我有个坏坏的想法 Naughty thought.
不如我们别等12分钟再接吻 How about we don't wait 12 minutes for our next kiss?
那样就看不到电影结尾了 We would never see the end of the movie.
我们最好按计划办事 It's better if we stick to the schedule.
行 Sure.
昨晚没听见你回来 Didn't hear you come in last night.
我猜昨晚在卡莉那进展不错 So I'm guessing it went well at Carly's.
电影的结尾非常老套乏味 The end of the movie was very predictable.
我没问这个问题 Not the question I was asking,
但你还是成功回答了 but you still managed to answer it.
卡莉在我们接吻时碰我 Carly touches me when we kiss.
你不喜欢她碰你吗 You don't like her touching you?
我喜欢 Oh, I -- I do.
但我更喜欢一次只碰一个地方 But I prefer to touch only one thing at a time.
你跟她说了你更喜欢一次只碰一个地方吗 Have you told her you prefer to touch only one thing at a time?
就你刚才的原话 In those exact words?
无论是什么 快告诉我 Whatever it is, I'm definitely in.
我的第一场主刀手术 My first lead surgery!
肖恩 太棒了 Shaun! That is awesome!
我要大展身手 I am going to rock it!
当然了 Oh, hells to the yeah you are!
良 医
第三季 第五集
你怎么样了 How you doing?
我很好 I'm good.
谢谢你在海狮的事上帮我 Thank you for helping me with the sea lions.
离经叛道的事我来者不拒 I'll never say no to a caper.
我母亲去世的事我希望你能保密 But I'd like to keep my mother's death between the two of us.
我只是现在不想听人们安慰的陈词滥调 I just -- I can't deal with people's platitudes right now.
好 但这也说明了你不好 Okay, but that kinda suggests you're not good.
这是典型的否认 This is textbook denial.
只会加长你的哀悼过程 It's only going to inhibit your grief process.
否认是哀悼过程的第一步 Denial is the first step in the grief process,
所以我觉得我现在状态正好 so I'd say I'm right on track.
但谢谢你的陈词滥调 But thank you for your platitudes.
这是柯蒂斯 This is Curtis.
这是他不戴安全带修理烟囱的后果 He decided to fix his chimney without a safety harness.
开放性双侧胫腓骨骨折 He has open bilateral tib-fib fractures.
两小时的活他们收一千二 They wanted $1,200 for a two-hour job.
我还可以做飓风滑行呢 And I can still do a Hurricane Grind.
这是种滑板特技 完成180度跳转 It's a skateboard move that builds off a 180 Ollie.
我平衡感很好 I got great balance.
瞳孔反应慢 Pupils are slow to react.
很不幸几杯鸡尾酒后平衡感就差了不少 Unfortunately, balance is less great after a few cocktails.
反正不是我 Not me.
我已经六年三个月二十四天 Clean and sober six years, three months,
没碰过酒精了 and -- and 24 days.
给他静脉注射抗生素 带去一级手术室 Get him on IV antibiotics and to OR Level One.
做个血酒精浓度测试 And run a BAC.
我是肖恩·莫菲医生 I'm Dr. Shaun Murphy.
你的外科医生 Your surgeon.
食道癌是个严重的病 Esophageal cancer is a serious condition.
但你没有任何其他久远的 However, you don't have any remote
或转移性疾病 or metastatic disease
并且放化疗的效果良好 and responded well to chemoradiation,
因此切除食管 so a resection of the esophagus
应该就能让你的癌症痊愈 should render you cancer-free.
你看起来好年轻 You look awfully young.
我总是说 越年轻越聪明 I always say, the younger they are, the smarter they must be.
对 是的 Oh, oh, yes.
我们会把胃往上拉 和你剩下的食管 We will pull the stomach up and attach it to the remains
连在一起 保持你的肠胃系统完整 of your esophagus, keeping your GI system connected,
这样你就不需要永久性的胃食管了 so you will not need a permanent feeding tube.
我的肿瘤医生跟我都说过 My oncologist told me all this,
但我不敢相信 but I refused to believe it --
自己会痊愈 that it was all gonna be okay --
直到我听到我的外科医生这么说 until I heard it from my surgeon.
抱歉 就是 I'm sorry, it's just...
我经历了离婚和事业转型 I've been through a divorce and a career change...
终于买下了自己的咖啡店 and I finally bought my own cafe...
就在我得到诊断前三天 three days before I got my diagnosis.
我以为这是我做错了的预兆 And I thought it was a sign I was making a mistake.
但其实正好相反 But it was just the opposite.
我没说完呢 I wasn't done.
对不起 Oh, I'm sorry...
我还得告诉你手术的风险 I have to inform you of the risks of this procedure.
