早上好 Good morning.
你短信响了三次了 That's your third ding.
早上好 是卡莉发的 Good morning. It's Carly.
她已经到了病理学会议 She has arrived at her pathology conference.
肖恩 你得给她回信 Shaun, you need to text her back.
她的短信没有提问 不需要回复 Her text wasn't a question. It doesn't require a response.
确实 但这样干等着太糟糕了 True. But it sucks to be left hanging.
你以为卡莉不理你时 You didn't like how it felt
你也不喜欢那种感觉吧 when you thought Carly was ignoring you.
我收到你的信息了 I have received your message.
发送 Sent.
你给我做了早餐 You made me breakfast?
天哪 没有 我点了早餐 Oh, God, no. I ordered breakfast.
但我帮它保温了 But I managed to keep it warm.
你没必要这么做 我没事 You don't have to do this. I'm fine.
你有睡着吗 Did you get any sleep?
睡得够多了 I got enough.
她的死不是你的错 Her death's not your fault.
她知道有风险 She knew the risks.
为了拯救孩子 她做出了选择 She made a choice to save her baby.
我打赌即使知道结局如何 I bet she'd make the same choice again,
她还会做出同样的选择 even knowing how it would end.
谢谢 Thank you.
谢谢这顿早餐 Thanks for breakfast.
我们会完全摘除右眼 We do a complete enucleation of the right eye,
然后换上了临时植入物 then replace it with the temporary implant,
几周后 你会... and in a few weeks, you'll --
你知道为什么盲人不跳伞吗 You know why blind people don't skydive?
会把狗吓死的 It scares the hell out of the dog.
让医生说完 好吧 伙计 Let the doctors finish. Okay, bud?
好吧 摘除癌症眼 植入假眼 Yeah, cancer eye out. Fake eye in.
跟上次一样 我知道的 Just like last time. I got it.
看看 Check it out.
它还可以移动什么的 It even moves and everything.
你甚至看不出这是假眼 You can't even tell it's fake.
很酷 就像一个仿生超级英雄 Very cool. Like a bionic superhero.
是啊 我的超能力就是随时被东西绊倒 Yeah, and my superpower is tripping over stuff.
手术是几点 What time is the surgery?
三点 3 o'clock.
也就是说我还有六个小时 Which means I've got six hours left
来轰炸消灭外星人 to blast some aliens.
BGM: Dance Yrself Clean by LCD Soundsystem
♪ We've got to bring our resources ♪
♪ I wanna play it 'til the time comes ♪
如果有人说我是「泡泡女孩」 If anyone utters the word "Bubble Girl,"
我立马转到另一家医院 I will transfer to a different hospital.
良 医
第三季 第七集
你在他这么大时会这么幽默 成熟地 When you were his age, would you have faced going blind
接受自己即将失明的现实吗 with h-humor, maturity, and acceptance?
我会把东西全烧了 I would have burned things down.
他在用自己的方式来处理 He's dealing with it in his own way.
你们去办手续吧 We'll check in with him
我们会看好他的 while you're taking care of the rest of the paperwork.
确保查理知道这里有他说得上话的人 Make sure Charlie knows there's people he can talk to.
-谢谢 -谢谢 - Thank you. - Thank you.
雷兹尼克医生 把查理的血送到化验室 Dr. Reznick, take Charlie's blood to the lab.
布朗医生 去和他谈谈 Dr. Browne, talk to him.
也许他会对你敞开心扉 Maybe he'll open up to you.
心音正常 没有心包积液的迹象 Heart sounds are normal. No sign of pericardial effusion.
你是我所知的最年长的严重联合免疫缺陷病患者 You are the oldest SCID-patient I am aware of.
和你同样病症的人通常很小就去世了 People with your condition usually die very young.
真棒 我赢了 Yay. I win.
泰拉 影像证实 Tara, imaging confirms
你的右肺有点组织感染 that you have infected tissue on your right lung
所以才导致你呼吸困难 that's what's causing your breathing issues.
我们会移除感染组织 And we're gonna remove it
手术叫作皮质剥除术 with a procedure called decortication...
你会用到胸腔镜 And you'll use the thoracoscopic approach
来降低感染的风险 to decrease risk of infection.
我会被关在手术室里 还有什么 And I'll be in an enclosed chamber in the O.R. What else?
我向你保证 我们会采取一切预防措施 I assure you, we'll be taking every precaution
确保你的安全 to keep you safe.
梅伦德斯医生 这栋建筑其实就是美化后的 Dr. Melendez, this building is a glorified incubator
用来隔离地球上各种感染源的恒温箱 for every infection on the planet.
