯医生 你找我吗 Dr. Andrews, you wanted to see me?
是的 杰克逊医生 请进 Yes, Dr. Jackson. Please come in.
「杰克逊医生」 "Dr. Jackson."
我一说这几个字就忍不住咧嘴笑 I cannot say those two words without grinning!
我懂 I know.
所以呢 So?
只是想看看你怎么样了 莉维 Uh, just checking in with you, Livy.
你会如此对待所有新住院医师吗 Like you do with all your first-years?
你不想让我插手 You wanted hands off.
我没有插手 You're getting hands off.
但我还是可以和我的侄女打个招呼 But I can still say hi to my niece.
看起来你适应的挺好 It looks like you're settling in pretty well.
不 你昨天说话的语气 No, the way you spoke up yesterday...
那是个棘手的病例 棘手的人们 I mean, that's a tough case, tough crowd,
但是你处理的很好 but you held your own.
我在努力 I'm getting there.
莫菲医生给我很多支持 Dr. Murphy's been very supportive.
莫菲吗 听到你这么说我很高兴 Murphy? Yeah, I'm glad to hear it.
我相信他看到了你的潜力 I'm sure he sees your potential.
但是如果你需要什么 你 But if you need anything, you...
去求助别人 ...ask anyone but me.
绝不插手 Very hands off.
肖恩 我从来没想过 Shaun, this is not an argument
会因为同居是否重要 I ever thought I'd have to have with a boyfriend,
而和男朋友吵架 whether moving in together matters.
明显重要 明显改变了一切 It so obviously does. It so obviously changes everything.
但是 But,
我始终和你在一起的原因之一 one of the reasons I'm in this relationship
就是这个 is because of that.
你很特别 You are different.
并且 我难以想象我们一年以后 And when I think about us, say, a year from now,
没有住在一起 I can't imagine us not living together.
所以 如果事情必然发生 So, if it's inevitable...
肖恩 Shaun,
我决定和你同居 I am moving in with you.
这是不是表示 Does that mean
你觉得我们已经有了足够的承诺和信任 you think we have enough commitment and trust?
实话说 Honestly...
我不确定 I'm not sure.
所以 So,
你想要这么做只是因为这是必然事件吗 you want to do it just because it's inevitable?
听起来有点糟糕 That makes it sound terrible.
但这是我的感受 But that is kind of how I feel,
所以 是的 so, yeah.
你要搬回来啦 You're moving back in!
我女朋友要和我同居了 My girlfriend is moving in with me.
我们需要再建立一个静脉通道来滴催产素 We need additional venous access to start the oxytocin.
我来置一个16号输液器 I'll insert a 16-gauge IV.
你感觉如何 How do you feel?
挺好 Good.
置一个16号输液器 Insert a 16-gauge IV.
好 Okay.
好的 All right.
会有一点疼 There's gonna be a pinch.
非常好 Very good.
一旦开始点滴 至少会有一个宝宝出生 Once we start that drip, at least one baby will be born.
我明白 I understand.
开始吧 Okay.
你去哪 Where are you going?
肯齐宫口只开了两厘米 Kenzie's only two centimeters dilated,
虽然我不是外科医生 and even though I'm not a surgeon,
但我也有其他重要的事做 I have other important things to do.
你错了 新手医生并不是上天派来的助手 You were wrong. First-years aren't godsends.
在他们身上要下很多功夫 They're a lot of work.
但我搞定了奥利维亚 But I fixed Olivia.
厉害 接下来搞定乔丹 Wonderful. Now fix Jordan.
她才是你的棘手问题 She's the one you have a problem with.
没有 我没问题 No. I... I don't.
严格地说 是她对你 对每个管理人员 Well, technically, she has a problem with you...
都有意见 ...and anyone in authority.
你要驾驭住她 You need to rein her in.
好 我要怎么做 Okay, how do I do that?
你怎么搞定奥利维亚的 How'd you fix Olivia?
没上新漆 没装新部件 No new paint, no new parts.
你肯定没去汽修店 No way you took this to a shop.
所以 你有事 So, there is something up with you.
私事 Something personal.
你不关心的事 Something you don't care about.
不言而喻 That goes without saying.
