我必须揭开伤疤 I had to, like, open the bruise up
让淤血流出来给他们看看 and let some of the bruised blood come out to show them...
我必须揭开伤疤 I had to, like, open the bruise up
让淤血流出来给他们看看 and let some of the bruised blood come out to show them...
我必须揭开伤疤 I had to, like, open the bruise up
让淤血流出来给他们看看 and let some of the bruised blood come out to show them...
我必须揭开伤疤 I had to, like, open the bruise up
让淤血流出来给他们看看 and let some of the bruised blood come out to show them...
流出来给他们看看 流出来给他们看看 Come out to show them... Come out to show them...
开拓者 第一季 第七集
流出来给他们 流出来给他们 Come out to show... Come out to show...
给他们看看 给他们看看 给他们看看 Show them, show them, show them...
-所以... -别 ‐ So... ‐ Don't.
别怎样 Don't what?
就... Just...
正常一点 let it be normal.
我们吗 This.
是的 Yes.
正常 Normal.
是的 Yeah.
好吧 Okay.
我可以正常点的 I can do normal.
那洗碗机怎么样了 So what about the dishwasher?
洗碗机怎么了 What about the dishwasher?
昨晚把碗都拿出来了吗 Did it get emptied last night?
我不是想小题大做 我只是 I'm not tryna make a big deal or anything y'know, I just...
你说过你会把碗拿出来的 you did say you were gonna do it,
前天晚上是我拿的 and I did it the night before,
-所以 -不好意思 ‐ So... ‐ Uh, excuse me.
我去遛狗了 I walked the dog.
该你拿碗了 You were gonna empty the dishwasher.
我们养狗了吗 We have a dog?
我们没养狗 我们养了只猫 We don't have a dog. We have a cat.
所以你是去遛猫了吗 So you walked the cat?
是啊 Yeah.
好吧 行 很好 Yeah, okay, well good.
猫的确也不能自己遛自己 Because the cat's not gonna walk itself.
你能看见爸爸吗 Can you see Daddy?
我们30秒之后就可以当面讨论了 We can discuss this in like 30 seconds.
我知道我们可以30秒之后再讨论 I know we can discuss it in 30 seconds.
我们也可以现在讨论 We can also discuss it now.
不 我要挂了 No, I'm hanging up!
你知道我最讨厌边开车边打电话了 You know I hate talking and driving.
你连30秒都等不了了吗 You can't wait 30 seconds?
我们可以再往回倒一些 We could go further back.
比十亿年还要往回吗 Further than a billion years?
我们不需要 这可以了 We don't need to. It works.
我为什么没感觉特别好呢 Why don't I feel good about it?
那应该是你的潜意识 That would be your unconscious mind
告诉你 speaking to you.
它在说 "完蛋了" And what it's saying is, "Uh-oh".
因为几小时以前我们身处现实之中 Because a few hours ago, we were in reality,
研究模拟情境 and we were working on a sim.
而现在我们基本上是颠倒过来了 And now we've pretty much traded.
那才是现实 That's the reality.
就在那里 Right there.
它都不是现实的复刻 It's not even a clone of reality.
盒子里面什么都包括了 The box contains everything.
没有包括我们 It doesn't contain us.
一秒后的推演 One second projection.
我去 Oh shit.
什么鬼 斯图尔特 What the fuck, Stewart?
什么鬼 斯图尔特 What the fuck, Stewart.
太胡闹了 That's messed up.
关掉 Switch it off.
盒子里包括我们 The box contains us.
它什么都包括了 The box contains everything.
而盒子里面 还有另外一个盒子 And inside the box, there's another box.
无穷无尽 无休无止 Ad infinitum; ad nauseam.
完蛋了 Uh-oh.
我该走了 I think I'll go.
我知道 I know.
我们俩都清楚 We both know.
我们俩对这一天都一清二楚 We both know this particular day inside and out.
了如指掌 Forwards and backwards.
算是吧 Up to a point.
好吧 Right.
那好 Okay.
-在那里见 -好 ‐ I'll see you there. ‐ Yeah.
记得林登在你车里 这才是重点 Remember Lyndon's in your car. There's that whole thing.