考虑到我生来没有免疫系统 Considering I don't come with an immune system,
我不需要保证 I don't need assurances.
你只需跟我说你怎样才能不杀死我 I need you to tell me how you're gonna not kill me.
我们会给你用一个疗程的广谱抗生素 We will administer a course of broad-spectrum antibiotics.
你会在呼吸罩的保护下被送往手术室 You will be transported to the O.R. under a respiratory hood.
房间将配备层流空气 The room will be equipped with laminar air flow
并保持八帕斯卡的正压 and kept at a positive pressure of 8 Pascals.
手术器械会双重消毒 Surgical instruments will be double-sterilized
所有血液制品都会事先进行放射处理 and all blood products will be irradiated.
谢谢你 莫菲医生 Thank you, Dr. Murphy.
访客也要经过 Visitors will also have to go through
严格的去污净化 a strict decontamination --
不会有什么访客了 There won't be any.
我和人相处的时间越少越好 The less time I spend with people, the better.
说完了吗 Are we done?
你和查理聊得怎么样 How'd your talk with Charlie go?
他想一个人呆着 He wants to be left alone.
-不 你想一个人呆着 -但我们不还在这儿 - No, you want to be left alone. - And yet here we are.
早熟的青少年失明 Precocious pre-teen going blind.
拜托 那是克莱尔牌猫薄荷 你得和他谈谈 Come on, that's Claire catnip. You have to talk to him.
-他安排什么检查吗 -没有 - Did he have any tests scheduled? - No.
没有人见过他 听到他 闻到他 No one's seen him, heard him, smelled him.
我打电话给保安 I'm calling Security.
-等等 -你在干吗 - Hold on. - What are you doing?
查理呢 Where's Charlie?
发生什么事了 他没事吧 Did something happen? Is he okay?
他在成像室 He's in imaging.
我们马上把他送回来 We'll have him back very soon.
他十五分钟前叫了车 He ordered a ride 15 minutes ago.
-去哪里 -很近 - To where? - It's close.
我们可以在别人发现他失踪前把他找回来 We could have him back before anyone knows he's gone.
-你疯了吗 -说得对 - Are you insane? - You're right.
我们最好还是回去把那两个 It's much better if we go back in there
已经担惊受怕的父母再吓破胆 and freak out two already-freaked-out parents,
在你这么做的时候 向安德鲁斯解释 and while you're at it, explain to Andrews
你没有按他说的去做 that you didn't do what he asked you to do.
是哪个表情符号 Which emoji was it?
把它发给我好了 Just send it to me.
你告诉我必须要回复 You told me I have to respond.
要怎么回复一个... There is no response to...
好吧 我想卡莉是在说她想你了 Okay, I think Carly's saying she misses you
她想知道你也想她 and wants to know that you miss her, too.
你是从一张假脸上知道这些的 You know all of that from one fake face?
回她短信好啦 说些随便点 调情的话 Just text her back something flirty, casual.
比如 「我也一直在想你」 Say something like, "I can't stop thinking about you."
我今天已经很多次没有想她了 I have stopped thinking about her many times today.
别发那个给卡莉 Do not text Carly that.
我得走了 I have to go.
通话结束
好吧 Okay.
这爆米花真难吃 This popcorn is terrible.
我们得在你父母担心前 We have to get you back
把你送回医院 before your parents start to worry.
我们会晚三年五个月 We're gonna be three years, five months too late.
这比赛真无聊 所以 我们现在就走 The game is a blowout. So, we leave now
她叫什么名字 What's her name?
什么 What?
我不知道 I dunno.
我对她说的唯一一句话是 The only words I've ever said to her are,
「能给我来杯冰沙吗」 "Can I have a slushy?"
我只想最后见她一面 I just wanted to see her one last time.
-去打个招呼 -你疯了吗 - Go say hi. - Are you crazy?
我刚才也这么问过她 I was asking her that earlier.
告诉她你认为她是你见过的 Tell her you think she's the most beautiful girl
最漂亮的女孩 you've ever laid eyes on,
在你能看见的最后几个小时里 and with your last few hours of sight,
你想再看看她的脸 you wanted to see her face one more time.
-就算这样很有爱... -别扫兴 - As lovely as this is... - Don't ruin the moment.
坏死的碎片完全包裹住了 The necrotic debris has completely encased
胸膜脏层 the visceral pleura.
内窥镜跟上 我可不想出漏子 Follow me with the camera. I don't want to spring a leak.
感染组织把她的肺粘在胸壁上了 Tissue's fused her lungs to her chest wall.
我需要凯撒钳 I need the Kaiser Forceps.
该死的 组织太厚了 没法穿过端口 Damn it. Tissue's too thick to fit through the ports.
