是我锻造了巴里的思维 I built Barry's mind.
你觉得我不能把话套出来吗 You don't think I can tear it apart?
只要给我五分钟的时间 Just gimme five minutes with him!
我手里面可有他的把柄呢 I'll have him shittin' in my hand.
什么 What? What?
前情提 要
巴里
-这是什么 -这是我小别墅的钥匙 - What is this? - That is the key to my cabin.
我想把它留给家人 I wanna keep it in the family.
我不想要你女朋友被谋杀的小屋 I don't want the cabin where your girlfriend was murdered.
让我感到恶心 That's sick.
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我不能再为你工作了 你得重新找个人 I can't work for you anymore. You gotta find someone else.
好吧 那你认识其它的杀手吗 Well, do you know any other assassins?
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你他妈给我闭嘴 Oh, shut the fuck up.
我决定写关于山姆的事 I decided I'm gonna write a scene about Sam.
他打了你一顿 He beat you up,
所以我们决定你必须离开那里 so we decided that you needed to get out of there.
你好啊 萨利 Hey, Sally.
你好 山姆 Hey, Sam.
抱歉 你说什么 Sorry, what?
我说你是在这长大的吗 波比 I said, did you grow up out here, Bobby?
我叫 My name is...
噢 不好意思 巴里 Oh, sorry. Barry.
我在克利夫兰长大 I grew up in Cleveland.
你们一定有很多的共同点 You guys must have a lot in common.
萨利 我们在太空那场戏上看到你了 So, Sally, we saw you on that space show.
噢 没错 Oh... Yeah.
实际上我现在有很多工作了 Um, I've been booking a lot of work actually.
我得到了很多角色 I've been getting lots of parts.
那只是我的一个小角色 That was one of my smaller ones.
我有了新的经纪人 But, um, I've got these new agents,
-他们真的很棒 -她做得很好 - and they're really great. - She's doing great.
那太好了 我真为你骄傲 That's great. I'm really proud of you.
-我来 我请客 -谢谢 - Hey, I got this. My treat. - Oh. Thank you.
呃 马克·坎贝尔 So, uh, Mark Campbell,
他一直在指导我儿子的足球队 he's been coaching my boy's soccer team.
-哇哦 世界可真小 -是啊 - Wow, small world. - Yeah.
-你儿子多大了 -五岁 - Heck, how old's your son? - Five.
-真疯狂 -是啊 - Wow. Crazy. - Yeah.
前几天他提到 The other day he mentioned
你在和凯特谈论一个戏剧 that you were speaking to Kate about a play?
我在剧中扮演你 Yeah, I'm playing you in it.
不 那不是 它有点 它是 Yeah, no, that's not-- Sort of, it's--
我没想到凯特会告诉马克 Yeah, I didn't think Kate would tell Mark about that.
它并不是一出真正的戏剧 It's not really a play.
不 这就是一出戏剧 No, it is a play.
她写的是一出戏剧中的一幕 I mean, it's a scene in a play that she wrote,
而且她写的很棒 and it's great.
-你就是为这个来这的吗 -不是 - Is that why you came out here? - No.
我说了 我去圣地亚哥出差 Like I said, I was headed to San Diego on business.
好吧 圣地亚哥 Oh, San Diego, okay. Yeah.
但既然我都来了 But since I'm here,
我是不是能看到那个 is it like something I can see?
不 不 不可能的 No. No, not gonna happen.
因为这不像是一个真正的演出 Well, because it's not really like a "show" show.
也不像一出戏剧 更像是一段场景表演 It's not really like a play. It's more like a scene,
-这更像是一次练习 -这才不是练习 - and it's kind of more like an exercise. - It's not an exercise.
这是我们的一个演出 It's a show we're do--
是的 在这一点上 这就是一个练习 Well, it is. At this point, it's an exercise--
但这是我们会在观众面前表演的一个演出 But it's gonna be a show that we perform in front of people.
我们一起上表演课 We're in this class together,
-我们一起做这个练习 -这是个演出 - and, um, we're doing this exercise. - It's a show--
不完全是关于你的 Not really about you.
更多的是关于我和我的生活 It's more about me and my life,
所以 它实际上并不是那钟 and so, it's not really the kind of thing that--
-你肯定会觉得无聊的 -一定会很棒 - I think you'd be bored. - It's gonna be great.
好吧 All right.
不管怎么着 我周日的飞机回去 Well, anyway, I, uh, take off on Sunday.
我住在斯蒂迪奥城的瓦力商务酒店 I'm staying at the Valley Inn and Suites, Studio City.