有7%的可能会产生心脏和肺部问题 There is a 7% chance of heart and lung problems,
12%的感染可能性以及0.5%的死亡风险 a 12% chance of infection, a 0.5% of death, among others.
来吧 莫菲医生 Bring it, Dr. Murphy.
肖恩很幸运 Shaun got very lucky.
第一个主刀手术分到了世界上最友好的病人 Landed the world's most genial patient for his first case.
-真好 -是你真好 - Nice. - Of you.
你为他选了那个病人 You picked that patient for him --
我听说你介入前这是朴的病人 I heard it was Park's chart before you stepped in.
肖恩的弱点是和病人交流 Shaun's weakness is patient management.
你不应该宠着他 You shouldn't be coddling him.
如果考验过头了 就会失去他 We challenge him too much, we lose him.
莫菲 Murphy?
他会坚持 他可是出了名的坚韧不拔 He perseveres. He's annoyingly resilient.
我同意 有些失败似乎一点都不影响他 I agree that some failures don't seem to faze him at all.
但这是他一直以来的梦想 But it's his lifelong dream.
所以是的 我觉得我们会失去他 So, yes, I think we could lose him.
下周我要好好收拾收拾他了 I'll tough-love his ass next week.
好了 柯蒂斯 我们可以开始 Okay, Curtis, we're good to go.
柯蒂斯 我的天 你还好吗 Curtis, my God. Are you okay?
我想我本应该和承包商一起走 I'm thinking I should've gone with the contractor.
他的思维还是混乱的 His thinking was impaired.
他血液中的酒精含量是0.09 He had a blood alcohol level of .09.
你们的检测肯定错了 Your test must be wrong.
你入院时已经喝得酩酊大醉了 You were quite inebriated when you came in.
不可能 柯蒂斯不喝酒的 That's impossible. Curtis doesn't drink.
我们会写在他的病历里 We'll make a note of it in his chart.
我们要把他送去手术室了 We've got to get him to the O.R.
你玩垒球吗 You play softball?
我高三的时候 Uh, my junior year in high school,
我的投手责任得分率是2.95 I had an ERA of 2.95.
我老婆的手臂真有劲儿 My wife's got an arm.
不敢相信你是我的老婆 I can't believe you're my wife.
至死不渝 Till death do us part.
是的 Yeah.
你找到沃利了 Oh, you found Wally.
你还给它取名了 You have a name for it?
对 我的瓦尔特PPK手枪 点32口径 Yeah, he's my Walther PPK .32;
可是老相识了 he and I go way back.
上膛了吗 Is it loaded?
这有什么问题吗 I mean, is this a problem?
我只是把它放在床头柜里 'Cause I -- I just -- I keep it in my bedside table,
放枪支保险柜里 密码是7359 in my gun safe -- combination 7-3-5-9.
我不会记住那个 I'm not gonna remember that.
我不想记住那个 I don't want to remember that.
如果我们要住一起 If we're gonna live together,
我们需要做一些妥协 we're gonna need to make some compromises.
你紧张吗 You nervous?
你有多害怕 How badly are you freaking out?
我不是很害怕 I'm not badly freaking out.
我协助做过六次食道切除手术 I've assisted in six esophageal resections,
均无并发症发生 all of which were free of complications.
这样说你早该大展身手了 So you're overdue for a blow-up.
抱歉 Sorry.
我只是有点生气 I'm just a bit annoyed
因为是我先接的这个病例 'cause I had my hand on this case first,
而现在最多只能在四人中排第三 and now I'm third out of four, at best.
但我为你感到高兴 But I'm happy for you.
真的 Really.
我也为我自己感到高兴 I'm happy for me, too.
她有大面积的疤痕组织 She has extensive scar tissue.
使她的胃与前腹壁粘黏 And it's plastered her stomach to her anterior abdominal wall.
我跟她说过她不会需要永久胃食管 I told her she wouldn't need a permanent feeding tube.
但她需要 But she will.
我们得告知这位厨坛新人她再也不能进食了 We've got to tell a budding chef she'll never eat again.
她会有什么反应 How will she react?
不知道 Don't know.
很糟糕 但是具体情况 Badly. But the specifics --
你应该来告诉她 You should tell her.
她是你的病人 这是你的工作 She's your patient, it's your job.
我不擅长医患沟通 I'm bad at patient communication.
如果我让她非常不开心 If I make her very unhappy,
她可能会不让我做手术 she may not want me to do the surgery.
如果你不愿意冒这个险 If you're not willing to take that risk,
那你就应该把这个病例交给朴 then you should hand the case over to Park.
不 我不想把这个病例交给朴医生 No. I don't want to hand the case over to Dr. Park.
朴会告诉贝丝 Park will tell Beth.
肖恩 这还是你的手术 And, Shaun, it's still your surgery.
电钻 Drill.
你看见他的心律了吗 Do you see his heart rhythm?
