给莉亚
我给你买了个甜甜圈 I got you a doughnut.
看到了 Apparently.
你今天要做什么 What are you doing today?
我在世界上最不喜欢的事 My least favorite thing in the world.
找一间公寓 Looking for an apartment?
对 为了我们两个都好 Yeah, I'll be out of here in 48 hours,
我会在48小时内搬走 for both of our sakes.
那你的旧公寓呢 What about your old apartment?
尼被逮捕了 Kenny got arrested,
我想他不会再租了 so I don't think he needs it anymore.
我认为跟你做邻居不是个好主意 I don't think being neighbors is such a great idea.
我们吵架了 We had a fight.
我买了个甜甜圈给你 I bought you a doughnut.
一个甜甜圈不能掩盖我们 A really big fight about some really big issues
为了重要的事情大吵了一架 that aren't gonna go away because you got me a doughnut.
记得我办的那场亚瑟小子主题派对吗 Remember that Usher-themed party I had?
我记得我满屋子地寻找「泰诺」 I remember searching the entire house for a TYLENOL.
现在才道歉已经太迟了吧 Is it too late to apologize for that?
不 永远不 No. Never.
我想你 爸爸 I miss you, Daddy.
你在跟谁说话 Who are you talking to?
我在跟 I'm talking to...
跟椅子说话 To the chair?
如果你不能自己入眠 If you can't fall asleep on your own,
你可以吃点你一直在要的安比恩 you can have that Ambien you've been asking for.
你睡了就看不到我了 You sleep, I go away.
我不需要安比恩 I don't need an Ambien.
好吧 Okay.
格拉斯曼医生 我会一直盯着你的 I'll be keeping an eye on you, Dr. Glassman.
你是想跳过栅栏吗 麦克 Trying to hop a fence, Mac?
我想回家 I wanna go home.
会的 甜心 我们治好你就回 We will, sweetie, as soon as we fix you up.
麦克有脆性X染色体综合征 Mac has Fragile X Syndrome.
一个以智力障碍 行为问题和多动 A genetic disorder characterized by intellectual disability,
为特征的遗传疾病 behavioral issues, and hyperactivity.
好消息是尖木桩没伤害到任何 The good news is that the picket hasn't compromised
重要器官 主神经或是动脉 any vital organs, major nerves, or arteries.
坏消息他的肩膀里到处都是木桩碎片 The bad news is that it splintered inside his shoulder.
麦克 让我们把棍子取出来吧 Oh, let's get this stick out of you, Mac.
-会痛吗 -一点也不 - Will it hurt? - Not a bit.
你全程都会是睡着的 You're gonna sleep through the whole thing.
说不定这次很好呢 对吧肖恩 Third time's the charm, right, Shaun?
她叫小西 Her name's Bill...
「西比尔」的简称 short for "Sybil."
她喜欢美好又简洁的事物 She likes things nice and simple.
怀疑有内出血 跟骨骨折 Possible internal bleeding, heel bone calcaneus fractures,
胫骨远端骨折以及颈椎骨折 tibial pilon fractures, and cervical fractures.
她的名字是凯蒂·权 Her name's Kitty Kwon.
凯蒂 你知道你在哪吗 Hey, Kitty. You know where you are?
很悲惨 我知道 Unfortunately, yeah.
我离峰顶还有46米左右 I was 150 feet from the summit.
我原本会是第一个单人徒手攀岩的女性 Would've been the first female free solo.
单人徒手 Free solo?
不用绳索攀岩 Climbing without ropes.
良 医
第二季 第四集
收拾好这些出血点 冲洗伤口 Let's tidy up these bleeders, irrigate the wound,
然后将他缝合 and close him up.
你是怎么找到新朋友的 How do you find a new friend?
莉亚非常生我的气 Lea is very mad at me.
不管你对她做了什么 道歉 Well, whatever you did to her, apologize.
我做了 我说「我很抱歉」 I did. I said, "I'm sorry."
你要做的应该不止那样 It may take even more than that.
正式表达歉意 隆重些 Make a statement. Go big.
道歉就是道歉 An apology's an apology.
如果她不接受 那就放弃 If she doesn't accept it, just walk away.
男人的各种反应展示地淋漓尽致 And there we have the entire spectrum of male response...
忽悠她们或是甩了她们 dazzle them or dump them.
莫菲医生 待她好些就好了 Just be nice to her, Dr. Murphy.
我不喜欢你这个样子 I don't like you looking like this.
我喜欢你穿西装 I want you in a suit
系着我最出名的某条领带 with one of my famous ties.
我得到的领带比我的生日都多 I had more ties than birthdays.
那是怎么回事 How did that happen?
-你知道什么很好笑吗 -什么 - You know what's funny? - What?
我只有关于你的美好记忆 I only have great memories of you.
其他的到哪去了 What about all those other memories?
为什么我不记得那些 Why can't I remember them?
美好的回忆就像一首好歌 Good memories are like a beautiful song.