这么多城市 为什么不住洛杉矶呢 All these cities, right? Why can't it just be Los Angeles?
-很高兴见到你 萨利 -我也是 -It's good to see you, Sally. -Yeah.
也很高兴见到你 伙计 Hey, nice to meet you, bud.
很好 Nice!
就是这样 卡赞 状态不错 Way to go, Khazam! Great form, yeah.
锻炼你的内核 好吗 Activate your core, though, okay?
干得不错啊 Great stuff.
其实 So...
藏毒屋的生活非常紧张 伙计 life at stash house has been super tense, man.
你知道的 我最喜欢的冰激凌 As you know, my favorite flavor...
就是碎糖口味的 ...of all ice creams is Rocky Road.
而昨天 And yesterday,
我去冰激凌机器那儿 I go to soft-serve machine...
发现克里斯托巴尔把我的最爱换成了饼干 ...and Cristobal has had my favorite replaced with cookie dough.
猜猜谁最喜欢那种口味 Which is the favorite flavor of guess who.
那些人现在看起来跟他们的狗一样 You know how people start to look like their dogs?
艾斯特留着克里斯托巴尔式的发型 Well, Esther is sporting very Cristobal-esque hair.
-他妈的什么玩意 -我 巴里 - What the fuck is this? - And I-- Barry?
你觉得这他妈是个游戏吗 You think this is some fucking game?
你他妈觉得这是个游戏 是吧 Think it's some fucking game, huh?
你分心了 你给了另一个人开火的机会 You lose your focus, you give the other guy a chance to fire,
你死了 you're dead!
杀 这是你唯一该想到的词 Kill! It's the only word I want in your fucking head.
杀 Kill.
我们他妈的讲英语 我们知道他讲了啥 We fucking speak English! We know what he fucking say!
走开 你个傻 Go! You fucking--
你的故事是你父亲被绑架了 Your story is that your father was abducted
之后外星人代替了他 and replaced by aliens?
是的 That's what happened.
我对此有点怀疑 I'm having a little trouble with that.
你还对此有点怀疑 You're having a little trouble with that?
好吧 我的一生都在怀疑这件事 Well, you think-- I've had that trouble my entire life,
试图将它合理化 - 真的吗 dealing with that, all right? Really?
不 我要表演呕吐 我想演呕吐 No, I'm gonna act the vomit. I'm gonna act it.
可你们不会看到我吐因为我是在马桶里吐 Um, probably won't see it because I'll put my head in a toilet.
所以你们只能听到 So you'll just hear like a...
你懂的 呕吐的声音 - 我知道 我知道 ...you know, sounds. I can make it, I can make it.
我之前做过 I've done it before.
我认为观众需要看到呕吐会更震撼 I think it's more powerful if you see it as well.
我也觉得看到呕吐物会更好 - 是的 if you vomit, actually. -Yes.
你最后一次把手放在我身上 山姆 You just put your hands on me for the last time, Sam.
我受够了 从今往后都是这样 I'm done with that. And that's how it's gonna be from now on.
你听到了吗 你想掐死我吗 You hear me? You wanna choke me?
就因为这件事 我们完了 We choke on this, We're done.
懂吗 我 到你的台词了 You got it? I-- Oh, that's your line.
宝贝 不要这样 - 我知道 -It's, "Oh, baby, please--" I know, I know, I know, um...
听着 我不是故意做个混蛋说话难听 Hey, listen, I'm not trying to be a jerk or anything, um... -Uh-huh?
当我们和山姆吃晚饭时 When we went and had dinner with Sam,
你问候他的儿子怎么样了 you asked how his... his son was,
然后你对他付账表示感谢 and you thanked him for paying the bill.
是的 所以呢 我猜我只是表示礼貌 Yeah, so what? I... I don't know, I was just being polite.
我理解这个 我只是想问 No, I get it. I-I'm just asking...
好吧 你在这儿说 Okay, in this you say,
我再也不想见到你了 对吧 "I don't ever want to see you again," right?
但是他接着邀请我们去吃晚饭 But then he asked us out to dinner,
你似乎表现的挺乐意的 and you seemed pretty down for it.
我就有一点点惊讶了 And I was just-- I was surprised.
我不想让你难过 听着 我只是 Oh, I don't wanna upset you. Listen, I'm just--
你知道我没有其他意思 我只是试图 Do you understand what I'm saying? I'm just trying to...
我只是想更深入的理解这部分台词 I'm just trying to understand where this is coming from.
别走 萨利 Whoa, hey. Sally?
我能做一个假头 - 对对 I can make like a prosthetic head. Yes!