速率受控制的心房颤动 Rate controlled A-fib.
他病历上没写 Wasn't on his record.
术后问问他老婆 Ask his wife about it post-op.
可能是酗酒的症状 Probably a symptom of binge drinking.
他会撒谎而他老婆只会说她所信的 Which he'll lie to us about and she'll tell us she believes.
她否认吗 She's in denial?
你小时候就做过手术 You had surgery as a child.
还是个婴儿 我都不记得了 As a baby. I don't even remember it.
你有相当大的疤痕组织 There's considerable scar tissue --
比我们通常想象的还大 more than we'd typically expect to find.
这会影响我们的手术计划 Which has affected our surgical plan.
什么影响 How?
莫菲医生来回答你这个问题 Dr. Murphy will field that question.
不 利姆医生说 No, Dr. Lim s-said --
问答问题 莫菲医生 Proceed, Dr. Murphy.
谁能告诉我啊 Somebody please tell me.
我们不能把你的胃上移 所以你需要胃食管 We can't move your stomach up, so you will need a feeding tube.
你的下半辈子都需要 For the rest of your life.
好消息是手术会简单些 The good news is that this surgery is simpler,
所以你的恢复时间会缩短到三到五天 so your recovery time will be shorter by three to five days.
你们谁有枪吗 Do any of you own a gun?
你是想「解决」什么人吗 Is there someone you'd like "taken care of"?
我还留着我的军用手枪 I still have my service pistol.
我有把西格P365 I have a Sig P365.
你们当中有谁和自己的另一半 Do any of you have, or have you ever had,
有或者有过争执吗 issues about it with your significant others?
我们的儿子出生后 我妻子突然很讨厌 After our son was born, my wife suddenly hated
家里有把枪 having a firearm in the house.
一天晚上 我很晚才到家 And one night, I came home late to a...
她给我做了个展示 PowerPoint presentation.
整整九十分钟的恐怖数据 90 minutes of horrifying statistics.
现在这把枪在我射击靶场的储物柜里 Now it's in a locker at my gun range.
大费周章 但我喜欢 Lotta set up but I like that.
我以前有位男友觉得我有枪很不可思议 I had a boyfriend who felt very weird about me having a gun.
他逻辑分析不行 He wasn't big on logic,
于是我就走感情路线 so I took the emotional approach.
告诉他不是因为它是把枪 Told him it's not for the firepower,
是因为带着这把枪能给我 it's for the confidence it gives me
作为女性的自信 as a woman when I carry it.
我曾跟一个有枪的家伙住在一起 I lived with a guy who had a gun.
不得不给他下最后通牒 Had to use the nuclear option.
枪滚蛋还是他滚蛋 It goes or he goes.
这招挺有用 他们都滚蛋了 It worked -- they both went.
这太棒了 Well, that's just wonderful.
我听说你的消息了 I heard your news.
太激动人心了 It's pretty exciting.
我跳了七次 I jumped seven times.
焦虑水平有多高 How's the anxiety level?
为什么人们总问我这个 Why do people keep asking me that?
人人都会有疑虑 肖恩 Everyone has doubts, Shaun.
我很激动 I'm excited.
你可以激动 和紧张 You can be excited. And nervous.
通常两者密不可分 Usually they go together.
说到这个 如果昨晚我太为自己考虑了 Speaking of, uh, I'm sorry if I was a bit
我向你道歉 too assertive last night.
莉亚说你一定觉得我很难相处 Lea said it must be tricky for you.
所以现在莉亚也知道 So now Lea is also privy to
我们亲密关系中的亲密行为了吗 the intimacies of our intimacy?
-好极了 -是的 - Great. - Yes.
莉亚还说要告诉你 Lea said to tell you
我更喜欢一次只碰一个地方 that I prefer to touch only thing at a time.
找到食道上括约肌的位置 Located upper esophageal sphincter.
肿瘤边缘清晰 是从上面还是下面切除 You have a good tumor margin -- resecting above or below?
下面 Below.
最后还是肖恩把消息告诉了病人 Shaun gave the news to his patient after all.
肖恩做的正如我所料 Shaun did what I expected.
他让她难过了 但这个消息就是让人难过的 He upset her, but the news is upsetting.
她需要时间消化 他要学会如何... She'll deal with it, he'll learn how to --
她不想让他来做手术了 She wants him off the case.
-肖恩 -不 - Shaun -- - No...
肖恩 我会给你找其他病例 Shaun, I will find you another case.
这是我的病例 This is my case.
我为这个病例做了准备 I prepared for this case.
我不想要其他病例 I don't want another case.
莫菲医生 Dr. Murphy...
你还在学习 肖恩 You're learning, Shaun.
这就是你在教学医院所要做的 That's what you do at a teaching hospital.
我也在学习 I'm learning, too.