你不想要它们停下来 You don't want them to ever end.
我觉得我们不该一直聊这些 I don't think that's all we should talk about.
你看起来真的很想睡 You're looking awfully sleepy.
我们的时间不多了 该进入正题了 Our clock is ticking. We need to get to the good stuff.
你知道的 爸爸 我出现的真正原因 You know, Dad, the real reason I'm here.
手术很成功 The surgery went very well.
每片木桩碎片都取出来了 麦克恢复得很好 We got every bit of picket, and Mac is recovering nicely.
-谢谢你 -他应该今天就能回家了 - Oh, thank you. - He should be able to go home today.
妮可 这是好消息啊 This is all good news, Nicole.
我知道 我知道 我 我只是 I know. I know. I was -- I was just...
希望能过一个没有他的夜晚 I was hoping to have one night without him.
凯瑟琳 Katherine!
-妈妈 爸爸 -感谢上帝你还活着 - Mom. Dad. - Thank God you're alive.
谢谢你 Thank you.
不幸地是 Unfortunately,
我们还有一个严重的问题要解决 there's still a serious issue we have to deal with.
凯蒂有颈椎骨折 Kitty has cervical fractures.
她的脖子断了 She broke her neck.
幸运地是可以用脊椎融合手术来修复 Luckily, we can repair it by fusing her spine.
你活动范围将会受限 Your range of motion will be restricted,
但当你痊愈时 but when everything else heals,
你可以在三个月内开始行走 you should be walking within three months.
我可以再次攀岩吗 Will I be able to climb again?
没办法到那个程度 尤其是单人徒手攀岩 Not at that level, and certainly not free solo.
他们就应该把我留在山上让我等死 They should've just left me on that mountain to die.
那我想你会偏向第二个方案 Then I think you'll prefer the second option...
齿状突螺钉手术 The Odontoid Screw Procedure.
那就不必动脊椎融合术 It doesn't involve vertebral fusion
你的活动范围不会受到影响 and could maintain your full range of motion.
真的 我选这个 Seriously? Sign me up!
脊椎融合术是我们一般推荐的方案 The spinal fusion surgery is generally preferred
因为它的痊愈率是最高的 because it has higher healing rates
术后长期效果也更好 and more favorable long-term results.
但螺钉手术的创伤更小 But the screw procedure's less invasive,
所以附带伤害也会减小 so there's reduced collateral injury
不会造成终身影响 and no permanent damage.
她能够再次攀岩吗 Would she be able to climb again?
单人徒手攀岩 其他的呢 Free solo? Everything?
最终都可以的 Eventually, yes.
我现在能同意吗 Can I say yes now?
我同意 Yes!
不 No.
如果你给她做这台手术 你就是害她 If you give her this operation, you'll be killing her.
你可以得到帮助 You can get help.
你是说个别化教育 语言障碍矫正 You mean IEPs, speech therapy,
还是行为矫正 or a behavioral mod?
你有没有考虑康复中心 团体之家 Have you considered a residential facility, a group home?
把他送走 给陌生人吗 Give him away? To strangers?
给可以帮助他的专家们 To professionals who can help him.
他被他的父亲抛弃 He was abandoned by his father.
我是他的所有了 I'm all that he has left.
他曾是个多么可爱的宝宝 God, he was such a beautiful baby.
他曾经很正常 行走 说话 And he was perfectly normal, walking, talking...
但当他到了两岁 but just after he turned two,
我们发现有些不对劲 we noticed a change.
他开始不会说话了 仿佛变回小时候 He started to lose his words. He was going backwards.
当我们拿到检查结果 When we got the test results,
我们对他的所有期望 everything we'd hoped for our perfect, little boy was...
都没了 was gone.
等他到了九岁 我的丈夫受不了他 By the time he was nine, he was too much for my husband.
就在他发育期之前 And that was before his growth spurt
在他的情绪波动变得 and before his mood swings became...
我不想放弃他 我只是 I don't want to give him up. I... I just...
我只是想清静一个晚上 I just wanted a break for one lousy night.
没有人会因此责怪你 妮可 Nobody blames you for that, Nicole.
你不用把你的儿子送到任何地方 And you don't have to send your son anywhere.
我知道这对麦克这样的孩子是很大的打击 I'm sure that'd be devastating for a kid like Mac.
我从不去教堂 真的 I don't go to church, I swear,
我还和陌生男人做爱 and I have sex with strange men.
你的房间在左边 Your room's on the left.
是的 Yes, it would.
但他会适应的 Then he'd get used to it.
最开始是胳膊骨折和脑震荡 It started with a broken arm and a concussion.
其次出现了股骨破碎和脾脏破裂 The next time, it was a shattered femur and a ruptured spleen,
接着是骨盆断裂 then a broken pelvis,
再来是头骨骨折 then a skull fracture
让她昏迷了三天 that put her into a coma for three days.