这就是我脑海中想到的画面 In my mind's eye, that is literally what I saw.
我们可以从这儿插一根管子 Oh, we'll run a tube through it,
我就可以从这儿吐出来 I'll have the vomit come out there.
我的天 屌 货真价实的呕吐 Oh my God, Nat! Real vomit.
你还好吗 Hey. Hey, what's wrong?
我从没有狠下心来打他 I never stood up to him.
我的意思是 他特么的 I mean, he fucking...
他狠狠的打我 打的很重 he beat the shit out of me, I mean.
他插点把我掐死 但是我从来没有 He nearly fucking choked me to death, but I didn't--
我的意思是 我从来没有 I mean, I never-- I... I mean...
我觉得最终我还是被他说服躺到了床上 I mean, I think I curled into bed with him afterwards.
我觉得 我甚至拥抱着他 And I think, I think that I held him.
我甚至不知道为什么说了句我爱你 I mean, I might have even said, "I love you," for fuck's sake.
我从来没有告诉任何会让他不爽的事情 I mean, I didn't tell him to fucking choke on fucking anything.
最终 是的 我离开了 但是 And then, I mean, eventually, yeah, I left, but I...
但是 我的意思是 他那时睡着了 but, I mean, he was asleep.
但是你 离开了 Hey, but you, left.
萨利 你离开了 这很重要 Sally, you left, that's what's important.
刚开始的时候还挺好 Oh God, I mean, in the beginning, it was kind of okay,
差不多持续了一年吧 like for a year, maybe.
但是我才19岁 我懂什么 But I was fucking 19. I mean, what the fuck did I know?
但是之后 你知道的 那种 I mean, but then it was just, you know, it was like years
数年不断的打骂和道歉 of just like beatings and apologies and...
就像一个罪恶的循环 and this like vicious kind of cycle
就这样一直重复 我就 that just kept repeating itself, but I just...
我还是坚持下来了 I mean, I stayed.
我写这个是因为 Hey... You know, I wrote it like this because
如果我不这样写 那我怎么面对大家 if I don't do it this way, then how do I explain to people
说我当初其实是逃跑了 that I just like... like ran away?
你不用跟大家解释 You don't have to.
你的意思是说谎吗 What, you mean like lie?
这不是说谎 你说过你是个坚强的人 It's not lying. You said it yourself, you said you're a strong person.
是的 但是这个剧本 从没发生过 Yeah, but... I mean, this? This didn't happen.
是的 但是 Well, yeah, but...
星际战争也没有发生过但却是部好电影 you know, Star Wars didn't happen and that's a rad movie.
你在这个表演班里... You know, just because you're in this class...
不代表你不能有秘密 ...it doesn't mean that you can't have secrets.
你知道你应该... You know, you should...
应该成为你愿意成为的那个人 You should be able to be the person that you say you are.
就像我是巴里布洛克 Like I'm Barry Block.
我是一个演员 I'm an actor.
你是萨利里德 You're Sally Reed,
你狠狠的打了山姆 and you stood up to Sam.
我没有 - 你有 没事的 I didn't. Yes, you did. It's okay.
你不觉得这个间谍游戏过火了吗 You don't think all this spy game stuff is overkill?
没有 你闭嘴 现在我们没有选择 No. You fucked up. Now we're out of options Oh. Mm-hmm.
起码这样我可以控制形势 At least this way, I control the situation.
是的 - 把他弄来 吐出咱想要的 Yeah, Just get him here, get him talking,
接下来交给我 and I'll do the rest.
你要记住 他是个老手了好吧 You remember he's a pro, right?
是我训练的他 你觉得他会将自己 I trained him. You think he's gonna, you know, let himself walk
置于这种说漏嘴的境地吗 into some kind of situation where he's gonna blurt everything out?
-接电话 -好的 - Answer it. - Okay.
嘿 巴里 Hey, Barry.
听着 我试了《勇敢的心》里的演讲 Hey, look, I tried that Braveheart speech,
但是 很明显这个电影太多人看过了 but, um, apparently that's like a super popular movie, um...
你还知道别的小众点的电影吗 Do you know of any lesser-known movies
或许我能摘抄些演讲的那种 that maybe I could do a speech from?
没有 巴里 我现在想不到 Uh, no, jeez, Barry. No, not off the top of my head, no.
好吧 但他们需要一段好的演讲 Yeah, they just have to have a good speech in them.
埃里克推荐了塞缪尔·杰克逊的演讲 Eric recommended Samuel L Jackson's speech
《深海狂鲨》里的 from Deep Blue Sea,
但他演讲中途被鲨鱼吃了 but he gets eaten by a shark midway through it,
所以我不太想用这个 so I don't really wanna do that one.