从主治医生变成外科主任 Going from attending to Chief of Surgery
是很大的转变 is...a big deal.
每天 每个决定 每个错误 Every day, every decision, every mistake...
我都会学到东西 I learn something.
你也一样 So do you.
不 我没有 No, I don't.
我有发育障碍 I have a developmental disorder.
-跟我来 -我在等公交车 - Come with me. - I'm waiting for my bus.
你可以乘下一班 You can take a later one.
我肯定说过我是外科主任 I'm sure I mentioned I was Chief?
你好 贝丝 Hi, Beth.
我为你经受的一切感到遗憾 I'm sorry for what you're going through.
而且莫菲医生的表达也不那么令人愉快 And Dr. Murphy's phrasing was unfortunate.
但他的表达并没有欺骗或疏忽 But there's been no deceit or negligence.
他是位优秀的外科医生 He's an excellent surgeon
我完全相信他在手术室的表现 who has my full confidence in the O.R.
如果你不相信他 也不相信我 And if you don't trust him, you don't trust me.
那我只能建议你 So, I would recommend
去其他医院做手术 you have your surgery at a different hospital.
我可以帮你安排 I can make arrangements.
但如果你改主意了 我们还是可以 However, if you reconsider, we can proceed as scheduled
按计划明天一早就做手术 first thing tomorrow morning.
如果你不想让别人知道你母亲死了 If you don't want people to know your mother died,
就别表现得像母亲死了似的 stop acting like someone whose mother died.
我要进入悲伤的第二阶段 愤怒了 I'm gonna move on to the second stage of grief -- anger.
我没有表现得很沮丧 I'm not acting depressed.
不 你在犯贱 No, you're acting bitchy.
但你不是那类人 所以看起来很怪 But you're not a bitch, so that looks weird on you,
然后别人就会知道出事了 and people are gonna know something's up.
那你是想让我高兴点还是伤心点 So, do you want me happier or sadder?
告诉我吧 因为我真的很需要你的认可 Let me know, because I'm really looking for your approval.
犯贱 Bitchy...
你真的觉得这家伙还在戒酒吗 You really think this guy's still on the wagon?
他是个酒鬼不代表他没有病 Just because he's a drunk doesn't mean he's not sick.
但你能看到的只有酒鬼跟教唆者结婚了 But all you can see is an addict married to an enabler,
所以条条大路通朗姆酒 so all roads lead to rum.
别这样 我说得挺有趣的 C'mon, that was cute.
左心室壁运动没有异常 No LV wall motion abnormalities.
也没有心瓣膜病或功能障碍 No valvular disease or dysfunction.
排除了所有心率失常的结构性原因 Ruling out any structural cause for the arrhythmia.
你赢了 恭喜 You win. Congratulations.
你今天怎么样 How was your day?
不错 不错 Good, good.
思考了一天 Pensive.
我在想你的枪的事 还有你为什么需要 I was thinking about your gun and why you need it --
-亚伦 我不是 -不 不 不 - Oh, Aaron, I -- I don't -- - No, no, no.
我是个白痴 还是个男人 我明白 I was an idiot and a guy, I get it.
你深夜独自在车库走动 You walking alone in a garage late at night,
深夜独自走在大街上 you walking alone on the street late at night --
或者坐上我自己的车 甚至走进我自己的房子 Or getting into my own car, or even my own house.
没错 Exactly.
所以我才给你一个惊喜 That's why I got you a surprise.
-真的吗 -就在后门外面 - Yeah? - Right outside the back door.
在海豹六队赶来之前 We have exactly 10 seconds to punch in the code
我们只有十秒钟输入密码 before S.E.A.L. Team Six arrives.
7 3 5 9 7-3-5-9.
每扇门 每扇窗 每个超过 Every door, every window,
91厘米宽的通风口都装了 every vent over 36 inches.
这是你的安全钥匙 This is your security fob.
适用所有84个相邻州和加拿大 Works in all 48 contiguous states and Canada.
你不知道这能给我多少额外的安全感 You have no idea how much extra comfort this is gonna give me.
事实上 我希望这是 Actually, I was hoping it would be
你安全感的主要来源 your primary source of comfort.
你以为这意味着 You were thinking that this would mean
我会放弃我的枪 I would give up my gun?
我就是这么想的 That's exactly what I was thinking.
安全系统的第一条规则是多多益善 Well, the first rule of security systems is redundancy.
照这说法我们应该买辆坦克放在车库里 By that logic, we should get a tank for the garage.
亚伦 我想要枪的原因并不重要 Aaron, it shouldn't matter why I want a gun --
不管是因为它让我感觉更安全 whether it's because it makes me feel more secure,
还是因为那是我父亲留下的纪念品 or it was a memento of my dad's
或者只是因为射击很有趣 or just because it's fun to shoot.