她需要这些疯狂的刺激 She needs this crazy...fix.
我并不是沉迷刺激的人 I'm not an adrenaline junkie!
当我攀岩时 刺激是我的敌人 Okay, when I climb, adrenaline is the enemy.
我需要冷静放松和专注 不然就这样了 I need to be calm, relaxed, and focused, or this happens.
你们一直希望我相信只要想就能做到 You've always wanted me to believe I can do anything I want.
我每登顶一次 人生的障碍就少了一个 Each time that I summit, every roadblock in my life melts away.
这是我追求的 It's what I live for.
我们只希望你活着 We... we just want you to keep living.
我会的 爸爸 And I will, Dad,
但为所热爱的事而死并不可怕 but I can think of worse things than dying doing what I love.
权先生 权太太 我理解你们的心情 Mr. and Mrs. Kwon, I understand how you're feeling,
但你们的女儿已经十八岁了 but your daughter's 18.
这是她的决定 It's her decision.
谢谢你 雷兹尼克医生 Thank you, Dr. Reznick.
我愿意进行这项手术 I'd like to proceed with your surgery.
记得你告诉我在你长大时 Remember you telling me when you grew up,
你想成为一名护士 「男护士」 you wanted to be a nurse... A "Male nurse"?
-你在转移话题 -没错 - You're deflecting. - Yes, I am.
我在转移话题 我在转移话题 I'm deflecting. I am...deflecting.
这有什么意义 曼蒂 What is the point, Maddie?
直接了当吧 爸爸 你到底想说什么 Let's get to this, Daddy. What do you say?
-你在跟谁讲话 -肖恩 你在干嘛 - Who are you talking to? - Shaun, what are you doing?
别鬼鬼祟祟靠近我 You don't sneak up on me like that.
你可能产生了精神错乱 You may be experiencing delirium
可能包括视觉和或听觉上的错觉 with possible auditory and/or visual hallucinations.
-我很好 -这可能是严重的术后症状 - I'm fine. - It may be a symptom of severe post-operative...
肖恩 肖恩 我很好 Shaun, Shaun, I'm fine.
我只是 我真的 很累 I'm just... I'm really... I'm just really tired.
我 I'm...
我只是在回忆 I'm remembering.
对你的好朋友撒谎 Lying to your little buddy.
经典情景喜剧
我以为你俩像《盖里甘的岛》电影里那样要好 I thought you two were Gilligan's Island- tight.
我只是在回忆 I'm just remembering.
好吧 Okay.
莉亚说我是个十足的混蛋和蠢货 Lea said I was a total jerk and a jackass,
尽管我只是告诉她实话 even though all I did was tell her the truth,
我没做错什么 and then I did everything right,
但她又生我的气了 but she still got mad at me again.
我以为这是曼蒂的时间 I thought this was Maddie time.
我寻求意见 I asked for advice,
朴医生叫我隆重道歉 and Dr. Park told me to go big
梅伦德斯医生叫我走远点 and Dr. Melendez told me to walk away
JL 那个麻醉师 and JL the anesthesiologist,
她叫我有礼貌 但我不知道 she told me to be nice, but I don't know which...
肖恩 肖恩 肖恩 我 Shaun, Shaun, Shaun, I just... I'm not
我现在不适合给建议 好吗 in the best wisdom mode at the moment. Okay?
我会告诉杜莱医生你可能有精神紊乱 I'll tell Dr. Dulay you may be experiencing psychosis.
我没有精神紊乱 肖恩 I'm not psychotic, Shaun.
不用麻烦她 There's no need to bother her.
这才不会麻烦她 这是她的职责 It won't bother her. It's her job.
-肖恩停下 -他不会听你的 爸爸 - Shaun, stop! - He won't listen to you, Daddy.
-他从不听你的 -曼蒂 拜托 - He never does! - Maddie, please! Will you please!
我出现了幻觉 I'm having a vision.
只是幻觉 Just a vision.
也许是药物影响 我不知道 Maybe it's the drugs. I don't know.
你在和曼蒂说话 You're talking to Maddie.
肖恩 能不把这事告诉别人吗 Shaun, can you keep this between us?
好吗 暂时别说 Please? Just for a little while.
好的 Okay.
我们都知道他守不住秘密 We both know he can't keep a secret worth a damn.
我们直接了当点 We'd better get to it.
我不想谈这件事 I don't want to get to it.
我想想聊聊其他的 I want to talk about the rest of it.
我想聊聊 I want to talk about the...the...
亚瑟小子主题派对和领带 the Usher parties and the ties.
为什么不能谈谈你的田径运动会 Why can't we talk about your track meets?
因为我们已经聊过了 爸爸 Because we're past that, Daddy.
我们要谈的是为什么你在和鬼魂聊天 We need to talk about why you're talking to a ghost,
我并不是真的坐在这里 握着你的手 why I'm not sitting here for real, holding my father's hand.
美梦 快来吧 美梦 Good dreams, please. Good dreams.