-还有就是独立日 -什么 And then there's Independence Day... What?
把他弄过来 Get him here.
你写的是这意思吗 That's what that says?
把 他 弄来这里 Get... him... here.
但我不想抢他们的风头 I don't wanna steal their thunder on that.
对 不不不 我听着呢 Yeah. No, no. No, I hear what you're saying.
我不知道 我就是有点迷茫了 I don't know, man. I'm just... just a little lost here.
兄弟 你为啥不过来呢 You know what, pal? Why don't, why don't you come over here
我们可以 你懂的 讨论一下 and we'll, you know, we'll talk about it together?
-咋样 -真的吗 那挺棒的 - Yeah? - Really? Oh, that'd be great.
那挺好的 你在哪呢 That'd be great. Where are you?
地址吗 啊等下 让我找下地址 Uh, the address? Uh, yeah, let me find the address.
我在好莱坞棕榈景观酒店 It's, uh... I'm at the Hollywood Palm View Motel.
离环球影城很近 地址的话 It's near Universal, and the address,
地址是 the address is...
地址是文兰大道10729号 The address is 10729 Vineland Avenue.
文兰 好吧 酷 Vineland. All right, cool.
好吧 到时候见 All right, I'll see you then.
-对了 福克斯 -咋了 - And, hey, Fuches. - Yeah?
谢谢你 Uh, thank you.
谢谢你 我 我真的很感激你的安慰 Thank you. I-I... I really appreciate this.
没事 老弟 没关系 Sure, buddy, no problem.
里奥 Leo?
嗨 老爸 Dad, hey.
我何德何能让你大驾光临呢 And to what do I owe this pleasure?
我们剩了好多草莓 Uh, we had a bunch of extra strawberries,
我记得你喜欢吃草莓的 所以 and I remembered you liked them, so, um...
反正早晚也要扔掉 所以我 We were gonna have to throw those out anyway, so I--
好吧 这让我倍感欣慰 Well, that makes me feel wonderful,
因为不管你是怎么想的 'cause no matter what you feel,
我知道在你心中我比垃圾地位高了 I know that I rate above the garbage.
我的医生和我妻子都觉得这是个坏主意 Look, my therapist and my wife both think this is a bad idea,
但是 或许改天你想一起吃个饭吗 but, uh, do you maybe want to get a meal sometime?
吃饭吗 A meal?
你和我一起吃饭 Leo and me having a meal?
好的 我这就把我的信息隔空投送给你 Okay, I'm gonna AirDrop you my info.
点这个 点这个 然后发送 Push that, push that, and then push send.
-发送中了 -很好 - It's on its way. - Great.
你想进来喝杯茶吗 Hey, listen, you wanna come in for some tea?
-或者你想来点威士忌吗 -不用了 - You want some whiskey? - I-I'm fine.
我知道早了点 I know it's early,
但你毕竟还是你妈妈的儿子 but you're still your mother's son.
-我会打给你的 好吗老爸 -好吧 - I'll call you. Okay, Dad? - Yeah. Okay.
里奥 Hey, Leo.
是什么让你改变主意了 What made you change your mind?
你的努力 You made an effort.
之后再聊 Talk soon.
好啊 我迫不及待呢 Oh, I look forward to it.
老爸 你刚才给我发了 Uh, Dad, you... you Airdropped me
一张你在镜子前赤裸上身的照片 a picture of you shirtless, in front of a mirror.
那是因为我想买件合适的衬衫 That's because I was being fitted for a shirt,
然后他们想看看我的 and they wanted to see my, um...
你知道我准备干嘛吗 You know what I'm gonna do?
我打算现在给你我的手机号 I'm gonna give you my cell phone number right now.
你准备好没 You ready?
你这个懦夫 山姆 You're a coward, Sam.
你是如此渺小 You're a small, little man,
而世界又是如此广阔 and it is a big, big world out there.
还有 And...
我的人生 ... of my life.
所以我不会浪费我的余生 So I'm not gonna waste the rest of my life.
所以我不会浪费自己的余生 So I'm not gonna waste the rest of my life.
所以我不会浪费我余下的人生 So I'm not gonna waste the rest of my life .
就这样 That's it.
人生 人生要重读 Life, emphasize life.
我不会浪费我的余生 I'm not gonna waste the rest of my life
看着一切空空流逝 watching it all pass me by.
你想掐死我吗 山姆 是吗 You wanna choke me, Sam? Hmm? Huh?