我们需要开胸手术 We need to do a thoracotomy.
我们不能在气密室里做开胸 And we can't open her up in an air-tight chamber.
如果我们要烧灼出血点 If we have to cauterize a bleed,
整个屋子可能会爆炸 the whole thing could explode.
我们得把泡泡女孩带出泡泡 We have to take our Bubble Girl out of the bubble.
-我们出来得太久了 -冷静点 - We've been gone too long. - Calm down.
这孩子要十五秒钟才会临阵退缩 It'll take the kid 15 seconds to chicken out.
或者更短 Or less.
我真没用 I'm a wuss.
大多数孩子根本就不敢过去 你很棒了 Most kids wouldn't have gone over at all. Good for you.
-我能... -不行 - Can I... - No.
-我只想... -不行 - I'm just -- - No.
-最好尽快 -什么 - It better be fast. - What?
我们只是让一位快要失明的可怜孩子 We're giving a sad, nearly blind kid
在阳光下多待几分钟 a few more minutes in the sun.
好人会有好报的 We could get an award for this.
每二十分钟换一次手套 Change gloves every 20 minutes.
动作要快 但又要非常仔细 We need to be fast, but extremely careful.
手术刀 Knife.
这是被一只北美飞鼠咬的 It's a Northern flying squirrel.
它们的飞行更像是在滑翔 They don't fly so much as glide.
你很幸运伤口没有感染 You're lucky it's not infected.
这是个神奇的物种 Well, it's a fascinating species.
作为夜行的啮齿类动物 它们异常灵敏 They're uncommonly high-strung for a nocturnal rodent.
那只松鼠就在包里吗 Is the squirrel in the bag?
是的 Yes.
-我到哪都带着亨利 -不不不 - Henry comes everywhere -- - No, no, no, no, no.
这样就行 不用给我看 That's okay. I don't need to see him.
好吧 Okay.
它以前咬过你吗 Has he bitten you before?
怪我自己 我激怒了它 It was my fault. I provoke him.
亨利是个好孩子 Henry's a good boy.
这不怪你 It's not your fault.
你不能把它从我身边带走 You can't take him from me.
它不能伤害你 He's not allowed to hurt you.
-已经12点47了 -谢谢 - It's 12:47. - Thank you.
你12点30的预约已经晚了17分钟 You're 17 minutes late for your 12:30 --
我要和普莱斯太太谈一下 Mrs. Pryce and I need to have a little talk.
没事的 我和亨利都很好 It's okay. Henry and I are fine.
亨利是谁 Who's Henry?
你在给她开胸之前犹豫了 You hesitated before cutting her open.
一旦切开切口就要迅速完成 We had to work fast once I made the incision.
我要先在脑子里把流程都过一遍 I was running through the procedure in my head.
虽然输得很惨但也没必要觉得丢脸 There's no shame in needing to process a tough loss.
你应该找个人谈谈 You should talk to someone.
我只想集中精神治疗现在的病人 I'd prefer to focus on my current patient
而不是上一位病人 rather than my last one.
布朗医生 我的病人去哪里了 Dr. Browne, where's my patient?
别跟我提「在造影室」 And before you say, "Imaging,"
我知道你在撒谎 I already know that's not true.
他跟我和摩根在一起 He's with me and Morgan.
他只是有点事情要处理 一切都... He just needed to process a few things. Everything's --
小心 Watch out!
发生什么事了 What's going on?
摩根刚才没及时转弯 她开车技术很差 Morgan just missed a turn. She's a terrible driver.
不 我们马上回来 Uh, no, we're on our way back now.
-尽快 -好 - Hurry. - Okay.
我在外面暴露了多久 How long was I out in the open?
十三分钟 13 minutes.
我们切除了所有感染的组织 We got all of the infected tissue.
真烦人 That's annoying.
为了救你的命 这是必须的 It was necessary to save your life.
不 我是说你的手机 No, I meant your phone.
是的 Oh. It is.
肯定是你女朋友 I bet it's your girlfriend.
你怎么知道 How did you know?
只有烦人的女朋友才会发那么多消息 Only annoying girlfriends text that much.
我以前也整天给我男朋友发消息 I used to text my boyfriend all the time.
他也觉得很烦 It annoyed him, too.
我应该跟她调情 I am supposed to flirt with her,
但我不知道该怎么说 and I don't know how.
你男朋友跟你分手是因为 Did your boyfriend break up with you
你很烦人吗 because you were annoying?
不 他死了 No. He died.
比预期活得长就是这点不好 That's the downside of outliving your prognosis.
你也会比身边的人活得长 You outlive everyone else's too.
这是缺点吗 That is a downside?