好 Sure.
林登你好 Hi, Lyndon.
糟了 Shit.
抱歉 Sorry.
我... I was...
睡着了 asleep.
我真的需要和你谈谈 凯蒂 I really need to talk to you, Katie.
我以为你也许会在这里 And I thought you might be here.
给我个机会听我说完好吗 Just give me a chance and hear me out, please?
我知道你要去上班 I know you have got to get to work,
但是我们可以开到280号公路 but we could drive up 280
找个地方停下来 and find somewhere to stop.
水晶泉水坝怎么样 Maybe Crystal Springs Dam?
就在半路上 It's right on the way.
好 林登 我们去那 Sure, Lyndon. We'll do that.
好 Cool.
丽丽 Lils.
我们要脱离正常了吗 Are we leaving normality?
是的 Yeah.
但只是一小会 Only for a moment though.
我想知道 I want to know...
我们有什么计划 What's our plan?
昨晚 你问我他们在想什么 Last night, you asked what was on their mind.
我说是疯狂的事 And I said madness.
他们正在做技术宅最咸湿的春梦 They're having the tech nerd's wettest dream.
把一切化为乌有的梦 The one that reduces everything to nothing.
只剩下编码 Nothing but... code.
什么意思 What does that mean?
他们相信一切皆可计算 It means they believe everything is computational.
当然了 And of course,
他们破解了用于计算的加密密钥 they've cracked the encryption key to compute it.
所有的一切均可压缩 So everything is unpackable...
解压缩 and packable.
可逆向工程化 And reverse-engineerable.
可预测 And predictable.
行星 Stars.
星球 Planets.
灰尘 Dust.
我们 Us.
我 Me.
你知道科技公司管理者的问题在哪吗 You know the problem with the people who run tech companies?
他们的权利太大了 They have too much power.
这让他们癫狂 It drives them crazy.
最终他们认为自己是弥赛亚 They end up thinking they're Messiahs.
犹太人所期待的救世主
他们认为我会在午夜的谋个时刻去开拓者 Sometime after midnight, they think I'm gonna go to Devs.
他们认为我要做的事 And they think I'm gonna do something
会影响到他们的计划 that folds into their plan.
但是我要扰乱他们 But I'm gonna fuck them up.
我要反驳他们的预测 I'm gonna contradict their prediction.
他们说我要去开拓者 They say I'm gonna go to Devs.
我只要不去就行了 So all I have to do is not go.
我们在你公寓里待一天就能扰乱他们吗 We fuck 'em up by hanging out in your apartment for a day?
是的 Yeah.
我已经想好被高速路警察追捕 I'd sort of mentally prepped myself for a high-speed police chase
然后坐二十年牢 但是 and twenty years in jail, but...
好吧 okay.
我们试试你的办法 Let's try your way.
你希望我假装不知道接下来会发生的事吗 Do you want me to pretend I don't know what happens next?
你之前已经看过了 So you've watched this before?
打破自己的规矩 凯蒂 所以你才这么酷 Breaking your own rules, Katie. That's why you're cool.
你为什么不看看未来 Why didn't you look into the future?
你本可以看的 You could have.
你都知道答案了 Why ask a question,
为什么还要明知故问 when you've already heard the answer?
我不想知道未来 I didn't want to know the future,
这也没什么可奇怪的 it's not that strange.
当我幻觉自己有自由意志时 While I have the illusion of free will,
我就有了自由意志的幻觉 I have the illusion of free will.
你知道他错了 You know he's wrong.
我不怪他 And I don't blame him.
我也不喜欢艾弗雷特诠释 I never liked the Everett Interpretation either.
我喜欢潘洛斯坍缩模型或是导航波 I liked Penrose or Pilot Wave.
结果艾弗雷特诠释是对的 But it turns out that Everett was right.
多重世界是真实存在的 The many worlds are real.
你说得对 林登 You're right, Lyndon,
我的确知道他错了 I do know he's wrong.
-你知道 -对 - You do? - Yes.
-那你怎么不说... -你不明白 - Then why haven't you said... - You don't understand.
我不明白什么 I don't understand what?