我操 Fuck.
嘿 伙计 Hey! Hey, man.
萨利说过她不想你看这个的 Hey, Sally said she didn't want you seeing that.
不 是你说你不想让我看的 No, you said you didn't want me to see it.
这是我的故事 我有权看 It's my story, I have the right.
快滚吧你 All right. Get out of here, man.
你知道她啥样 就是个小妞 You know how she is. She's a chick.
-她他妈的太能装了 -够了 走吧 She's fucking dramatic. All right, let's leave.
我是有家室的人 这能把我人生全毁了 I have a family. This could completely fuck up my life.
我还没让我的律师插手 算她走运 She's lucky I don't get my lawyer involved.
这是你的问题 不是我的 滚吧 That's your problem, not mine. Go.
滚 Go.
-你知道吗 你就是个傻屌 -呵呵 - You know, you're a fucking prick, man. - All right.
而且不要忘了 是我先睡了她 And don't forget, I fucked her first.
我睡她的时候她那里还是很紧的 I got it when that shit was tight.
这是你最后一次打我了 山姆 你 You just hit me for the last time, Sam. You...
你看看这些伤疤因为 You take a look at these bruises because--
这是你最后一次打我了 山姆 You just hit me for the last time, Sam.
你仔细看看这些伤疤 You take a good look at these bruises,
因为我将要走出那扇门 并且我 because I am walking out that door, and I--
不 你好好看看我的脸 No, you take a good look at my face.
这是你最后一次看我的脸 山姆 You take a look at my face for one last time, Sam,
因为我要 -'cause I am--
-喂 -我是山姆 Hello? Hey, it's Sam.
听着 我知道你不想看到我 Look, I know you don't want to see me,
但是我有一些事情想 but I have something that I--
你可以来我酒店一趟吗 Could you swing by my hotel?
不要 这不可能的 山姆 No, I don't think that's gonna happen, Sam.
但是 我是不会问你的 Well, I wouldn't ask
要不是因为我把航班提前了 except I'm moving my flight up,
并且我今晚就要走了 and I'm leaving tonight.
而且我有一样东西 And I got something,
我想在我离开前把它给你 and I want to give it to you before I leave.
-把火把捡起来 兄弟 -我做不到 Pick up the torch, dude. I can't!
-我为什么捡不起来 -因为你太笨了 Why can't I pick it up? Because you're terrible.
-这游戏太烂了 -兄弟 你最逊了 This game sucks! You suck, dude.
我的天 要发生什么了 Oh my God, what's happening?
就这样 来吧 Yeah, come on, bring it!
我不知道 我 I don't know, I...
我不认为这是个好主意 I don't think this is such a good idea.
听着 如果这很难决定的话 Look, if it's such a big deal,
那就在大堂的咖啡厅里见面吧 just meet me in the coffee shop, in the lobby.
那个 咖啡厅关门了 所以 Hi, uh, the café is closed, so...
我看到了 那就来我的房间里吧 Yeah, I saw that. Just come up to my room.
萨利 我的航班是十点的 Sally, my flight's at 10.
我需要收拾行李 I gotta pack.
这不会耽误你很久的 It'll take two seconds.
好吧 Okay. Fine.
-嗨 -你好 Hey. Hi.
你想把什么东西给我呢 Um, what'd you need to give me?
因为我很快就要走了 'Cause I gotta go soon.
我明白 Yeah, I know.
我之前就想把它给你了 但是 I, uh, I meant to give it to you earlier, but...
我的天 Oh, my God.
学表演的第二年 Sophomore year.
我去看了全部的六场表演 你真的很棒 I came to all six performances. You were great.
你可以留着它 You can keep it.
好吧 谢谢你 Okay. Well, thanks.
听着 我想为我来到洛杉矶的行为道歉 Listen, I want to apologize for coming to LA.
这太疯狂了 It was crazy.
我已经有家庭了 I have a family.
我不想因为这件事搅乱我的生活 I didn't want this to upend my life.
没错 没人想 我没想毁掉你的生活 Yeah, no one is trying to... I'm not trying to upend your life.
-这不是 -我明白的 我 -That's wasn't-- -I know that. I-I...
我没有相信你 这样做很疯狂 I wasn't trusting you, which is crazy.
我没有仔细思考 并且我吓坏了 I wasn't thinking, and I... I freaked out.
而且 家里的事情真的很艰难 Also, things back home have been hard.
我不在最佳的精神状态 I haven't been in the best headspace.
那 家里面发生什么了 Well, what's going on at home?
我父亲生病了 My dad is sick.