你想要做美梦吗 You want good dreams?
来吧 把药吃了 Go ahead. Take your pill.
你迟早要吃药的 爸爸 你知道的 This has got to happen, Daddy. You know it.
如果他们是对的 我们做她想要的手术 What if they're right? What if we are, in effect,
但实际上是杀了他们的女儿呢 killing their daughter by giving her the surgery she wants?
这不是医生应该考虑的问题 These are not issues doctors should think about.
这只是我们自欺欺人 That's what we tell ourselves
让我们工作起来更心安理得 不用担心 because it makes it easier for us to just do our job
我们是在救人还是在害人 and not worry about whether we're helping or hurting.
世事无常 也许她下次攀岩时 For all we know, on her next climb,
就会遇到她的灵魂伴侣 she may meet her soul mate.
或者 反过来说 If, on the other hand,
你我都不是上帝 you're not God and, like the rest of us,
不知道她将来会遇到什么 you have no idea what will happen to her,
那么你应该学会放下 then you should back off.
专注于医学问题 Focus on the medical issues,
因为只要凯蒂是有判断力的成人 because as long as Kitty's a competent adult,
你担心的就毫无意义 it's all moot.
这就是那套两居室 This is the two-bedroom.
那套单间一小时之前已经租出去了 The one-bedroom went about an hour ago.
不 我想要那套单间的 Oh, no. I wanted the one.
抱歉 但这套客厅更大 风景也更美 Sorry. This has a much bigger living room and a much better view.
价格也更高 And a much bigger price.
没想到这还有个壁炉 Oh, I didn't know it had a fireplace!
见鬼 薇洛 我爱这套房子 Damn it, Willow, I just fell in love with this place,
但是我定租不起 现实好残酷 which is just cruel, since I definitely can't afford it.
你也爱得太快了 You fall in love very quickly.
肖恩 Shaun?
我找到了一套更便宜 I found a cheaper apartment
但和这里条件差不多的房子 with comparable amenities.
地址我已经抄下来了 I wrote down the address.
你在这里干什么 What are you doing here?
你说你讨厌找房子 You said you hated apartment hunting,
所以我决定帮你 so I decided to help you.
为了向你示好 That's being nice.
跟早上的甜甜圈一样 And don't forget about the doughnut.
这不是在示好 这让我觉得毛骨悚然 That isn't being nice. It's being creepy.
-你跟踪我了吗 -没 - Did you follow me here? - No.
我今天早上看到 I saw the rental address
你在平板电脑上标记了租房地址 highlighted on your tablet this morning.
这也让我觉得毛骨悚然 That is creepy, too.
我没有叫你帮忙 肖恩 You know, I didn't ask for your help, Shaun.
我不需要 也不想要你帮我 I do not need your help, and I don't want your help.
凯瑟琳 如果你不重新考虑这个手术 Katherine, if you won't reconsider this surgery...
-我不 -那我们只有考虑别的选择了 - I won't... - then we have to consider other options.
如果我们说有精神障碍 The decision is yours,
那你就无做决定了 unless we have you declared mentally incompetent.
你是要说我疯了吗 You're saying that I might be crazy?
你曾到维也纳参加我的十六岁生日聚会 You were in Vienna for my Sweet 16.
我去那做主旨演讲 I was the keynote speaker.
但生日卡片却是你秘书写的 And that birthday card signed by your secretary.
你到底要说什么 曼蒂 What's the point, Maddie?
什么委员会 理事会 董事会 All the committees and councils and boards,
每个晚上 周末 假期 evenings, weekends, holidays...
-我都在疯狂工作 -那只是个借口 - I was working my ass off. - That's just an excuse.
你一直在躲着我 You were avoiding me.
是我在躲着你吗 Oh, I was avoiding you?
我在家的时候 你根本不理我 When I was home, you paid no attention to me
也不听我说话 or anything I had to say.
我听说你出现了精神错乱 I heard you've been experiencing some delirium...
可能还产生了幻觉 ...possibly hallucinations.
肖恩 Shaun.
我把这个秘密 I kept our secret
保守了三十分钟 for 30 minutes.
他背叛了你 他不是朋友 He betrayed you. He's not a friend.
这可能是缺觉引起的 It could just be ICU psychosis
重症监护室精神错乱 但你知道 brought on by lack of sleep, but, as you know,
或也许知道 如果不是精神错乱 or would know, if you weren't psychotic,
情况会更糟 it could be a lot worse.
有可能是手术并发症的前兆 It could be an indicator of surgical complications,
比如感染或脑缺血 like infection or cerebral ischemia.
我不是精神错乱 我只是累了 I'm not psychotic. I'm just tired.
天啊 Oh, my God.
不吃药我就只有把你弄晕了 Either take the pill or I'm gonna knock you out.
好吧 晚安 All right. Nighty-night.
真好啊 How sweet.