把手机拿出来 Get out your phone.
我告诉你该回她什么 I'll tell you what to type.
我真的很擅长电话性爱 I'm really good at phone sex.
我也只能这样做爱 It's the only kind of sex I can have.
我们还没做过爱 We haven't had sex.
那我只教你前戏部分 I'll stick to foreplay.
不 谢了 No, thank you.
你给父母发消息吗 还是他们也死了 Do you text your parents? Or are they dead too?
我父母在丹佛 My parents are in Denver.
他们因为我爸的工作搬去了那里 My dad's job transferred them there.
他们一直都想生活在有雪的地方 They always wanted to live near the snow.
他们喜欢户外运动 而我却不能出门 They're outdoorsy, and I'm, you know, not.
我跟父母也不亲近 I am not close to my parents either.
我有自闭症 他们没有 I have autism, and they don't.
我要听你的肺音 I need to listen to your lungs.
我只是头很晕 I just got really dizzy.
怎么了 What's going on?
你发生了感染 You have an infection.
体温39.8度 血压80/50 Temperature is 103.6. BP is 80/50.
她表现出败血症的早期症状 She's showing early signs of sepsis.
给她做一疗程的静脉注射免疫球蛋白治疗 Start her on a course of IV immunoglobulin therapy,
腺苷脱氨酶替代疗法和 ADA-enzyme
粒细胞巨噬细胞刺激因子治疗 replacement and GM-CSF.
好 Okay.
我觉得除了治疗感染 我们还能做些别的 I think we can do more than treat her infection...
基因替代疗法 Gene replacement therapy.
我们获取她的干细胞 用逆转录病毒载体 We harvest her stem cells and use a retroviral vector
把她的DNA转换为改良的腺苷脱氨酶基因 to transduce her DNA with the modified ADA gene.
如果这种疗法有效 她会痊愈 If it works, she's cured.
但如果无效 她就会死 And if it doesn't work, she dies.
她的身体有一半的可能 There's a 50% chance
会出现急性毒性反应 her body will have an acute toxic reaction.
我们还是治疗感染吧 We're going to treat the infection.
她下次还会出现感染 没完没了 She'll get another infection. And another, and another,
最终 她还是会死于感染 and eventually, one of them will kill her.
不一定 她已经比预期活得长了 You don't know that. She's already beaten the odds.
代价是与世隔绝 By cutting herself off from the world.
传统的治疗方法更为稳妥 Traditional treatment is the safer course.
他只是发泄一下 He's blowing off steam.
他和医生们在一起 很安全 He's with the doctors. He's safe.
他很害怕 不知所措 He's scared and overwhelmed,
而且很显然他觉得不能告诉我们 and obviously he felt like he couldn't tell us --
因为你一直都把他关起来 Because you've been keeping him under lock and key.
我是在保护他 I'm protecting him.
我们必须坚强 We have to stay strong.
我觉得查理知道你们很坚强 I think Charlie knows you're strong.
而且他知道你们爱他 And he knows you love him.
当你们听到「癌症」的那一刻 But the moment you all heard the word "Cancer,"
查理人生中的一切都变了 everything in Charlie's life changed.
而且我觉得他必须明白 在某一刻 And I think he needs to know that, at some point,
他会感觉自己就像重生了 it's going to start to feel like his life again.
我父母以前经常搞一种活动叫做 My mom and dad used to do these things called
所走就走家庭探险日 spontaneous family adventure days...
缩写是SFAD SFADs.
都很没劲 但他们会让我不去上学 They were pretty lame. But they let me skip school.
去看棒球赛 Got to go to baseball games,
开着喧闹的音乐到处兜风 drive around with blaring music.
吃无机食品和 I got to eat food that was inorganic
转基因食品 and genetically modified.
有时甚至可以熬夜到凌晨 Sometimes I even got to stay up past midnight.
现在我们却只能去看医生 Now we go to doctor's appointments.
妈妈会列很多清单 为我流泪 And my mom makes lists. And cries.
爸爸则无言以对 And my dad's...quiet.
再停一小下 Just one more quick stop.
摩根 安德鲁斯希望我们... Morgan, Andrews is expecting us to --
求你们了 只要二十分钟就行 Please, just 20 more minutes.
十五分钟 15.
朴跟我说你拒绝了他那个基因疗法的主意 Park told me you rejected his gene therapy idea.
我们不能因为恐惧而放弃看似合理的治疗方案 We can't dismiss plausible treatment options out of fear.
不是恐惧 It's not fear.
是合理的谨慎 It's a reasonable degree of caution.
你从什么时候开始谨慎了 Since when are you cautious?
这种疗法的好处可能值得冒险 The benefit of the cure may be worth the risk.