不会吧 杰克生病了 Oh, no. Jack's sick?
听着 我希望他快点好起来 并且 Look, I hope that he gets better soon, and, you know,
我想说 I mean,
请时不时告诉我他怎么样了 keep me posted on how he's doing,
并且谢谢这个 and thanks for the...
我会的 谢谢你 萨利 I will. Thank you, Sally.
看到你真的很开心 It's great to see you. Yeah.
而且 我 And, you know, I...
我完全明白你为什么会因为我的节目 I totally understand why you were concerned about my show
和我用你的名字之类的事情感到担心 and me using your name and stuff,
我只是 我保证会很尊重它的 and I just, I promise to be respectful of that.
-好吗 -谢谢你 Okay? Thanks.
保重 Take care.
那么你就不会表演了 对吗 So you won't do the play, then?
不 我会 我会表演这个剧 山姆 No, I'm... I'm doing the play, Sam.
我有一个家庭这句话哪个字你不懂吗 What part of "I have a family" do you not understand?
听懂了 但这也是我的故事 Yeah, it's my story, too.
编的那部分就不是 Not the made-up part!
-什么情况 -没错 我看到你彩排了 What? Yeah, I saw you rehearsing.
那一幕就是狗屎 萨利 That scene is bullshit, Sally.
而且你知道这从来没发生过 It never happened, and you know it.
听着 我会把你的名字改了 好吗 Look, I'll change your name, okay?
你太能装了 You're being dramatic!
你这样做就是为了更高的关注度 You're just doing this to get attention!
所以不这样做如何呢 So how about no, huh?
你能不能成熟一点不要演它了 How about you just grow up and don't do it?
没错 逃跑吧 就像原来一样 Yeah, run away, just like before!
告诉所有人 Tell everyone
你是如何狠狠地揍了我一顿之类的 how you kicked my ass or something!
每个人都是自己故事里的英雄 对吗 Everyone's the hero of their own story, right?
你这个撒谎的婊子 Lying bitch!
什么情况 他在哪里 What the fuck? Where is he?
我不知道 我又不是他妈 I don't know. I'm not his mother.
他可能不会来了 Maybe he's not coming.
你说你能掌握他的思维 You said you built his mind!
该死 干他妈的 Aah! Fuck!
你知道吗 有可能是你吓到他了 Yeah, well... maybe you spooked him!
你没想到过这一点吗 You ever think of that? Huh?
做到真棒 二逼 Nice job, dipshit!
-巴里 嘿 嘿 -福克斯 Barry? Hey. Hey, Fuches.
嘿 听着 伙计 我们得谈谈 Hey, listen, man. I need to talk to you.
听我说 好吗 Just listen, okay?
不要进来 懂吗 还有 不要打电话给我 Do not come here, you got it? And do not call me again.
我不能和你联系 懂吗 I cannot talk to you, do you understand?
不 但 福克斯呢 我... No, but Fuches, I--
听着 我差点做了蠢事 兄弟 我... Look, I almost did something really stupid, man, and I--
我要把你拉入黑名单 不要再联系我了 I am blocking your number. Do not contact me anymore.
什么 What?
嘿 Hey.
嘿 我是巴里波克曼 Hey, it's Barry Berkman.
听着 今天一个家伙...跟我说了几句话 Look, today a guy... said something to me,
然后 呃 把我气疯了 and it, uh, made me mad.
然后呢 你给他几拳了 What'd you do? You thump him up, huh?
爆他菊花了吗 还是踢他的狗嘴 Did you throw him a little high heat? A little chin music?
嘿 巴里 我们都不是好惹的 我理解你 Hey, Barry, we're both alphas. I understand.
不 我当然没那样做 你看 当我 呃... No, no that's not what I did. Look, when I, uh...
当我生气的时候 我不喜欢现在的样子 When I get angry, I don't like who I become.
我能...我能说说我心底的想法吗 Can I... Can I be totally honest with you?
巴里 你这可有点让人沮丧了 Barry, this is becoming a little frustrating.
你终于打开心扉对我说了你的壮举 You finally open up to me, you tell me this great story
对着混蛋开枪 about shooting a sheep-fucker,
接着突然你又不干了 then all of a sudden, you don't wanna do it.
然后开始谈论我们的朋友阿尔伯特 So you start talking about our friend, Albert.
结果你又不干了 突然 Then you leave that, and all of a sudden,
开始谈什么勇敢的心之类的破事 it devolves into some kind of Braveheart bullshit.
看在上帝的份上 巴里 For the love of God, Barry,
你就不能专一点吗 would you pick one horse and ride it?