你是冒死也要让咱俩把话说完 You're willing to risk your life to finish our little story.
这太荒谬了 This is ridiculous!
为什么这么说 凯蒂 Why do you say that, Kitty?
他们就是一对蛮横无理的控制狂父母 This is about two overbearing parents who just can't let go.
她想要自杀 She wants to kill herself.
我是从山上摔下来的 不是自己跳的 I fell off that mountain. I didn't jump.
你说你只要能继续攀岩 You said you'd be happy to die
死也愿意 as long as you were climbing.
妈妈 我的意思是 人生中总有风险 Mom, what I meant is, people take risks all the time,
有的风险甚至会缩短寿命 risks that reduce their lifespan,
比如开车或是抽烟 every time they get into a car or they smoke a cigarette.
我们同样面临风险 We're all doing the same thing,
为什么不计算一下机率 祈祷创造奇迹 just calculating our chances and hoping we defy the odds.
那你之前吃安眠药是怎么回事 What about when you took the sleeping pills?
那是四年前 我在推特上被甩了 It was four years ago, after I'd been dumped on Twitter.
但是我一吃下去就打电话给爸妈了 And I'd called my parents as soon as I had done it.
那根本算不上是自杀 It was hardly a suicide attempt.
你在急诊室抢救了一个晚上 You spent the night in the ER.
他们说你差点死了 They said you nearly died.
我真是个白痴 Ugh. I'm such an idiot.
我以为窗户是开着的 I... I... I thought the window was open.
玻璃擦得太干净倒害了我自己 That's what I get for keeping them so clean.
她可能伤到了神经 血管和韧带 Possible nerve, vessel, and ligament injury,
还流了很多血 and she's lost a lot of blood.
立即送她进手术室 Let's get her into an OR now.
妈妈 别走 Mom! No!
我会陪着他 I'll stay with him.
我会没事的 亲爱的 It's gonna be okay, sweetie.
你可以问迪泽尔 Ask Deezer.
妈妈 你去哪 Mom, where are you going?
不 No!
注射两毫克劳拉西泮 2 milligrams lorazepam.
再来点冰 And some ice.
圣何塞圣文德医院
凯蒂认为她父母想让她做的手术 Kitty believes the surgery her parents want
会让她残疾 will make her an invalid.
不是这样的 That's not true.
她不可能成为一名顶级运动员 She won't be able to be a top athlete,
只会有轻微损伤 but the impairment will be minor.
她将过着有活力且安全的生活 She'll be able to enjoy an active and safe lifestyle.
轻微损伤最多也就是 That minor impairment could be as much
头部转动能力降低一半 as a 50% restriction of head rotation
还有髋部屈伸度降低 and a reduction in flexion extension.
这是最糟糕的情况 That's worst-case scenario.
这就是终身残疾 It's a permanent disability.
孩子都会做糟糕的决定 All kids make bad choices.
凯蒂的决定可能是最糟糕的 Kitty's may be worse than most,
但我们真要眼看着一名成年女性残废吗 but are we really gonna hobble an adult woman?
成年 她才十八 Adult? She's 18.
正好法定成年了 It's the definition.
两月前她还只是一个十七岁的可怜娃 And two months ago, she was 17 and a helpless child?
她现在显然不成熟 I mean, she's obviously just as immature
也不理智 and unreasonable as ever.
这跟你妈妈的事有联系 对吧 This is about your mother, isn't it?
如果你之前能控制住她 If you could've controlled her,
你就能避免她和其他人受痛苦 you would've prevented a lot of pain to herself and others.
谢谢你们 我觉得我能做决定了 Thank you. I think I have enough to make my decision.
对不起 I'm sorry
我刚打了你 that I hit you.
当你害怕的时候 When you get scared,
你会想到有什么能帮你的吗 do you think about something that helps you?
迪泽尔 Deezer.
你呢 Do you?
会想到什么呢 Think about something?
学校的着装标准变了吗 School change their dress code?
我不去上学 I'm not going to school.
德克尔老师还在代课 Mr. Decker's still substituting.
我了解肯 I know Ken.
高中就和他约过会 Dated him in high school.
他是个十足的傻瓜 He's a real horse's ass.
倔强的山雀 去换衣服吧 Tough titmouse. Get dressed.
倔强的山雀 Tough titmouse.
你是一位有活力 爱攀岩的年轻女人 I see a vibrant, engaged young woman.
我也看到了你置生命于不顾的随意 But I also see a reckless disregard for your life.
我不确定这点是一种病理状态 And it's not clear to me if that's a pathological state
或者只是你年轻气盛的结果 or simply a product of youth.
不管怎样 But either way,
即使我错了 我也选择保全你的生命 I have to err on the side of the preservation of that life.
不 No.
凯蒂 对不起 I'm sorry, Kitty.
不 No.
老天 Oh, my God.
我做的都不够好 Nothing I ever did was enough.
每次回家 你要么是出去了 When I was home, you were out
要么嗑药了 或者出去嗑药了 or you were high, or both.