你来是想争取找回你的工作 You're here to argue for your job back.
让我替你去找福雷斯特求情 To ask me to appeal to Forest on your behalf,
但你所设想的谈话不是现在的这样 but the conversation you planned isn't how this plays out.
不是吗 It isn't?
对 No.
过一会儿 A few moments from now,
你翻过护栏 you climb over this rail.
你站在护栏另一侧 保持住平衡 You stand on the other side and balance there,
就在大坝的边缘之上 right on the edge of the dam.
踮着脚站在混凝土上 Just your toes on the concrete,
双臂伸开 没有抓着护栏 arms outstretched, not holding the rail.
什么 What?
你是保持住平衡还是会摔下去 Whether you stay balanced or fall
取决于你周围空气的量子变化 就是风 depends on quantum variations of the air around you, the wind.
我不明白 我他妈为什么要那样做 I'm not following, why the fuck would I do that?
信念的表现 It's an act of faith.
-或者是信仰 -信什么 - Or belief. - In what?
就是你刚刚说的 Exactly what you just said.
相信多重世界的存在 In many worlds.
如果你相信 你就会知道有些世界里 If you believe in it, you know there will be worlds
你会摔下去 in which you fall.
有些世界里不会 And worlds in which you don't.
但只有你还活着的世界里 But you'll only be conscious of the worlds
你才留有意识 in which you remain alive.
那么在那些我还活着的世界里... And the worlds in which I remain alive...
可以让我回开拓者项目吗 are the worlds in which I'm allowed back into Devs?
是这个意思 That's the idea.
那... 那你是说 So-- so you're saying
我完全相信多重宇宙吗 I demonstrate my total belief in the multiverse?
就像从烧红的炭上走过的神秘主义者 Like a mystic walking over burning coals.
对 Yes.
如果你没告诉我 我还会跨过护栏吗 Would I climb the rail if you hadn't told me?
可我告诉你了 I did tell you.
你看到我掉下去了吗 Do you see me fall?
我很多次都看到我们来这里 I've watched us here many times
但是我从来没回答这个问题 and I never answer that question.
为什么 Why?
如果我告诉你 你不会掉下去 If I tell you you don't fall,
就会抹杀了你的信念 it negates your act of belief.
神秘主义者走过熄灭的木炭上 A mystic walking over unlit coals.
我懂了 I get it.
这是个完美的循环 It's a perfect circle.
妈的 Shit.
太精妙了 That's elegant.
真是太精彩了 That's fucking beautiful.
我很喜欢 I love it.
是的 你确实喜欢 Yeah. You do.
那我什么时候爬过去 Okay, so when do I do it? When do I climb over?
-现在 -现在吗 ‐ Now. ‐ Now?
该死 Fuck!
好吧 Okay.
天啊 Jesus Christ.
我的心都要跳出来了 My heart is pounding out of my fucking chest.
你真的不打算告诉我你是否看到我掉下去了吗 You really aren't gonna tell me if you see me fall or not?
是的 No.
太紧张了 This is intense.
我工作一整天 晚上喝个半醉 I work all day and get half drunk at night.
在黑暗无声的四点醒来 我凝视着 Waking at four to soundless dark, I stare.
随着时间推移 窗帘边缘泛起光亮 In time, the curtain-edges will grow light.
直到那时 我明白了真实的存在 Till then I see what's always really there:
永无止息的死亡 unresting death.
一阵炫光 我脑子一片空白 The mind blanks at the glare.
没有懊悔 未施善念 Not in remorse, the good not done,
无爱相馈 时光消废 the love not given, time torn off unused.
在永恒的空虚中 But at the total emptiness forever,
在我们必然走向的灭亡 the sure extinction that we travel to,
我们将永逝于斯 and shall be lost in always.
不在这里 不在任何地方 Not to be here, not to be anywhere,
但很快 and soon.
没有比这更可怕 更真实的了 Nothing more terrible, nothing more true.
这是一种特殊的恐惧方式 This is a special way of being afraid.
没有消解之法 No trick dispels.
宗教曾经尝试 Religion used to try,
永大量过时的音乐锦缎 that vast moth-eaten musical brocade,
假装我们能够永生 created to pretend we never die.