现在告诉我阿尔伯特怎么了 Now what happened with Albert?
听我说 小子 这可不能出岔子 Listen to me, son. There are no accidents.
你开始这一切是有原因的 You started writing this story for a reason.
这和你今晚来这儿的目的是一样 The very same reason you came here tonight.
你想把这个故事讲出来 You want to tell this story.
你必须把这个故事讲出来 You need to tell this story.
你会对我另眼相看的 You'll look at me differently.
我保证不会那样做的 I promise you, I will not look at you differently.
到底发生了什么 What happened?
我的天呐 阿尔伯特 你会休克 兄弟 Oh, my God. Albert, Albert! You're going into shock, man.
看不见他们 看不见他们 Can't see 'em! Can't see 'em!
波克曼 你要干什么 Berkman! What are you doing?
阿拉伯语 in foreign language
该死 你该死 Fucking, you fuck!
你个该死的 You fuck!
-你就该死 混蛋 - 巴里 不要 - That's right, you fuck! -Barry, no!
巴里 你他妈疯了吗 Barry, what the fuck are you doing?
-什么 -是他开枪射的阿尔伯特 -What? He fucking shot Albert!
巴里 停下 不是这个人 Barry, stop! It's not the guy!
你他妈到底怎么了 疯了吗 What the fuck is wrong with you? Are you fucking insane?
是从街对面房顶飞来的子弹 你个疯子 They were across the street on the roof, you fucking psycho!
然后他们把我送去德国的一个医院 Then they sent me to a hospital in Germany.
还有 呃... And, uh...
一个亲戚动用了关系让我免遭起诉 a family friend pulled some strings and got me discharged.
从那之后 我 嗯... After that, I, um...
我就觉得我配不上一个完整的人生 I didn't feel like I deserved a good life.
他奶奶的 Holy shit.
妈了个巴子 Fuck!
操... Fu--
你还跟谁讲过这个事 Who else did you tell this story to?
-你说表演班 一个都没 -幸好 -In class? No one. -Good.
你这辈子都不能再对任何人说这事 You never tell that story again as long as you live,
因为 你这几乎就是谋杀 并且还逃避了处罚 'cause basically, you killed somebody, and you got away with it.
看吧 这就是为什么我不想告诉你 See, this is why I didn't wanna tell you.
因为你将对我另眼相看 'Cause you're gonna look at me differently.
你会把我当成是一个杀人犯 You're gonna look at me like I'm a murderer,
如同我是一个暴力分子 like I'm a violent piece of shit.
巴里 听我说 Barry. Listen to me.
我有个儿子 I have a son.
我曾经对他很差 I was terrible to this son.
我很残酷 我很自私 I was cruel, I was selfish,
我也没办法无改变之前的事实 and there's nothing I can do to change that.
但我不想再那样做了 But I don't wanna be that guy anymore.
我常常祈祷人类能改变他们的天性 And I pray that human beings can change their nature.
因为如果我们不能 Because if we can't,
那我们就会深陷麻烦 then you and I are in deep trouble.
哦 我们怎么才能做到 Well, how do we do that?
我认为我们已经在改变了 I think we're doing it already.
但是你并没有殴打那个人 对吗 You didn't beat that guy up, did you?
你来到这里 You came here.
我们在谈论你的感觉 We're talking about your feelings
而不是将他掩饰起来 instead of acting out your feelings.
而我儿子呢 And as for my son,
在很多很多很多年后 我第一次去找他 the first time I reached out to him after years and years and years,
他冲我狠狠地说了一句'你去死吧 爸爸' I got a big, "Fuck you, Dad!"
但是今天 今天... But today, today...
他给我带来了草莓 he brought me strawberries.
你觉得我是一个坏人吗 库西诺先生 Do you think I'm a bad person, Mr. Cousineau?
你是一个有故事的人 I think you're deeply human.
你做过坏事 You did a terrible thing,
但是我会觉得那足够来评判你吗 but do I think that defines you?
不 No.
这就是我为什么让你不要说出来的原因 That's why I don't think you should tell
在全班面前说这件事 this story in front of the class.
而且 他们会被吓到失禁的 Also, they will shit themselves.
他们还是孩子 I mean, they're children.
那我们会没事的吗 So we're gonna be okay?
我向你保证 I promise you, we're--
我们一定会有办法的 We're gonna work through this, okay?
你相信我吗 Do you trust me?
开这门私教课的时候贷了一笔款 Now, I bill my private classes through another loan out.
我得先去处理一下账务 So I'm just gonna go and get that ledger.
好了 Okay.