你不记得了吗 You don't remember that, do you?
你总有很多时间陪肖恩 You've always found lots of time for Shaun.
闭嘴 肖恩需要特别陪伴 Oh, stop. Shaun has special needs.
-他无亲无故 -我也有需求 - He had no one else. - I had needs.
我也彷徨 也迷茫 我需要父亲 I was lost and confused. I needed my father!
现在告诉我这些 现在 Now? Now you tell me? Now?
你之前本该告诉我 When it... when it mattered,
那样可能就不是这种场面了 when it might've made a... a difference,
可是你每次都把我拒之门外 you... you turned me away every time,
对我喊「你不了解我」 screaming, "You don't know me!"
-你就是不了解我 -我知道 - You don't! - I know.
我知道 I know!
我对你毫无头绪 I have no idea who you are!
根本不知道你到底想要什么 I have no idea what you wanted,
你想从我这获得什么 what you wanted from me!
-我想你陪在我身边 -我就在啊 - I wanted you to be there! - I was there!
显然是不够的 否则 Not enough, obviously. Otherwise...
否则 Otherwise?
否则 Otherwise...
你小时候是个多么快乐的小女孩 You were such a happy little girl.
我们是最好的朋友 We were best friends.
我不明白 I... I don't get it.
发生了什么 What happened?
让你如此不开心 What made you so unhappy?
你是罪魁祸首 You did.
我唯一的错是成长 My only sin was growing up.
当我不再是你围着围裙的小公主时 When I couldn't be your little pinafore princess anymore,
你就不搭理我了 you wanted nothing to do with me.
不是这样的 That's not true.
我过去 现在都一直爱你 I loved you, and I still love you.
我恨你 I hate you.
我是怀着对你的恨死的 And I died hating you.
你认为我会那么轻易放过你吗 Think I'm gonna let you off that easy?
那个晚上 The night.
我们谈谈那个晚上吧 Let's talk about that.
龙舌兰 快 Tequila... Stat.
这下隆重了 I went big.
♪宝贝 邂逅你时 有种莫名的平静♪ ♪ Baby, when I met you there was peace unknown ♪
♪我打算送你一把细齿梳...♪ ♪ I set out to get you with a fine-tooth... ♪
卡拉OK Karaoke?
肖恩 郝尔希镇是我的一切 Hershey meant everything to me, Shaun.
我下了人生最大的赌注回到那里 I took the biggest chance of my life going back there.
但是它 And then it just...
它变样了 then it just went away.
但是我知道我能回来这里 But I knew I could come back here
获得我朋友的支持 to get the support of my friend,
那个与众不同的朋友 who was so different because he was so open
坦率 友好 诚实的朋友 and nice and honest.
但是我从你这里一无所得 But you gave me nothing.
你甚至从未问过我 You... you never even asked me once,
「在郝尔希镇到底发生了什么」 "What happened in Hershey?"
你只是 You just...
只是不关心 you just didn't care.
进行得很顺利 It went very well.
我们已经恢复了你手上所有的知觉 We should've given all of the sensation back in your hand,
但我们还得监测你的肌肉力量和血液灌流 but we do need to monitor your motor strength and perfusion.
好的 Okay.
我们知道是麦克伤害的你 We know Mac caused your injury.
不 我告诉过你 是在窗户边割到的 No, I told you... I... I cut it on a window.
不 麦克从没伤害过人 No, Mac has never hurt anyone.
你们对他做了什么 What were you doing to him?
我们试着帮助他 Trying to help him.
你得给麦克找个合适的地方 You need to find a place for Mac.
这由不得我们决定 That is not our call.
你已经应付不来了 妮可 You're overwhelmed, Nicole.
承认自己没法帮到麦克并不丢人 There's no shame in admitting you need help to get Mac help.
他会恨我的 He'll hate me.
你得搬出去住 You got to move out.
等找到愿意收留你的人 你就得搬走 Soon as they find someone who'll take you.
好了 给我停下 Okay, stop.
不是全因为你 Not everything is about you.
医生说我就要死了 Doctors say I'm dying,
我已经行将就木 救不活了 and there's nothing they can do about it.
倔强的山雀 Tough titmouse.
他不会恨你的 He won't hate you.
他只会感到非常害怕 He'll just be very scared.
你已经战胜了很大的挑战 You have been given an enormous challenge
不是所有人都做得到的 that a lot of people couldn't handle.
我相信你会坚持下去的 I know you'll find the strength to keep going.
我会的 I will.
谢谢你 Thank you.
再过个五年 Five years from now...
我希望你能给我父母带句话 I want you to tell my parents something.
告诉他们我再也不想见到他们 Tell them I never want to see them again.
梅伦德斯医生 我认识一个问题小孩 Dr. Melendez, I know a kid who had a lot of issues,
总是惹麻烦 打架 基本上是和他爸打 got into a lot of trouble, fights, mainly with his dad.