让朴跟她说 Let Park take it to her.
不 这样做不值得 No. It's not worth it.
从短期来看 这种疗法是风险很大 The cure is riskier in the short term,
但长远来看 好处要远远大于风险 but the long-term upside is much greater.
我们可以让你有机会拥有 We can give you the chance
长久 健康 正常的人生 to live a long, healthy, normal life.
不 你们不能 No, you can't.
我这辈子都是个怪胎 I've been a freak my whole life.
一直在治病 And curing my disease,
让我呼吸一口新鲜空气 letting me take a breath of fresh air,
并不会让我变得正常 it's not gonna make me normal.
把输氧量增加到十五升 Increase the oxygen to 15 liters.
开始给她静脉注射免疫球蛋白 Start her on the IVIG.
我们得让她休息 We need to let her rest.
我也是个怪胎 I'm a freak, too.
人们也曾那样叫我 People have called me that
因为我不是神经正常的人 because I am not neurotypical.
而且我以前也常常独处 And I used to be alone,
跟你一样 like you.
有时独处反而能让我更轻松 Sometimes that was easier.
因为跟与自己不同的人相处 Because it is hard to be around people
并不容易 when you're not like them.
但现在 我有格拉斯曼医生 But now I have Dr. Glassman,
还有位室友 是个女孩 and a roommate who is a girl,
还有女朋友 她只是有时比较烦人 and a girlfriend who is only annoying some of the time.
而且我觉得这样总比独处好 And I think it is better than being alone.
如果你痊愈了 If you're...cured,
你可以参与「户外运动」 you can be..."outdoorsy"
就像你父母那样 like your parents.
也可以待在家里享受电话性爱 Or you can stay inside and have phone sex.
你自己选 It will be your choice.
下次你越过我做决定 就是你最后一次了 The next time you go over my head will be the last.
给她准备做基因置换 Prep her for the gene replacement.
干得好 肖恩 Nice work, Shaun.
不 不可能 No. No way.
他就要瞎了 He's going blind.
这是他看裸女的最后机会 It's his last chance to see a naked woman.
你是个女人 You're a woman.
我猜你衣服下面 也是裸女 I bet under those clothes, you're a naked one.
我是他姐姐 I'm his sister.
我给你五十元好处费 I'll slip you 50 bucks.
手术预算报告
我的预算报告 等你批准 My budget proposal, for your approval.
尼尔·梅伦德斯医生
手术案例 等你审核 Surgical cases, for your review.
都要在明晚董事会之前看完 Before the board meeting tomorrow night.
SJSB手术报告
那个怀孕的女人 The pregnant woman...?
尼尔怎么样了 How's Neil taking it?
等五分钟 我和利姆医生在谈事 Five minutes, please. I'm with Dr. Lim.
我看到临床队伍有了新人 I see there's a new member on the clinic team.
怎么样了 How's that going?
才半天 我们正在慢慢解决问题 Well, it's been half-a-day. We're working out the kinks.
如果今天结束前还是顺风顺水 Well, if it's still smooth-sailing by close of business,
告诉我你的秘诀 let me know your secret.
我猜这回答了我一开始的问题 I guess that answers my initial question.
他一直告诉我他没事 He keeps telling me he's fine.
如果他有事 也会最后一个告诉你 You're the last person he'd tell if he weren't.
我会是倒数第二个知道的 I'd be the second to last.
我快好了 I'm almost done.
你是院长 You're the President.
他必须得听你的 或假装听你的 He has to listen when you talk. Or, pretend to.
耳朵感染的四岁儿童 Hey, the four-year-old with the ear infection
已经等了半个小时 has been here half an hour,
他母亲刚拿出手指绘画的工具 his mother just pulled out fingerpaints.
你得去了 You need to go.
黛比 这是利姆医生 外科主任 Debbie, this is Dr. Lim, Chief of Surgery.
我知道 真厉害 I know. It's very impressive.
等你有耳朵感染时再回来吧 Come back if you get an ear infection.
-再实现一个 -不行 - One more. - No.
结束了 We're done.
手术没有我无法开始 The surgery can't start without me.
我们接下去干嘛 Where are we going next?
优胜美公园 长城 珠峰峰顶 Yosemite? The Great Wall? The top of Everest?
-永远都不会够 -克莱尔 别说了 - It's never gonna be enough. - Claire, stop.
你不能把这辈子可能错过的风景在一天内看完 You can't pack a lifetime of things you're gonna miss into one day.
你的情况很糟糕 也很不公平 Your situation sucks, and it is unfair.
但你知道吗 生活就是很糟糕 也很不公平 But you know what, life sucks, and it's unfair,
而且在我们没准备好前就消失不见 and things end before we're ready.