重要的是我是个成年人 All that matters is I'm a grown-up,
我会负责的 并且我想要 and I'm responsible, and I want it.
你会毁了肖恩 You're ruining Shaun.
也许你让他克服了病人管理的困难 Maybe you got him over the hump of patient management,
但是手术管理呢 but what about surgical management?
主导手术室 Taking charge of the O.R.,
保持沟通渠道畅通 人人合作 keeping lines of communication open, everyone cooperating.
你正在把他推入深渊 You're throwing him into the deep end,
这对他不公平 and that's unfair to him.
除非你打算当救生员 Unless you plan to scrub in as a lifeguard.
他没事的 He'll be fine.
你亲自挑选了他的手术团队 You handpicked his surgical team?
你会毁了他 You're ruining him.
测试证明他的心律失常 The tests prove his arrhythmia is associated
与过量摄入酒精有关 with excessive ethanol consumption.
但是没有永久性的损伤 But there's no permanent damage
只要不再饮酒 and his rhythm will return to normal
他的心率就能恢复正常 in the absence of any further drinking.
我们十五岁相识 We met when we were 15.
我是首席单簧管演奏家 他是副首席 I was first clarinet, he was second.
他父母搭乘的飞机失事时 We were at a band festival in Anaheim when he found out
我们正在安纳海姆参加乐队音乐节 his parents died in a plane crash.
我们一起伤心 然后相爱了 We grieved together and fell in love.
那时起他开始喝酒 Then he started drinking.
直到我威胁说我要走 他才终于醒了 It wasn't until I threatened to leave that he finally woke up.
他收到两年康复筹码的那天 The day he received his two-year recovery chip
就是我们结婚的日子 was the day we got married.
那天他面对我 The day he vowed to me,
面对满教堂的亲朋好友发誓 and a church full of our family and friends,
他再也不会喝酒了 that he would never drink again.
我们的婚姻建立在他不喝酒的前提上 Our marriage is built on his sobriety.
我相信他 I believe him.
蒂尔 Teal,
我们测量了三次酒精浓度 we ran the BAC three times,
结果是一致的 and the results were consistent.
我信任我的丈夫 I believe in my husband.
没办法 I have to.
他的血压在下降 His BP is dropping.
体温正常 Temp is normal.
检查休克的原因 Check for causes of shock.
上消化道出血 立刻检查红细胞压积和输血 Upper GI bleed -- need stat hematocrits and transfuse blood.
手术是最容易的部分 Surgery's the easy-peasy part.
是你想要的 好好享受 You wanted this, enjoy it.
我做不到 I can't.
如果我分心 如果我心烦意乱 If I get distracted, if I get upset --
如果你有 安德鲁斯是你的后盾 If you do, Andrews has your back.
如果必须由安德鲁斯医生接手 那我就失败了 If Dr. Andrews has to take over, then I have failed.
我失败了 我威胁到了病人的生命 I have failed, and I have endangered a patient's life,
如果我不擅长那容易的部分 and if I'm no good at the easy-peasy part,
那我擅长做什么 then what part am I good at?
当我们变得抓狂时 我们怎么做 What do we do when we get all nutty like this?
吹灭蜡烛 Blow out the candles.
你需要多少个 How many do you need?
三个 Three.
我刚才在找你 Hey. I was looking for you.
大日子 对吧 Big day, huh?
你紧张吗 How are your nerves holding up?
我不紧张 I'm not nervous.
你当然紧张 所有人都紧张 Of course you're nervous. Everybody's nervous.
只是说明你在意 It just means that you care.
紧张说明我感觉无法胜任并且准备不足 Being nervous means I feel inadequate and unprepared,
而即便我都不是 and if I am either of those things,
我是否在意也并不重要 it doesn't matter whether I care or not.
你完全胜任并且你准备得很好 You are more than adequate, and you're very prepared.
你让我想起一位我认识的年轻外科医生 You remind me of a -- a young surgeon I knew once.
他第一次做主刀医生的时候 很激动 The day he got his first lead, he was thrilled,
但他完全一团糟 想要记住所有事 but he was a mess, trying to remember a million things,
想象各种可能发生的状况 imagining a million things that could go wrong.
不过他想起了分娩过程 But then he remembered the birth process,
母亲们需要找到一个关注点 how moms are asked to pick a focal point,
把其他的感觉都过滤掉 let everything filter through that.
所以他选择把关注点放在橙色上 So, he chose the color orange to focus on.
这就是他用来集中注意力的帽子 This is the cap that he focused on,
他戴着这顶帽子成功完成了手术 and he got through it with flying colors.
或许能帮到你 Maybe it'll help.
你为什么会有那位年轻外科医生的帽子 Why do you have the young surgeon's cap?
刚才是含糊其词 I was being coy.