当我见到他爸爸时 我就明白了 And when I met his dad, I understood.
他爸真不是东西 He was a real piece of work.
所以我主动出面 给孩子找了个住处 So, I stepped up, found the kid a place to live,
还帮他找了一份体面的工作 got him a pretty decent job.
但他已经受过太多的伤害 But he was already too...broken.
比起一个善良的警察 He needed a lot more than a friendly cop.
他更需要一个医生 He needed a doctor.
他最后一次打架 是和一个有枪的人 The next guy he got in a fight with had a gun.
妮可信任你 Nicole trusts you.
所以你得同意她放手 And that's why you have to give her permission to let go.
要如何不带个人感情地 How are we supposed to give advice
给别人建议呢 without dragging our baggage into it?
或许建议正是源自个人经历 Maybe our baggage informs our advice,
让我们换个角度思考 gives us perspective,
甚至可以说是智慧 maybe even wisdom.
或许你把感情和经历混为一谈了 Maybe you're confusing baggage with experience.
有什么区别吗 What's the difference?
我要是明白就不会在这儿了 If I knew, I wouldn't be up here.
妈妈出城了 Mom was out of town.
我再也承受不来了 I can't take any more of this.
你无数次逮到我嗑药嗨了 You caught me high for the umpteenth time.
曼蒂 你这是为什么 Maddie, why are you doing this?
那晚我又食言了 The night I'd broke another promise,
你终于决定不再妥协 and you decided to quit the bargaining
不再仅是威胁 而是采取了行动 and the threats and take action.
所以你把我拖出门外 锁了门 So you dragged me outside and locked the door.
我心里祈祷着你会来找我 I prayed you would come and find me.
你怎么就不来找我呢 Why didn't you come and find me?
我以为 I thought that
你会去杰西卡家 you would go to Jessica's.
或者是贝基阿姨家 I thought you'd go to Aunt Becky's.
我要是预感到... If I had any idea...
要是你预感到那晚我会死 Oh, if you thought I'd die that night,
你会开门让我进去 很好啊 you would've let me back in? Good to know.
你怎么能这么做 How could you do that?
为什么会有人这么做呢 Why would anyone do that?
我想不通啊 I don't get it!
你怎么敢这么做 How dare you do that!
曼蒂 看着我 Maddie, look at me!
那天后我就是个活死人 曼蒂 I died that day, Maddie.
在那天 我也死了 I died that day, too.
我想不通 我想不通 I don't get it! I don't get it!
我实在是想不通啊 I don't get it!!
我 我 我 I... I... I...
-有什么问题吗 -不是的 - Is there a problem? - No.
我只想在手术开始之前和你们谈谈 I just wanted to talk to you before we started the surgery.
凯蒂不希望在醒来后看到你们 Kitty doesn't want you here when she wakes up.
她会改变主意的 She'll change her mind.
给她点时间 她会改变主意的 With time, she will change her mind.
我认识一个有着自我毁灭性的人 I have somebody in my life who's self-destructive,
有些时候 and there have been times
我能逼她去做治疗 而且 when I could've forced her into treatment, and...
我也坚信这有一定帮助 I'm sure it would've helped...
短时间的 for a while.
但是 But...
我觉得可能是我影响了你们 I think I have been pushing you because
因为有些时候我觉得自己的决定是错误的 I sometimes think I made the wrong choice.
但她会恨我 But she would've hated me.
我也会失去她 And I would've lost her.
你们想救女儿 You're trying to save your daughter,
但我觉得你们会失去她 but I think you're gonna lose her.
永远 Forever.
如果我们坚持 她会成长学习 If we do this, she will grow and learn.
有朝一日当她和爱她的丈夫走进婚礼殿堂 And when she walks down the aisle with her loving husband,
当她第一次抱起自己的孩子时 and when she holds her baby in her arms for the first time,
我们也许没法见证 we may not be there,
但这是我们赐予她的礼物 but those are the gifts we're giving her.
这就够了 And it's enough.
我们觉得够了 It will have to be enough.
曼蒂 求你 Maddie, please.
曼蒂 曼蒂 你 你看着我 Maddie... Maddie, look... look at me.
曼蒂 你别这样 Maddie, don't...
-曼蒂 -两毫克的氟哌丁苯 - Maddie! - 2 milligrams haldol.
不 不 别这样 不 我 我不能 No... no, don't... No, I... I can't let...
我 我不能让她就这样离开我 I... I can't have her leave me like this.
曼蒂 Maddie.
不要就这样离开我 曼蒂 Please don't leave me like this, Maddie.
我该牢牢抓住你的 我该 I should've held on to you. I sh...
我该 I sh... I should've...
我本该牢牢抓住你 I should've held on to you
直到你愿意和我谈 until... un... until you talked to me.
我应该抓住的 I should've held on.
我 I...
你妈妈 Your mother
想送你去戒毒所 wanted to send you to rehab.