似是而非的事物如是说 And specious stuff that says
理性之人不会畏惧自己感觉不到的事物 no rational being can fear a thing it will not feel.
看不到正是我们所害怕的 Not seeing that this is what we fear,
看不见 听不着 no sight, no sound,
摸不到 尝不到也闻不到 no touch or taste or smell.
无所可想 Nothing to think with,
无所为爱 无所联系 nothing to love or link with,
令人无法苏醒的麻醉 the anesthetic from which none come round.
所以它只能停留在视觉的边缘 And so it stays just on the edge of vision,
微小又模糊不清 a small unfocused blur,
一股持续的寒意让每一次冲动 a standing chill that slows each impulse
都变得优柔寡断 down to indecision.
大部分事情永远都不会发生 Most things will never happen.
但这件事会 This one will.
我喜欢这里的音响效果 I like the acoustics here.
那是谁说的 Who was that?
你猜 Guess.
福雷斯特 我不介意 You know, Forest, I don't mind
你不知道我在引用谁的话 that you don't know who I was quoting,
但我介意你连猜都不肯猜 but I do mind that you can't even guess.
开拓者
对我们的未来做出如此重大决定的人 Such big decisions being made about our future,
对我们的过去却知之甚少 by people who know so little about our past.
了解我们的过去不正是我们在做的事吗 Isn't knowing our past exactly what we're doing here?
不是 No, it isn't.
开拓者系统能运行了 The Devs system now works.
什么意思 What do you mean?
系统正常运行 就在几个小时前 It works. Fully. Totally. As of a few hours ago.
想听听安东尼与埃及艳后的对话吗 可以 Want to hear Antony talking to Cleopatra? You can.
想看看恐龙吗 Want to see dinosaurs?
太阳系的形成呢 The formation of the solar system?
也可以 You can.
绝无失真 毫无遗漏 No distortion. Drop-out zero.
运行完全正常 It flat-out fucking works.
你做了什么 What did you do?
无视你 Ignored you.
我无视了你 我们所有人都无视了你 I ignored you. We ignored you. All of us.
遵照林登的原则 Followed Lyndon's principle.
让这个系统基于宇宙本来的法则运行 Made the system based on the universe as it is,
而不仅限于你的执念 not your restricted obsessions.
福雷斯特 Forest...
马克·安东尼是谁 Who was Mark Antony?
你猜啊 Guess.
猜啊 Guess.
你能给我也倒杯水吗 Can you bring me a glass of water too, please?
没问题 Sure.
去你妈的
贱人 Bitch.
丽丽 Lily,
你到沙发上去坐着 好吗 I need you to go sit on the couch for me, okay.
你刚才在用俄语数数 You were counting in Russian.
你跟我在桥上见的人是一伙的 You were with the man I met by the bridge.
还有塞奇 And Sergei.
我得到的命令 My orders
是在我的能力范围内监视并保护他 were to watch and protect him, if I could.
后来命令就变成了 And then my orders were...
监视你 to watch you.
但不保护 But not protect.
但我见识过你的勇气 But I've seen your courage...
你一步步地作斗争 how you fought and fought.
我不能让肯顿杀了你 And I couldn't let Kenton kill you.
那不是命令 That was not an order.
是我个人的选择 It was a choice.
现在对于我们两人 And now it's a problem,
都有一个问题 for both of us.
你的公寓里有两具尸体 There are two dead bodies in your apartment.
美国公民 American citizens.
这种事情是掩盖不住的 Something like this, it cannot be hidden.
只能矢口否认 It can only be denied.
我不会承认是我干的 So my side will deny it.
我会消失 And I will disappear.
这招对我很有用 This works for me.
但对你没用 But it doesn't work for you.
所以现在得说说你有什么选择 So now we need to talk about your options.
你可以找中情局 You can go to the CIA.
别去找警察和联调局 去找中情局 Not the police, not the FBI. The CIA.
他们是唯一一个 They're the only organization
能理清这里发生了什么事的机构 that can make sense of what has happened here.