但是 这影响到了我的乐趣 Except, it's messing with my games.
我不希望我在羞辱你的时候 I just wanna humiliate you
感觉好像在揍一只小猫 without feeling like I'm punching a kitten.
我在办离婚 I was finalizing my divorce.
我以为你早就... I thought you were already...
昨天才离 Not until yesterday.
以前我们不想 And we didn't wanna deal with
正式办理凯兰的监护权协议 a formal custody arrangement for Kellan,
但既然他十八岁了 我们就正式离了 but now that he's 18, it's official.
我知道都过去很多年了 I know it's been over for years,
但真的结束了 but when it's really over,
还是伤心 it hurts.
我气自己伤心 And I'm pissed at myself for being hurt,
现在又气自己 and now pissed at myself
告诉了我所认识的最冷血的人 for admitting that to the coldest person I know.
我的住所有两间带卫浴的主卧 My place has two masters with en suites,
而且有房租管制 and it's rent-controlled,
所以可能比你住的汽车旅馆还要便宜 so it's still probably cheaper than your motel.
但是和我合租有条件 But staying with me will cost you.
小猫需要还击 Kitty gotta punch back.
谢谢 但不用了 Thanks. But I'm good.
她开到十公分了 She's at 10 centimeters.
准备红细胞 可能要输血 Prepare packed red blood cells for possible transfusion.
准备镊子 夹钳 和剪刀 Prepare forceps, clamps, and scissors.
你感觉如何 真实感觉 How do you feel? Really feel?
我感觉还好 I feel fine.
你为什么对管理人员有意见 Why do you have a problem with authority?
你认真的吗 Seriously?
我是对你表现得不像管理人员有意见 I have a problem with you not acting like an authority.
你作为导师 没有为新手医生 You're not doing the one thing any junior needs
提供他们需要的帮助 from their supervisor.
如果我搞砸了... If I'm screwing up...
不是现在 我现在不会搞砸 Not now. Not gonna screw up now.
我需要知道你至少在监督 I need to know you're at least watching.
我需要知道有你在背后支持 I need to know you got my ass covered.
你的胆管渗漏引发了感染 The leak in your bile duct has caused an infection
可能因此引起腹膜炎 that could lead to peritonitis.
我们给你用了多种强效抗生素 We've got you on multiple aggressive antibiotics,
但这种感染发展得非常快 but this infection acts very quickly,
有时仅仅是几个小时 sometimes in a matter of hours.
我感觉还好 Well, I feel fine.
有点迷糊 不过没事 Dopey, but fine.
比利 你明白我刚才说的话吗 Billy, do you understand what I just told you?
我今晚可能会死 I might die tonight.
我明白 I get it.
你怎么会这么淡然 What... How do you do it?
我经历过更艰难的日子 I've... had worse days.
琳达去世那天 The day after Linda died...
我买了一把枪 I went to buy a gun.
以前从没用过枪 Never used one before,
但我想 「把枪对准嘴 but I figured, "How hard could it be
扣动扳机会有多难」 to put it in my mouth and pull the trigger?"
去商店的路上 On my way to the store,
我看到路边停着一辆爆胎的车 I saw a car parked on the side of the road with a flat.
一帮孩子 Couple of kids who...
完全不清楚他们在干什么 clearly didn't know what the heck they were doing.
不知为何 And for some reason,
我停下车去帮他们换了轮胎 I pulled over and changed their tire.
要走的时候 As I was leaving,
我告诉他们 「时机真好 I told them, "Good timing.
好市多的轮胎在打折」 Costco's got a sale on tires."
当时我听到琳达在笑 That's when I heard Linda's laugh.
「傻瓜 如果你自杀了 "Hey, dummy. If you kill yourself,
下次谁去换轮胎」 who's gonna change the next tire?"
那救了我的命 That's what saved my life.
只是想要帮助别人 Just wanting to help people.
让生命变得有价值 Makes life worthwhile.
布雷迪 Brady.
他的肺部也发育不完全 His lungs are also underdeveloped.
需要上呼吸机 He needs to be placed on a ventilator.
送他去新生儿重症监护室 Let's get him to the NICU.
注射硫酸镁 Starting magnesium sulfate.