我没同意 And I said no.
我说了不 I... I said "No".
我能解决的 I can fix it!
「她是我的宝贝女儿 她会听我的」 "She's my little girl! She'll listen to me!"
我想当个英雄 I wanted to be the hero.
我想赢回你的心 I wanted to earn you back.
我想让你重新爱我 I wanted you to love me again,
就像你曾经那样 like you did once upon a time.
这太蠢了 It was stupid.
除了对不起 And I... I don't know what to say,
我不知道该说什么 except I'm sorry.
对不起 I... I'm sorry.
对不起 我... I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I...
我知道你爱我 爸爸 I know you loved me, Daddy.
我也爱你 I loved you, too.
如果你把麦克送走 If you send Mac away,
有人会觉得你让他失望了 there will be people who think you let him down,
质疑你对他的爱 question your love for him.
他们会说作为父母 你放弃了他 They'll say you gave up on him as a parent
给自己选了条容易的出路 and took the easy way out.
他们甚至会为此恨你 They may even hate you for it.
但这些人 But those people,
他们不懂 they don't understand.
我之前也是 I didn't.
放弃他将会是 Giving him up will be the hardest thing
你要做的最难的事 that you will ever have to do.
但出于你对他的爱 But maybe you need to do it
也许你该这么做 because of your love for him.
手术进行得很顺利 The surgery went well.
只要你按照治疗方案来 As long as you stick to the program,
八到十二个星期后你就能走路了 you'll be walking within eight to twelve weeks.
甚至更快 Or less.
很好 Great.
你的父母这么做 You know, your parents did this
是因为他们非常爱你 凯蒂 because they love you, Kitty, so much.
我知道 I know.
妈妈 对不起 Mom, I'm sorry!
不 妈妈 No, Mom!
不 闭嘴 停下来 No! Shut up! Stop it!
东西都收好了 You gather up all your crap?
是的 我检查了三遍 Yes. I checked three times.
很好 因为任何你留下的东西 Good, 'cause anything you leave,
我都会丢掉 I'm chucking.
我很害怕 I'm scared.
倔强的山雀 Tough titmouse.
我不是幻觉 I'm not a hallucination.
你睡了十三个小时了 You've been asleep for 13 hours.
见到曼蒂对你有治疗效用吗 Was seeing Maddie therapeutic?
她说她爱我 She said she loved me.
那很好 That's very good.
又或者只是我自己在告诉自己 Or maybe it was just me telling myself that.
你总是说真话 You always tell the truth.
谢谢你 肖恩 Thank you, Shaun.
孩子 Hey, kid.
尼尔 Neil!
我的宝贝 Mi amorcita.
我的拼图就快拼好了 I almost did my puzzle.
我能看出来 I can see that.
做得很好 盖比 That's a great job, Gabi.
这是爸爸妈妈给我的生日礼物 Mom and Dad gave it to me for my birthday.
我记得 Yeah. I... I remember.
爸爸妈妈今天会来看我吗 Are Mom and Dad coming for me today?
妈妈 Oh, mama.
不 No.
不 他们来不了 No, no, they can't.
盖比 我们爱你 Gabi, we love you,
但比起在他们那里 你在这开心得多 but you have way more fun here than at their place.
我找到牛的那片块拼图了 I think I see a piece of the cow.
谢谢你让我借住 Thank you for letting me crash.
是啊 Yes.
你 You
租了间公寓 rented an apartment?
没有 No.
我会去找间民宿 I'm gonna get an Airbnb.
好吧 All right.
在郝尔希镇到底发生了什么 What happened in Hershey?
你在乎吗 Do you care?
我试着好好表现了 I tried to...be nice,
也试过更隆重地道歉 and I tried to go big,
我不想放弃你 and I don't want to walk away,
每个人都喜欢甜甜圈 and everyone likes doughnuts.
我不知道怎么回答你的问题 And I don't know how to answer that.
实话实说就好 Just be honest.
我 I...
不在乎郝尔希镇发生了什么 don't care what happened in Hershey.
但我在乎你在乎的事 But I care that you care.
你想再唱一次那首歌吗 You want to try that song again?
当然 Oh, yes!
那么好的 Then, okay.
好的 Okay.
♪温柔的爱是盲目的♪ ♪ Tender love is blind ♪
♪需要全心付出♪ ♪ It requires a dedication ♪
♪我们感受到的爱♪ ♪ All this love we feel ♪
很隆重了 I went bigger.
♪我们一起驰骋♪ ♪ We ride it together ♪
♪让爱...♪ ♪ Making love... ♪
我租了你喜欢的那间公寓 我们一起住 I rented that apartment you liked for us to share.
♪溪流中的岛屿♪ ♪ Oh, oh Islands in the stream ♪
♪就是我们啊♪ ♪ That is what we are ♪
♪只有你我♪ ♪ No one in between ♪
♪如何会出错♪ ♪ How can we be wrong ♪