我们现在就回去 We are going back. Now.
不行 No.
我不做手术了 I'm not gonna have the surgery.
我什么时候才会知道 How long before I know
我被你说服做了一个超级蠢的决定 if I've let you talk me into something really stupid?
你可能在接下去的24小时内出现 You could have an acute toxic reaction and die
急性中毒反应并死亡 in the next 24 hours.
但我们希望看见你的身体 But we hope to see some positive sign
能很快出现积极的反应 your body is responding soon.
好的 Okay.
输血完成 Your transfusion is done.
我们半小时后再来检查 We'll check on you in a half-hour.
莫菲医生 Dr. Murphy.
你能坐着陪我吗 Would you... sit with me?
你想知道什么 What do you want to know?
没什么 我... Nothing. I...
我只是希望有人陪着我 I just want someone to be here.
万一我咽气了 In case I croak.
也许你那烦人的女友也只希望这样 It's probably all your annoying girlfriend wants, too.
知道你在她身边 Just to know you're there.
卡莉的身体很好 不太可能近期死亡 Carly's in good health and unlikely to die soon.
有些姑娘就是被上天眷顾 Some girls have all the luck.
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黛比 Debbie!
你喊我 You bellowed?
这玩意坏了 This thing is broken.
你能让IT部门派人过来修吗 Can you call someone from I.T. and send them over, please?
我忘记告诉你 我升级了系统 Oh, I meant to tell you that I, um, upgraded our software.
会更快 更有效 It's gonna be faster, more efficient.
但我不知道怎么用 Not if I don't know how to use it.
你不能一声不吭地改变我的整个软件系统 You can't just change my entire software system without asking me.
我没有改 只是升级了 你看 I didn't change it. I upgraded it. There.
或赶走我的外科主任 Or kick out my Chief of Surgery.
或打断我的预约 Or interrupt my appointments.
如果你不按照日程表 You'll be here 20 hours a day
就得每天在这待二十个小时 if you don't stick to a schedule.
这是我的决定 It's my call.
我不是来这贴几个创可贴 I'm not here to slap on Band-Aids
或写几张处方的 or to write prescriptions.
那个女人有严重的问题 我们需要讨论 That woman had serious issues we needed to discuss.
那个钱包里有啮齿动物的女人 The one with the rodent in her purse?
那是松鼠 北方飞鼠 It's a squirrel. It's a Northern flying squirrel.
反正你也不能在五分钟内 You weren't gonna fix whatever issues she has
-解决她的问题 -这是我的诊所 懂吗 - with an extra five minutes. - It's my clinic, okay? !
我决定如何管理 I decide how it runs!
好吧 Okay.
我以为你想让我成为其中一员 I thought that you wanted me to be a part of it.
真正的帮忙 You know, to actually help and to...
做些改变 提出意见 make changes, have opinions.
但如果你不那么想 But if that's not what you want,
那我应该做我之前答应过的 then I -- I should do what I promised...
我辞职 I quit.
你的缝线用完了 You're out of sutures.
对不起 I'm sorry.
我不该说那些话 I -- I shouldn't have said any of that.
我最近失去了亲近的人 I lost somebody recently.
我很伤心 And it hurts.
非常心痛 A lot.
我把气撒在了你身上 这对你不公平 And I took it out on you, and that is unfair.
但如果你不做手术 But if you don't have this surgery,
你就不能再在棒球比赛时喝冰沙了 you won't ever drink another slushy at a baseball game.
或在路上兜风时感受风吹拂脸庞的感受 Or feel the wind in your hair when you speed down the road.
或... Or...
或抚摸裸女 Or touch a naked woman.
没错 现在的情况非常 非常糟心 Now, this sucks. It really, really sucks.
但它会慢慢好起来 But it will get less sucky.
而现在让你痛苦不堪的那部分 And the part that hurts so much right now
也会开始慢慢好转 will start to hurt less.
生活会继续 And life goes on,
你会有许多刻骨铭心的美好时刻 and you will have wonderful moments,
糟心的时刻 sucky moments.
那些都是你的生活 And it will be your life.
而且那会是个精彩的生活 查理 And it'll be a good life, Charlie.
我觉得那会是个无与伦比的生活 I suspect it might even be a great life.
谢天谢地 Oh, thank God.
抱歉花了一会 Sorry it took a while.
车有点毛病 Car trouble.
欢迎回来 查理 Welcome back, Charlie.
有不少爱你的人为你担心 You had some good people very worried.
我很抱歉 I'm really sorry.
你们可以为这事永远禁我的足 但我只是 You guys can ground me forever for this, but I just...