但你会被卷进他们的世界 But you will be pulled into their world
接受审讯 照章办事 of interrogations and process.
可能会持续数年 It could go on for years.
或者 Or...
你立刻出发去机场 you leave for the airport. Immediately.
带上护照 现金 手机... You carry a passport, some money, a phone...
搭乘第一班飞往香港的航班 and you board the first flight to Hong Kong.
那边没有引渡机制 There's no extradition there.
你跟你母亲在一起 You stay with your mother.
但你再也不能回来了 But you can never come home.
我得走了 I have to go.
我对你的遭遇深表同情 I'm sorry about what happened to you.
但最重要的是 But the most important thing
你要理解 你以前的生活已经一去不返了 is you understand the life you once had is gone.
你的选择将决定你的未来 The choice you have, is about the life you have next.
这是什么 What is this?
法国洞穴系统的一副画作 A painting in a cave system in France.
多少年前的画作 How old are we watching?
三万多年前 A little over thirty thousand years.
我进来的路上跟斯图尔特聊过 I spoke with Stewart on the way in.
我也看到他了 在隧道里 I saw him too. In the tunnel.
他在引用莎士比亚还是谁的话 He's quoting Shakespeare or something.
原来如此 So that's who it was.
在洞穴里的 是我们 You know it's us, in caves.
都是智人 Homo sapiens.
一样的物种 Same species.
我找到了这个养了一只狗的小女孩 I found this little girl with a dog.
很好 That's nice.
我说真的 I mean it.
是我们 对吗 Us, right?
对啊 Yeah.
我观察了她一会儿 看了她一部分的生活 I watched her for a while. Some of her life.
她有五个孩子 三十出头就死了 She had five children. Died in her early thirties.
很奇怪 You know it's strange,
她的族类 我们的族类 her people, our people,
没有在洞穴居住数十年或数个世纪 didn't live in caves for decades or centuries.
而是数千年 It was millennia.
我一直在看人类发展的时间线 I've been checking through the timelines.
有些壁画的制作间隔期是五千年 Some of the wall paintings are made 5000 years apart.
五千年 Five thousand years.
在同样的地方 In the same place.
画同样的图像 Making the same images.
怎么这么长时间 什么都没有改变 How could nothing have changed in so much time?
我是孩子的时候 世界每隔几年就会改变 When I was a kid, the world changed every few years.
现在... These days...
世界每隔数月就会改变 it changes every few months.
有时候几个小时就会发生变化 Sometimes every few hours.
这种加速度实在惊人 Such acceleration.
可能今晚一切就停止了 Maybe it stops tonight.
可能是吧 Maybe it does.
我们还剩多长时间 How long have we got?
丽丽还会待在家里 Lily will still be at home.
她大约十分钟后出发 She leaves in about ten minutes.
我们做点什么 What do we do?
看看恐龙 We watch dinosaurs.
然后你开玩笑说 And then you make a joke
不如侏罗纪公园好看 about it not being as good as Jurassic Park.
所以我们看了些你以前的家庭录影 Then we end up watching some of your old home movies.
挺好 Sounds okay.
是挺好 It is okay.
有个人朝开拓者项目部的方向去了 Hey, I've got someone heading towards Devs.
系统显示她是公司的一名员工 She's on the system as an employee,
但我这边没有查到她的通行许可权限 but I've got no record of her at Devs clearance.
系统显示的是允许她进入项目部 And the system's showing her as code green?
老板直接给的权限 Direct from the boss?
明白了 已准许对方通行 Copy that, letting her through.
我不认识你 I don't know you.
你以前没来过这里 You haven't been here before.
对 No.
你叫什么名字 What's your name?
丽丽 Lily.
你看起来是个年轻的好姑娘 You seem like a nice young girl.
我觉得你最好转身离开 I think you should turn around.
这地方对你没好处 This place will not be good for you.
它对任何人都没有任何好处 It's not good for anybody.
里面是什么 What's inside?
一切 Everything.
一切都在里面 Everything is inside.
我觉得我不能离开 I don't think I can turn around.
好吧 Well...
如果你不能 你就不能 If you can't, you can't.
这是事实 That is the truth.
那边走 That way.