让你停止分娩 That's to stop your labor.
我还需要结扎脐带 I also need to ligate the umbilical cord
把它放回你子宫 and return it to your uterus.
我得把注意力放到病患身上 Okay, I have to focus on the patient
还要注意乔丹 还有注意你 and I have to focus on Jordan and I also have to focus on you.
我不知道该怎么做 I don't know how to do that.
夹钳 Clamp.
不用担心我 Don't worry about me.
谢谢你注意到我需要帮助 但我会没事的 I appreciate you noticing I needed help, but I'll be fine.
我没注意到 I didn't.
安德鲁斯医生吗 Dr. Andrews?
你叔叔 缝线 Your uncle. Absorbable sutures.
他告诉你了 He told you?
不是这部分 我自己谷歌的 Not that part. I googled that.
我不信任你的简历 I couldn't trust your resume.
你感觉如何 How do you feel?
我觉得我叔叔认为我做不到 I feel like my uncle doesn't think I can hack it.
我觉得难受 I feel... sick.
她又宫缩了 She's having another contraction.
加入特布他林和钙通道阻滞剂 Adding terbutaline and calcium channel blockers.
我要失去兰迪了吗 Am I gonna lose Landy?
我会失去他们俩吗 Am I gonna lose both of them?
我不确定 I don't know.
她还在分娩吗 She's still in labor?
血压在95/60 Bp's 95 over 60.
肯齐 我们得给你剖腹产 Kenzie, we need to do a C-section.
不 如果他现在出来 他会死的 No, no. If he comes out, he'll die.
如果他不出来 你们俩都会死 If he doesn't, you both will.
-不要 -血压69/40 - No. - 69 over 40.
现在就剖腹产 We're doing a C-section.
-不 -准备手术给她盖上手术被单 - No! - Let's prep and drape her.
不 我不能这么做 No. I can't.
我不能失去兰迪 I can't lose Landy.
别碰我 No!
把她控制住 We need to restrain her.
兰迪会没事的 Landy's going to be just fine.
-兰迪不会 -别说话 - Landy is not... - Shh!
肯齐 听我说 注意力集中 Kenzie, just listen to my voice, okay? Just focus.
你最喜欢的棋盘类游戏是什么 What's your favorite board game?
别这样 快绑住她 快 No! No! Okay, restraints, please.
看着我 别管他们 Look at me. Don't look at them.
棋盘游戏 Board game.
-拼字游戏 -很经典 不错 - Scrabble. - A classic. Nice!
八年后 Eight years from now,
兰迪拼出了[呼吸]这个词 分数乘3 Landy hits a triple word score with the word "breathe."
你也试试 呼吸 Try it. Breathe.
很好 Good.
想想布雷迪在做什么 What's Brady doing?
他在 He's...
他很生气 因为他弟弟比他厉害 He's mad that his brother just schooled him.
不错 Of course he is.
血压现在100/65 100 over 65.
宫缩停止了 Contractions are stopping.
你得尽力 生活就像玩拼字游戏 Words with "X" and "Z."
努力拼出得分高的词 你才能获胜 Only way you're gonna beat them.
那我要更加努力了 I better brush up.
圣何塞圣文德医院
听说你实施了妊娠延迟间隔分娩 Delayed interval twin delivery?
-棒极了 -我教不了 - That's awesome. - I can't teach.
问了新来的他们的感受吗 Did you ask the first-years how they feel?
问了 他们不开心 Yes. Unhappy.
好的 挺好 Okay, that's great.
别误会 我是说你问了他们 很好 Not that they're unhappy, but that you asked them,
他们向你倾吐了心声 你也了解了情况 they confided in you, and you learned something.
奥利维亚需要帮助 所以我帮了她 I learned that Olivia needed help, so I helped her,
但是因为我的帮助 她感到不开心 and now she feels sick because I helped her.
摩根说乔丹需要帮助 Morgan says Jordan needs help,
但是乔丹又说她不需要 but Jordan says she doesn't need help,
但是我没帮她 乔丹又很生气 but Jordan's mad because I didn't help her.
好吧 听起来很棘手 Okay, that sounds tricky.
我也这么觉得 That was my point.