我想再享受一天的欢乐时光 I just wanted to have one last day of fun.
我们也可以重新变得有趣 We can be fun, too. Again.
我在想 I was thinking
也许是时候重启所走就走家庭探险日了 it might be time to reintroduce the SFADs.
棒球比赛 音乐会 熬夜 Baseball games, concerts, staying up late.
那些听起来蛮无聊的 That sounds pretty lame.
我们有些迟了 We're running a little late,
现在得帮你做术前准备了 and we need to get you prepped.
抱歉 我需要5-0尼龙缝线 I'm sorry. I need some 5-0 nylon sutures.
而且我们需要谈谈 And apparently we need to talk.
你可以跟外科主任说我没事 You can report back to the Chief of Surgery that I'm fine.
你无需跟我谈 无需跟她谈 You don't have to talk to me. You don't have to talk to her.
但你得找人谈谈 But you need to talk to someone.
我不是医学生 亚伦 我以前也失去过病人 I'm not a med student, Aaron. I've lost patients before.
但你从没失去过本可以活下来的病人 But you never lost someone who should have lived.
谁心里都会难受 我也不会 No one would be fine. I wouldn't be.
你有事 You're not fine.
其实只是因为你老板觉得你有事 If for no other reason than your boss doesn't think so.
还有个更大的问题 And the bigger problem
就是你女友也觉得你有事 is your girlfriend agrees with her.
你醒来时我们会在你的身边 We'll be right there as soon as you wake up.
我们都非常爱你 We love you so much.
我也爱你们 I love you, too.
我们会好好照顾他 We'll take good care of him.
谢谢 Thank you.
你准备好了吗 You ready?
嗯 Yeah.
我忘记测他生命体征了 I forgot to take his vitals.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你先走 我带他出来 Go ahead, I'll -- I'll bring him out.
我以为你已经测了我的... I-I thought you already took my --
别说话 Shut up.
我们现在送病人下来 We're bringing the patient down now.
生命体征稳定吗 Vitals okay?
体温可能有点高 但他准备好了 Temp might be a little up, but he's ready now.
我只需要你从十开始倒数 I just need you to count back from 10.
十 10...
九 9...
八 8...
七 7...
六 6...
五 5...
你说得对 You were right.
我有事 I'm not fine.
有事也没关系 It's okay not to be fine.
你不能责怪自己 You can't blame yourself.
拿刀的是我 就怪我 I was the one holding the knife. The blame lies with me.
但责任在我俩身上 But the responsibility is ours.
你和我吗 Yours and...mine?
是的 Yes.
因为我俩的关系 You're not objective about me...
你无法对我保持客观 because of our relationship.
如果我们没在一起 If we weren't together,
我不确定你会同意我做那个手术 I'm not sure you would've agreed to let me do that surgery.
你真的相信我会因为我们睡在一起 You honestly believe I approved a procedure
就允许你做一个 that I didn't think you could do
我觉得你无法胜任的手术吗 because we're sleeping together?
不 你觉得我能胜任 No. You thought I could do it.
问题就在这里 That's the problem.
我觉得你的个人情感 I think your personal feelings
可能让你高估了我 may have led you to overestimate me.
你来找我 You came to me.
你让我相信这个手术能成功 You sold me the surgery,
告诉我你能成功 told me that you could pull it off.
而现在我就因为相信你而错了 And now I'm at fault because I believed that you --
这跟错不错没关系 It's not about fault.
而是要意识到 It's about being aware
这种事情不会再次发生 so that this doesn't happen again.
这种事情还会发生 It will happen again.
我还会做决定 你还会有不好的结果 I will make decisions. You will have bad outcomes.
那不意味着我俩都错了 That doesn't mean either of us was wrong.
我批准手术与我们的关系无关 My approval had nothing to do with our relationship.
我们无法确定 We can't know that for sure.
如果我们没有约会 那个女人或许还活着 If we weren't dating, that woman might still be alive.
我们必须接受这点 And we both have to live with that.
妈妈 Mom?
爸爸 Dad?
我们在呢 宝贝 We're here, honey.
我们就在这里 We're right here.
你做得很好 You did so good.
我们真为你骄傲 小家伙 We're so proud of you, buddy.
查理 Charlie.
我是雷兹尼克医生 你感觉怎么样 It's Dr. Reznick. How are you feeling?
不是很爽 Not awesome.
你觉得疼吗 Are you in any pain?
不 No.
不 我还好 No, I'm okay.
我不打扰你休息了 I'll let you rest.
等等 雷兹尼克医生 Wait, Dr. Reznick.
怎么了 Yes?
非常感谢你 Thank you so much.