握草 Oh, fuck. Fuck.
妈的 Aah. Shit.
真他妈 It's... I...
可以的 Okay, okay.
我可以的 All right.
福克斯 Fuches!
-巴里 -你在上面干什么 - Barry? - Hey, what are you doing up there?
我 Uh, i...
我在找东西 I can't find something.
-我有事想跟你说 -现在吗 - Hey, I gotta tell you something. - Now?
就是现在 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
-我上去 现在就上去 -等等 - I'll come up. I'll come up. - No, wait, wait, wait!
不要啊 No...
福克斯 Fuches.
-你一定不会相信 -什么 - Hey, you're not gonna believe this. - What?
有生以来最美好的事情 The best thing happened. It's amazing!
巴里 别进去 卧槽 Barry, no. Barry, no, no. Shit, shit, no.
我的包 No!
操 Fuck!
-我知道你不想让我打电话 -巴里 I know you don't want me calling. Barry...
-所以我自己来了 听我说 -巴里 -That's why I came here. But listen, listen. -Barry, just--
我告诉库西诺老师科伦加尔的事了 I told Mr. Cousineau about Korengal.
-他接受了我 对我说 说什么来着 He accepted me. He said that I... What did he say?
他说我可以改变我的天性 He said I can change my nature.
知道这意味着什么吗 Do you know what that means?
我知道 I - I know.
意味着我们之前说过所有的事情 That means that I can own all this stuff
我都可以去实现了 that we've been talking about.
巴里 Barry--
所有那些我讨厌的自己 All these things that I don't like about myself,
他们只是我的一部分 而不是全部 that I can own them and they don't define me.
就比如 战场上发生的那些事 Like, you know, what happened in the war,
我们一起做过的那些事 what we do together,
甚至是那些我做过但是觉得后悔的事 even the things I don't like about myself that I regret
比如杀了莫斯 like killing Moss.
别说了 No.
我再也不用带着遗憾生活了 I don't have to live with that regret anymore.
我可以向前看了 I can move past it.
我不是一个只懂得杀戮的人渣 I'm not a violent piece of shit
我要说的就是这个 is what I'm saying.
什么 What?
你好啊巴里 Hey, Barry.
福克斯 让我们单独聊两句 Hey, Fuches, why don't you give us a moment?
巴里 Barry...
出去 Get out.
对 对不起 I'm sorr... I'm sorry.
福克斯 Fuches...
坐吧 波克曼 Sit down, Berkman.
我让你坐下 Sit down!
录到了 I got you.
都录下来了 波克曼 I got you, Berkman.
你完蛋了 You are so fucked.
我就知道口红相机拍到的那个人是你 I know that was you on the lipstick cam.
莫斯的死 也是你干的 And Moss was on to you,
是你杀了她 so you killed her.
求你了 让我跟他说句话 Please, Let me talk to him!
闭嘴 Shut up!
录音机关了 现在就你和我 Tape's off, so it's just you and me.
好吧 就这么办 Okay, I'm gonna do this.
你什么都想到了 什么都想到了 You thought of everything, you thought of everything,
没什么可做的了 so there's nothing left to do.
事情已经变成这样了 完了 That's how it goes. It's all worked out,
那 so, yeah...
你一次又一次地杀人 现在是时候了 You went over it and over it, and so now's the time.
洛奇 别做傻事 Hey, Loach, don't do anything stupid.
-洛奇 -给我闭嘴 - Loach! - Shut up!
你知道这是什么滋味吗 Do you have any idea what it's like
你爱上了一个人 却被一个混蛋害死了 to fucking love somebody and have some motherfucker
从你身边夺走了 你知道这滋味吗 come along and take them away from you? Do you?
珍妮斯的事 我很抱歉 I'm sorry about Janice.
不是莫斯吗 Not-Not Moss?
这是罗尼·普洛克辛 That's Ronny Proxin.
我老婆的新欢 He's fucking my wife.
除掉他 所有的事情一笔勾销 You get rid of him, all of this goes away.
什么 What?!
你叫罗尼·普洛克辛 对吧 Your name's Ronny Proxin, right?
-是我 -别害怕 -Uh-huh. - Don't freak out.
有人派我来杀你 I've been sent here to kill you.
但是我不打算动手 I'm not gonna do that.
我临时改主意了 Calling an audible right now.
所以我希望你可以到芝加哥去 Oh, okay, so, I want you to drive to Chicago,
然后在那儿呆上一年 and I need you to stay there... for about a year.
-这样啊 -你有行李箱吗 - Mm. - Do you have a suitcase?
今天 有个人 Today, a guy...