那位年轻外科医生就是我 The young surgeon was me.
你好 Konnichiwa.
这是日语的你好 That's Japanese for hello.
你好 我42分钟后有手术 Konnichiwa. I have surgery in 42 minutes.
所以我来祝你好运 Which is why I'm here, to wish you luck.
我不需要运气 I don't need luck.
每个人都需要运气 Everyone needs luck.
这是个幸运吻 That was a good luck kiss.
一个吻怎么能给你 How can a kiss give you --
这也是 So was that.
我觉得有点幸运 I am feeling a bit lucky.
你知道莉亚让你告诉我的那件事吗 You know the thing that Lea told you to tell me?
知道 Yes.
那其实是个很好的建议 That was actually great advice.
我们要告诉对方我们真正喜欢什么 It's important that we tell each other
不喜欢什么这很重要 exactly what we like and what we don't.
我还不喜欢腌黄瓜 警报声 羊毛 I also don't like pickles, sirens, anything wool--
我想的更多的是在感情方面 I was thinking more in the romantic area.
而现在 我们不会再触碰嘴唇了 And right now, we are not going to touch lips anymore.
因为我想让你碰别的地方 Because there's something else I want you to touch.
你感觉如何 So, what do you think?
你没有任何肿块 You don't have any lumps.
双赢 Win-win.
病理和影像结果排除了克罗恩病 Lab and imaging tests rule out Crohn's,
肠胃炎 艰难梭菌结肠炎 gastroenteritis, C-diff colitis,
甚至是幽门螺杆菌 and even H pylori.
就剩下溃疡了 Leaving bleeding ulcers.
由酗酒引起的 Caused by alcohol abuse.
他需要上质子泵抑制剂 He needs to be on a proton pump inhibitor
和奥曲肽来避免更多的血液流失 and octreotide to prevent any further blood loss.
不 No.
他爱你 He loves you.
这也是为什么他没有说实话 That's why he hasn't been honest.
不代表这是对的 但这跟 Doesn't make it right, but it's that same love
让你们同甘共苦的爱一样 that kept you together through everything.
这也能带你度过这次难关 And it'll get you through this, too.
他说的是实话 He's telling the truth.
我们会再做一些测试 We'll run more tests.
你对你丈夫的信任令人折服 Your faith in your husband is impressive.
但这可能反而会害了他 But it may have just killed him.
BGM: I Fear the Nite by Dan Romer, Saul Simon MacWilliams
请给我十号刀 Ten blade, please.
找到食管病变的末端 Located lower end of esophageal lesion.
直线切割吻合器 Linear cutting stapler.
从腹部切除食道 Resecting the esophagus from the stomach...
我现在开始处理病变的上端 I'm now at the upper end of the lesion.
血管夹 Hemoclips.
莫菲医生 Dr. Murphy?
不 No.
不 No...
怎么了 What's the matter?
不不不 No, no, no...
肖恩 你看到什么了 Shaun, what are you seeing?
不行 不行 Can't -- can't do this!
什么 什么不行 What -- what can't you do?
-不 -别 不要 - No! - Don't -- No.
不不不 No! No! No! No!
-莫菲医生 -不 - Dr. Murphy! - No!!
莫菲医生 Dr. Murphy!!
快去 Go, go!
呼叫利姆医生 让她保持稳定 Page Dr. Lim. Keep her stable.
食道切除术 主刀医生 肖恩·莫菲医生
不不不 No. No. No.
尤 Yur...
不 No.
不 尤 No. Yur...
怎么了 What happened?
-不不不 -他崩溃了 - No, no, no. - He lost it,
在术中跑出来了 walked out mid-procedure.
尤里 尤 Yuri...Yu--
-尤里空肠再建术 -肖恩 - Yuri kucho saiken. - Shaun?
尤 尤里 尤 Yur-- Yuri -- Yur...
好了 朴 你来继续手术 Okay, Park, take over the surgery.
不行 No!
朴医生 Dr. Park.
尤... Y--
-不 -他明显做不了了 - No. - He obviously can't.
我不觉得他失控了 I don't think he lost it.
那个手术室是由他完全负责的 He was in complete charge of that room.
我不认为这是崩溃 I don't think this is a meltdown.
他说他不行了 He said he can't do it.
他说的是「不行」也许是说我们不能那样做 He said, "Can't do it." Maybe he meant we can't do it.
我认为他看到了什么 I think he's seeing something...
现在病患还躺在手术台上 We have a patient open on the table.
肖恩 你得告诉我们你看到了什么 Shaun, you have to tell us what you're seeing.
没关系的 肖恩 It's okay, Shaun.
呼吸 Breathe.
就这样 现在慢慢来 That's it. Now slowly.
你想到了什么 What are you thinking?
在我... When...
好了 在我检查肠道上端的时候 Okay. When I examined the upper portion...