为我所做的一切 For everything.
不用谢 You're welcome.
布朗医生呢 And Dr. Browne?
布朗医生 你在吗 Dr. Browne, are you here?
你的T细胞数量增加 Your T-cell count has increased.
你的体温降到了37度 And your fever dropped to 99.3.
你的身体正在与感染斗争 Your body's fighting the infection.
那是什么意思 我痊愈了吗 So, what does that mean? I'm cured?
还言之过早 It's too early to use that word exactly.
我们得让你再隔离几周 We'll need to keep you in isolation for a few more weeks
以确保你的免疫系统发育正常 to make sure that your immune system is developing on pace.
而且仍然有5%到7%的几率会出现毒性反应 And there is still a 5% to 7% chance of a toxic reaction.
但是 治疗似乎是起作用了 But yes, the cure appears to be working.
你应该告诉你父母这个好消息 You should tell your parents the good news.
他们能做什么 用吸管给我喂果汁吗 What are they gonna do? Feed me juice through a straw?
他们可以来陪你 They could just be here.
我没事 I'm fine.
有什么需要就告诉我们 Let us know if you need anything.
我早上再来看你 I'll check in on you in the morning.
谢谢你 Thank you.
没杀了我 For not killing me.
不用谢 You're welcome.
仍然有5%到7%的几率... Oh, there is still a 5% to 7% chance of a --
肖恩 她知道了 Shaun. She knows.
BGM: Otherside by Perfume Genius
♪ Even your going ♪
♪ Let it ♪
♪ Knows you ♪
♪ Rocking you to sleep ♪
♪ From the Otherside ♪
亚伦 你 你不欠我礼物 Aaron, you -- you do not owe me a gift.
我应该向你道歉 I owe you an apology.
我今天太过分了 我逼得太紧了 I was out of line today. I was pushing way too hard.
这不是礼物 It's not a gift.
这是惩罚吗 Is it punishment?
护士都穿它们 Nurses swear by them.
足弓支撑应该非常好 The arch supports are supposed to be spectacular.
我不会回诊所了 I'm not coming back to the clinic.
这就是个坏主意 实际效果也很糟糕 It was a bad idea, terribly executed.
我认识的最聪明的两个女人 Two of the smartest women I know --
我的老婆和我的新办公室经理 my wife and my new office manager --
认为我需要做些改变 think that I need to make some changes.
你想帮忙 你想成为我生活的一部分 You wanted to help, you wanted to be a part of my life,
我争取了 I fought it.
我求婚了 然后我被吓坏了 I proposed, and then I freaked out.
我们结婚了 We got married --
-你又被吓坏了 -是的 - You freaked out again. - Yes, I did.
但那是有正当理由 But for a legitimate reason.
家里有把枪 但那不是重点 There was a gun in the house, but that's not the point.
关键是 在这些事之中 The point is that, in the midst of all of this...
我还在医院干两份工 I took on not one,
而不是一份 but two jobs at the hospital.
那是你热爱的 Yeah, which you love.
那比不上你 Not more than you.
回到诊所来吧 Come back to the clinic.
我可以指挥你吗 Do I get to boss you around?
一点点吧 A little.
我们上楼吧 Let's go upstairs.
♪ I've been hoping that there's someone on the other end ♪
BGM: Generator by Mondo Cozmo
查理之前在找你 Charlie asked for you.
♪ I've been holding onto something ♪
♪ That I'll never have ♪
你理解他 You connected with him.
-我为了让他做手术才说的那些话 -放屁 - I said what I had to to get him into surgery. - Nah.
你又回到从前的你了 You were your old self again.
从前的我 My old self...
总是为每个人照着想 was always there for everyone.
一遍一遍地奉献自己 Was giving away pieces of herself over and over.
♪ Generator ♪
♪ I've been waiting ♪
♪ Come release me ♪
查理还是看不见 Charlie is still blind.
♪ Come release me ♪
真是糟糕的一天 It was a hell of a day.
那个失明的孩子没有让我抑郁 The blind kid didn't get me depressed.
反而是你 You, on the other hand...
在你真的变成这样之前 Deal with your crap
处理好你的破事 before this is who you really become.
♪ I've been looking for a new kind of medicine ♪
♪ Generator ♪
♪ I've been waiting ♪
♪ Come release me ♪
♪ Generator ♪
♪ I've been waiting ♪
♪ Come release me ♪
我是奥德丽 你知道该怎么做 Hey, this is Audrey. You know what to do.
♪ Release me ♪
卡莉 肖恩
♪ Come release me ♪
♪ Generator ♪
♪ I've been waiting ♪
♪ Come release me ♪
我在呢
♪ Come release me ♪