别担心 之后你会搞清楚的 You know what? You'll figure it out.
就算这次没弄清楚 也没关系 And even if you don't this time, that's okay.
你多少了解了情况 You'll learn something.
你知道吗 你是一个好老师 And you know what? You're a wonderful teacher.
从认识你开始 我一直在向你学习 I've been learning from you since the first day we met.
他怎么样了 How's he doing?
要么醒过来 Well, either he wakes
要么陷入昏迷 渐渐消亡 or he lapses into a coma and slowly fades away.
多美的一天 Beautiful day.
BGM: Hold on to Me by Valerie Broussard
♪ You've been walking alone for so long ♪
你打给埃迪说你的车的事了吗 You call Addy about your car?
还没 Not yet.
最近有点忙 Been a little busy.
助人者反而不擅长求助 Helpers aren't so good at asking for help.
不过还好我求救了 Kinda glad I did, though.
♪ This time, I know you'll be all right ♪
♪ 'Cause I'm standing at your side ♪
♪ 'Cause when you feel like you've been falling ♪
恭喜 Congratulations.
你今天出力 救了一条人命 You helped save a life today.
虽然吵起来了 Despite the bickering.
有对立的观点很棒 Opposing points of view are great,
但要记得虚心听取彼此的观点 as long as you actually listen to the other point of view.
你的包袱影响到了你的决定 You're carrying baggage that is affecting your decisions.
而你看得清楚 是因为你擅长了解人的想法 And you saw that because you're good at reading people.
别人的想法 Other people.
搞清楚自己的包袱是什么 Figure out what you're carrying.
♪ There is a light at the end of this long ride ♪
♪ This time, I know you'll be all right ♪
♪ 'Cause I'm standing at your side ♪
♪ 'Cause when you feel like you've been falling ♪
♪ Hold on to me ♪
♪ And when the river sweeps you right off your feet ♪
♪ Hold on to me ♪
这份清单上列出了你这次做对的事 It's a list of all the things you did right on this case.
你能搞定 You can hack it.
这份清单上列出了你这次做错的事 It's a list of all the things you did wrong on this case.
别担心 有我呢 I'm covering your ass.
♪ Hold on to me ♪
♪ Hold on to me, now ♪
♪ Take you to higher ground ♪
♪ Hold on to me ♪
但你如果不想挨揍 就别迟到 But don't be late if you don't want no bloody nose.
帮我个忙好吗 哈利 Would you do me a favor, Harry?
什么忙 What?
去死 Drop dead.
真不错 你有了自己的服装系列 Great to see you've started your own clothing line,
这是放弃的人的标配 the official gear of those who've given up.
我说「配有卫浴」指的是衣柜里有垃圾桶 By "en suite," I meant there's a trash can in your closet.
要不要搭顺风车 Want a ride?
莫菲告诉你了 Murphy told you.
你没见过你的温姑妈 You never knew your Great-aunt Winn.
我八岁那年她搬来和我们住 She moved in with us when I was eight.
你的爷爷奶奶关系不太好 经常打架 Your grandparents weren't getting along, lot of fighting.
但每次闹得很厉害的时候 But whenever it got really bad,
温阿姨就会带着你妈妈和我到厨房去 Auntie Winn would take your mom and me into the kitchen,
做纸杯蛋糕 用纸做雕塑 make cupcakes, something out of papier-mache,
或者教我们玩牌 or teach us a card game.
我想像她对我们一样对待你 I've always wanted to be that kind of person for you.
你一直都是这么对我的 You have been.
但现在我需要知道 你相信我可以做好这件事 But now I need to know that you think I can do this.
接受你的帮助... Accepting your help...
让我觉得自己是个废物 makes me feel like garbage.
-莉维 对不起 -我知道 我... - Livy, I'm sorry. - I know. I...
我也爱你 I love you, too.
但我得把这件事做成 But I have to make this work.
感觉像家一样 Feels like home.
又是这种感觉 Again.
我也又有了家的感觉 It feels like home again to me, too.
或许你说得对 Maybe you're right.
事情大概确实一样 Maybe things are the same.
不 No.
你说得对 事情不一样了 You were right. It's not the same.
变好了 It's better.