在我检查肠道上端时 When I examined the upper portion,
发现有一个比我们预期 there was a much larger area
更大的无肿瘤的食道区域... of tumor-free esophagus than anticipated...
对 但不能完全够到胃部 That's correct, but not nearly enough to reach the stomach.
但有足够的空间接受空肠游离皮瓣 But there is enough to accept a jejunum free flap,
利用小肠的一部分 using a portion of the small intestine
来替换切除的食道 to replace the resected esophagus.
我们不做空肠游离皮瓣 We don't do jejunum free flaps.
在日本有成功过 They do in Japan.
我一直在研究他们的技术 I've been studying their technique --
尤里空肠再建术 Yuri kucho saiken.
他们取得了巨大的成功 They have had great success.
这意味着贝丝可以不需要喂食管 It would mean Beth wouldn't need a feeding tube.
但是... But...
这个手术非常复杂 it is v-very complex.
由你主刀对你来说就太复杂了 It's too complex for you to lead.
你会错失这台手术的 So you'll lose your case.
对 Yes...
我之前从没做过这样的换位移植 I haven't done a transposition graft like that before.
你能在旁边给我们指导吗 Think you can walk us through it?
可以 Yes.
我去擦洗准备 I'll scrub in.
胃部没问题 Stomach is perfect.
检查十二指肠 Check the duodenum.
让蒂尔接受治疗的唯一办法就是 The only way Teal will accept the treatment
我们让她无法否定 is if we give her no room for denial.
你真的相信你说的那话吗 Did you really believe what you said?
他们的爱足以让他们渡过难关 That their love is enough to get them through this?
这种胡说乱讲 什么相信爱就足够了 Such BS, the belief that love is enough.
更糟糕的是 这其实是缺乏爱的必然结果 Even worse, it's corollary that a lack of love
这才是真正的问题 is the real problem.
要是他们的生活中有一个人 If only they had someone in their life
对他们有足够多的信心 给他们足够多的爱 who had enough faith in them, had enough love for them,
他们本可以挺过去的 they could've pulled through.
这样不对 还很卑鄙 It's wrong and it's mean.
那是什么东西 What's that?
冲洗那个区域 Flush the area.
这就是出血点了 There's our bleed.
但不是溃疡引起的... But it's not coming from an ulcer...
是肿瘤 It's coming from a tumor.
它阻塞了他的消化道 It's obstructing his digestive tract.
我来喊梅伦德斯准备手术室 I'm paging Melendez to the O.R.
-好了 -实际上 我还要一杯双倍的 - Okay. - Actually, I'm --I'm gonna need an extra shot.
今天不顺心吗 Rough day?
得在急救室帮一个八岁的小男孩 Had to help out in the E.R. with an eight-year-old boy
他不小心被姐姐的枪打中 who was accidentally shot by his sister.
他能活下来 但会伴随脑损伤 He'll survive, but with brain damage.
太可怕了 That's horrible.
对 真可怕 Yes, it is.
还真是很巧合 And quite coincidental.
就像其他许多的巧合一样 Like so many other coincidences.
你知道这个国家每天有多少孩子被枪杀吗 You know how many kids are shot every day in this country?
十九 19.
你知道 拥有枪械被枪杀的可能性 You know you're three times more likely to be shot
比没有的可能性要高三倍 if you have access - to guns than if you don't?
还有一个情况 四分之一的女性 Here's another fact -- one in four women are victims
是她们亲密伴侣暴力行为的受害者 of violence at the hands of their intimate partner.
不 不 我不是怕你 No, no, no. I'm not afraid of you.
这都与你无关 This isn't about you.
发生什么事了吗 Did something happen?
如果发生了什么 我想知道 'Cause if it did, I want to know about it.
你觉得一定是发生了什么可怕的事 You figure something horrible must have happened to drive me
才让我做出这个非理性的 趋于恐惧的选择吗 to such an irrational, fear-driven choice?
抱歉 你好 I'm sorry. Hi.
摘取的空肠末端与 The ends of the harvested jejunum have been matched
附着位置的口径大小吻合 for caliber size for the attachment sites.
你应该开始在颈部切口准备近端附着了 You should begin proximal attachment at the neck incision,
在食管和血管的微脉管接合处 using layer-to-layer technique on the esophagus
使用分层技术 and microvascular anastomosis of the vessels.
你想知道塞姆勒医生什么时候 You wanted to know when Dr. Semler
去三号手术室 was heading to O.R. #3.
朴医生 刷手出去找塞姆勒医生吧 Dr. Park, scrub out and join Semler.
如果可以 我更想留在这 I-if it's all right, I'd rather stay here.
有别的地方更需要你 You're needed where you're needed.
肿瘤切除了 Tumor is free.
装袋 加标签 转移 Bag it, tag it, and get it to path.
你闻到了吗 Do you smell that?
跟个酿酒厂似的 Smells like a distillery.
我们知道 But we know he couldn't have touched a drop
他至少有24小时滴酒未沾 for at least 24 hours.
最后缝合由你来 Final stitch is yours.
虽然事小 但意义深远 It's completely symbolic, but symbols can be powerful.
简单 Easy-peasy.
你得到是自动酿酒综合征 You had something called Auto-Brewery Syndrome.
肿瘤阻隔了你的肠道 The tumor we found was blocking your intestinal tract.
碳水化合物无法被消化 So carbs weren't being digested,
经过堆积和发酵 they were being trapped and fermented.
你的胃自发地在酿酒 Your stomach was actually creating its own alcohol.
你虽然醉了 但不是喝醉的 You were drunk, but not from drinking.
切除了这个良性的肿瘤 With the removal of the tumor -- which was benign --
你已经没事了 you're all good.
也不会出现心律不齐了 And the arrhythmia's gone, too.
我从没怀疑过你 I never doubted you.
是她对你的信念救了你 Her faith in you saved your life.
谢谢你 Thank you.
利姆赶我出去的时候我很生气 I was so pissed when Lim kicked me out --
直到我发现塞姆勒那有台阑尾切除术在等我 until I found Semler had an appendectomy waiting for me.
我终于完成第一次主刀了 Got my first lead after all.
我为你高兴 真心的 I'm happy for you. Really.
我也为自己高兴 I'm happy for me, too.
受之无愧 You earned it.
你马上也会有机会 肖恩 And you'll get your chance again soon, Shaun.
就这样了吗 合家欢吗 So that's it? All's well that ends well?
你的外科医生退出了自己负责的病例 Your surgeon walked out on his case.
这就是你的重点吗 他失败了 That's your takeaway? That he failed?
主厨能享用美食了 A chef can eat.
作为诊断医生 Well, as a diagnostician,
他做得很出色 但作为外科医生 he did something wonderful, but as a surgeon?
他失败了 Yes, he failed.
我们并不孤身奋战 马库斯 We don't work alone, Marcus.
每一次的成功 Every time we have a good outcome,
都源于每个人的一份力 it's because everyone in the room did something right.
肖恩的点子 朴将其深化 Shaun came up with the idea, Park got it out of him,
我批准了手术 而你 I approved the surgery, and you?
肖恩能在这工作的唯一原因 The only reason Shaun is working here
就是你相信他 is because you believed in him.
团队合作 Yay, team.
你们还在为枪吵架吗 Are you still having a gun fight?
结婚第二天我们感情就出现僵局了 Second day of my marriage and we are at an impasse.
我试了讲道理 也试了打感情牌 Tried the logical approach, I tried the emotional approach,
都没用 no compromise.
只剩下最后通牒了 那样就太糟糕了 Only thing left is the nuclear option, which really sucks.
一想到有把枪在我屋里就不舒服 The thought of having a gun in my house makes me sick...
黛比有让你碰她的胸吗 Has Debbie let you touch her breast?
什么 What?
黛比有让你碰她的胸吗 Has Debbie let you touch her breast?
有 Yeah.
那你就没什么可担心的了 Then you shouldn't worry about anything else.
我错了 I was wrong...
这次是我错了 this time.
但大部分情况下我都是正确的 But 99.9% of cases, I would be right.
如果一个人行为像瘾君子 撒谎也像瘾君子 If -- if someone acts like an addict, lies like an addict,
闻起来也像瘾君子 那他们就是瘾君子 smells like an addict, then they are an addict.
只是因为我们碰巧遇到 And just because we stumbled across
一个无厘头的特例 the one ridiculously fluky exception,
不代表就会改变我先前的态度 that isn't going to change my attitude moving forward.
我尊敬你 克莱尔 I respect you, Claire.
你甚至可以理解成我喜欢你 Might even go as far as to say I like you.
我知道你现在很生气 And I know you're angry right now.
对你妈妈 At your mother.
对这个世界 The world.
对你自己 Yourself.
最终 这些都会过去 Eventually, that'll go away.
起码 一部分会过去 Or...at least some of it will.
但在那之前 放弃那些特例 But until then, giving up on that 0.1%
也代表着放弃别的东西 means giving up on something else.
希望 Hope.
希望 Hope...
害死了我妈妈 killed my mother.
我们得谈谈 We need to talk.
房间里那个八百磅的枪 About the 800-pound gun in the room.
我在练习妥协技巧 I'm working on my compromise skills.
好的 Okay.
看来你的第一场主刀很顺利 Looks like your first lead surgery went well.
我没有主刀 I didn't have a first lead surgery.
是的 很顺利 Yes. It went very well.
我能摸摸你另一个胸吗 Can I check your other breast?